~Its me saying the story~

2008-09-17T00:45:00.001+08:00

I've moved to a greener pasture.

Hahahah.

Ok crap.

Pls change the link to;

affekshun.blogspot.com

Thank you.

2008-09-16T02:50:00.004+08:00

Just came back from Airport with bf.
Bring my laptop along this time and we chill
@ Gloria Jeans Terminal 2.

Wireless internet and found a corner where
I can plug my laptop power without using the battery.
It was so cosy and quiet that I almost dun want to go home.
We watch One more chance on youtube till I fall asleep.
He end up watching alone.
Hehehe.

And I even sleep on the bike.
I wonder why am I so sleepy nowadays.

Thank god I'm on afternoon shift tomorrow.
Good night lovelies.

2008-09-15T00:50:00.009+08:00

Iftar with Lynnshikin and Nokz

We meet up for iftar and decided to dine at Fresh Bulggogi
on Saturday

Fresh Bulggogi @ Terminal 2

Before that me and shikin meet up quite late.
At 6pm we still at Yishun.
Took a cab down to Terminal 2.

Messaging nokz that we are already on the way

On the way up to Fresh Bulggogi

The cosy place that we sit

While me and shikin were still deciding what to order,
she already order hers on the computer!!!
hhhmmm...regular la katakan. hehehe

Me,Lynnshikin and Nokz

We are Korean Addicts!!

Nokz chicken bulgoggi bap

Me and shikin crispy chicken bap

Me and shikin's Rasberry and peach drinks.

Our steamboat ingredients

Its dessert time!!!
The dessert looks fantastic.

Me and shikin chocolate caramel.

Nokz strawberry caramel

We could hardly walk after eating all those food.
I have enuff of korean food.
Like seriously.

But I had a great time with them.
I think we gonna complete our Asian food.
We already completed Thai and Korean food.
Whats next nyah nyah sekalian????
Japanese next??

Hehehehehe.

After the heavy meal, meet up with bf.
Went to geylang to search for dengdeng and some other food.
I hate geylang nowaday cause its so crowded that
I rather sit at home and watch my drama.
But geylang is the only place where I can find my dengdeng.
We end the night at our usual chill out place.
It seem the place is getting more popular now.

Oh nooooo.

But we still love it there.

*wink*

*Some of the photos are courtesy of shikin*

2008-09-14T23:55:00.002+08:00

The only reason why I change my template is because
I accidentally delete some of the html in the previous
template. I dunno how to retrieve it therefore
I just change it to a more simple one.
I can never understand making a template.

Anyhow, this morning I woke up with a msg from
my best friend saying to call her, its urgent.
Never did I thought that what she wanna tell me is
a very bad and shocking news to me.

She lost her significant other.
I guess Allah love him more.

Dear Bestie,

Though I can never feel the pain that u going thru right now,
I just want you to know that I'll be here if you need me.
I'll be here to listen.
I know its take time to heal but I hope you are strong enuff
to go thru each day with a smile on your face in the future.
Though its easier said than done,
I believe you still have the faith in you to
remain strong and believe in fate.
I meet you soon babe.

My condolences to his family.

2008-09-13T16:50:00.002+08:00

You know what she just do it again.
I was kinda excited that I can bake some cookies.
But she said the cookies I made last year was not as nice.

Its irritate the hell out of me.
I got so much encouragement from my colleague than her.
I guess my colleague appreciate what I do.

She just have to spoilt the mood.
I guess I really am not baking this year.
I just CANT BE BOTHERED ANYMORE!!!

Thanks!
I rather cook for my friends.
Dun ever blame me if I am not good in the kitchen.
Dun ever blame me if i am pemalas.
Cause whatever u say plays a big part.

Believe me when I say,
I love my grandma more.
She is my pillar of strength.

*sob sob*

2008-09-10T21:11:00.002+08:00

This is what happen when boredom strike.

Naricisstic me.

*wink wink*

2008-09-10T00:06:00.003+08:00

My current obsession

I've been so obsess with Its started with a kiss that
I neglect everything.

Its started with a kiss starring Ariel Lin and Joe Cheng.
The most compatible couple for this drama.

I just find them so perfect.

Believe it or not I watched the whole 20 episodes in
just 2 days. It was too good to stop watching.
A mixture of comedy and romance.

I am gonna finish soon with Its started with a kiss 2.
Its more funny than the first one.
I simply addicted to this drama.

For those who love chinese drama maybe can try watching this.
I fall in love with the main characeter of this drama.
Its not a korean drama but a Taiwanese drama.

I just finish my night shift.
My last night was quite busy cause my Operation list was in a mess.
They keep amending the list that I get so confused.

My second night was quite peaceful.
Almost nothing to do.
But its not as peaceful over at the other end cause
"it" just keep playing with chairs and some bells.
Sapa cakap bulan puasa takde hantu!!!???
Crap la. Its so noisy k.

I was so bored that I surf the net till there are
nothing to surf at all.

My attendant was already taking a nap.
And me I'm not sleepy at all despite only having 3 hours of sleep.

And Peace out.
I look like this every night shift with my Polo nerdy spec.

Ok I going back to my obsession and daily dose of Joe Cheng.

Nah amek korang lagu cina aku bagi. hehehe.
Aku takde lagu nasyid la.
Hehhehehe

2008-09-01T21:09:00.002+08:00

For a start I already rebond my hair!!!!!
Yey!!! Rambut da straight!!
No more wavy here and there which look like
I am having a bad hair day.

And second I already get all the Bangkok photos.
Going to upload it soon.
Sabar yeah nyah nyah sekalian.
Aku kan lembab sikit, lebih lebih lagi bila
time puasa ni kan....lagi lembab.
heheheheh.

Will try to do it by tomorrow.

So tired!!
Time bulan puasa ni la mode malas-nak-gi-keje
is on. Simply drag myself to work.
Penat tau keje.
Hmph!

2008-08-28T20:24:00.002+08:00

Bangkok part 1

The day we went to Bangkok!!
22nd-24th August 2008

Depart from Changi Airport Terminal 1 by Cathay Pacific.

Nur was super hungry that we ate our lunch at BK first.
Take a look at the difference of the burger.
Guess who take the biggest??!!

No prize for guessing. Its obvious right. hehe.

The hungry girl

Yours Truly

With my partner in crime, Nur

She doze off right before they serve lunch

The okaaaaayyyy lunch.

Kenyang giler k lepas makan lunch kat plane.
But its a good idea actually.
Cause by the time we reach the hotel.
Dump our bags and went straight to the night market.

Finally!! We reached Bangkok after 2 hours.

Ok lets stop here.
Still waiting for my photos from Nur aka Sayuri.

I am currently so addicted to this!!

This seaweed have been my all time favourite.
Its like super duper cheap la kat BKK!!
Recommend to Nur and she get too addicted as well.

And another one!!!
This is highly recommended by me and Nur.
She recommended it to me and it was sooo sedap!!

Its actually called Spicy Dried shrimp or smth.
Ooohh and its so super pedas.
I took the tom yam flavour. Yummy!!!
So nice. A bit expensive but worth it.
A must buy when you go to BKK!!

2008-08-27T20:46:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Ok I think org semua da malas nak tunggu aku update.
Hehehe.
Lembab kan aku ni.

Anyway I'm back from Bangkok on Sunday.
Photos still not up cause still waiting for Sayuri
to pass to me the photos.
I was busy shopping you see so she have been doing
the snapping of photos. Hehehe.
I hope I can get the photos soon.

Today is my dearest colleague Siti's birthday.
Went out with her to have some dessert as her bf
is sooo busy working on her birthday. Kesian dia.

We went to TCC!!

TCC

The birthday girl

Happy with her chocolate dessert

Happy 24th birthday Sweetie!

Me and my strawberry ice cream

Her dark chocolate cake

My strawberry ice cream

What all of us got for her and Mark's and Spencer voucher.

After she left for her dinner at Carousel's,
I went to do some shopping at Cold storage.
I love pasta so much. The easier the better.
Kak Rushdiah recommend me the easy way to cook pasta.
She told me that her kids simply love them.
Tasted it and I love it.

Finally found it at Cold storage!!

It took only 8 minutes to cook.
Just add water and milk and into the microwave it goes.
And thats it.
Easy right??

If you love pasta and lazy to cook like me maybe
you can try it too.

2008-08-19T10:47:00.003+08:00

I am driving myself crazy.
At times I really cant take the pain.

At times I was so tempted to press the number.
But I know I will be ignored.

I will just pick the bits and pieces whatever left of me.
Even how painful it is,
Even how frequent my migraine attack is,
Even if its gonna kill me,
Even if I gonna break down and cry suddenly,
Even if I gonna laugh and cry at the same time,
I gonna go thru this ordeal.

The ordeal that I have not been thru for many years.

~shattered~

2008-08-17T19:54:00.001+08:00

keluhan hatiku tak siapa yg tahu
ku simpan semua sebak di dada
biar ku yang terluka
pernahkah kau mengerti caraku memujukmu
pernahkah kau hargai cara ku mencintai mu

nafas dan kata dari bibir
adakah yang dari hati
mungkin kau tak fahami
maksud yang tersembunyi
titisan air mata dari pipi ke bumi
pernahkah kau peduli tentang diriku ini

mengapa aku yang terluka
aku yang merana
aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini
engkau yang meminta
aku yang sengsara

~Fabolous Cat~

2008-08-14T21:11:00.002+08:00

I am a lazy blogger.
I keep procrastinating my blog entry.
I getting sick of looking at my blog template.
I wish I can change to something better.
But I too lazy to find one dat I like.
Sorry to disappoint any of u who frequent my blog.

Anyway been too tired to blog nowadays.
I've yet to upload my girlfriend engagement photo.
Hopefully soon or perhaps next week when I am
officially on 1 week leave.
Yey!!! Gonna sit at home watch my dramas.

Just came back from my aunt's house.
I've officially become her personal nurse.
She just too scared to inject the medication herself.
Thank goodness I still have not lost touch with the needles.
Just one more day of the medication and I'm done.
But at least I save her the hassle of going to and fro
NCC every other day.

Expensive ok.

Just to serve her the injection she have to pay $6.
We are talking about service only.
When I do , its FREE. Cheap rite.
khakahakhakhakah.
One ampoule is about $100 plus.
Freaking expensive!
Anyway Auntie, I hope you get well soon yeah.

2008-08-02T23:15:00.002+08:00

I am the red headed girl

I get so sick and tired of black hair.
That I just decided to colour my boring black hair.

Spent my off day today at the salon for 3 bloody hours.
Lambat betul.
But I love the colour.

It looks like this when with flash/light.

And like this when no flash/light.

I cut my fringe lagi.
Sikit sikit bila nak game tah.
One day I think I will finally decided to cut cleopatra style.
Not now. Belum ada confidence.
Takut tak lawa. heheh
Gonna rebond my hair during my 1 week leave.
Cant wait.

Plan to tgk the fireworks but we arrived a bit too late.
We saw the fireworks while on the bike.
By the time reach there its already over.
Nvm there's still the actual NDP to watch next week.

Chill at Macdonald for a while before heading home.
He forever refuse to take photo cos of his precious hair.
No wax therefore no photos.
Eksyen ah.

But still I wanna take photo.
Blueeekk.

A belated Happy Nurses day to my fellow
nurses in the blogging world.
Hope you have a great day yesterday.
I have fun receiving gifts.
3 different cakes to eat from the doctors,
a food galore at Bowyer's blk and
I love the Jacket SGH gave us
(to keep us warm in reception esp during our night shift,)
and a blanket cum pillow from Singhealth
(for us to catch up on the sleep,heheh).

The food galore this year was disgusting.
I prefer last year food.
I only ate the fried rice and vegetable cause I cant see any chicken or fish
since they dun top up. And the fried noodle already basi ok.
Thanks god I never finish up the basi fried noodle unlike Siti who
ate the whole plate of fried noodle despite me telling her
it taste a bit weird. Tak sakit perut da nasib.
So far the kebab and the chicken fajita is the best.
The rest of the stall I cant be bothered to queue.

Last sunday my family brought me to Desaru for a one day trip.
Half of the bus occupied by my relatives from my dad's side.
I thought its gonna be boring.
But I was wrong, it was super fun!!!
Mcm balik kampung gitu. Feeling skali kan. heheh.

In the bus on the way to Desaru

Desaru Fruit Farm

Kambing yg mengembek which sound like "NEK!!!".
Entah entah dia cari nenek dia tak. kesian dia.
Hehehe. It was so funny to hear that from them.

Busy muching away.

Hello bunny

Ostrich being fed by my uncle

The beautiful koi fish pond

The way to Passion Fruit Trail

The way to pose with the passion fruit. hahaha

Between orange and Roselle.
Rosselle taste so much better.
Taste a bit like ribena.

Most of the photos are of me and my bro perasan sendiri.
Hahaha. Cause my parent are too busy listening to
the guide explanation. We just cant be bothered.

I love the lunch buffet.
We have seafood spread but no photo cause
semua da lesap within minutes. Dashyat.

The fruit buffet spread

Jemput makan k

Oh the durian are super sedap la.

Oh too bad you can only smell and see dude.
He is allergy to Durian.
LOL!

I bought a bottle of Royal Jelly.
Its cost me a bloody 250RM.
And its only the vomitus of the Queen Bee.
Damn if only my vomitus will cost as much I will be a millionaire.
LOL!!!

But they said its good for the face.
Prevent acne and fine lines.
Can also consume it, its good for the womb and prevent
menses cramp. It taste sour for your info.
What do you tink a vomit taste like? Sweet??

I've yet to try on my face.
Will do it tonight I guess.

I'm working tomorrow morning.
So sorry unable to attend Zaid and Natasha wedding.
Congrats to both of you.
Semoga berkekalan hingga ke akhir ayat.

What a long entry.
Thats a week entry for you.
Till my next entry.

Good bye lovelies.

2008-07-24T00:07:00.003+08:00

JCI is over in SGH!!!
Yey finally and we get re-accrediated again.
Ok whatever, its pretty stress when it come to JCI.

Anyway I get conjunctivitis again.
My eyes get infected again due to contact lens.
I really should consider laser soon but its quite expensive.
I really love the idea of not wearing lens or glasses.
Saving for laser will take me years. hehehe.

I wonder whether I should take MC tomorrow.
Oh well I will see whether it get any better.
My right eye is still painful.

Sigh.

2008-07-21T00:39:00.004+08:00

Ok my malas mode is off for now.
Here is a long update from me since 11/07/08 events.

11th July 2008

Meet up with the multipliers.
Nokz,Lynnshikin,Fairuzy and Mangkuk85.
Its my first time meeting Lynnshikin and Mangkuk85.

Meet up with Nokz first as she end work earlier than
the rest of them.

The early birds : Me and Nokz

Dining at Thai Express

Nokz the regular at Thai Express. hehe

Then the rest came and we ordered our food.
And the cam whoring start almost immediately.

Me and Lynnshikin

Fairuzy and Mangkuk85

Me and Nokz

Nokz, me and Lynnshikin

My green curry and rice

All of us before Fairuzy(Ita) went off.

Diva was on SALE!!

It was a great night.
Thank you girls.

13th July 2008

Initially the plan was to watch a movie.
But none of the movie seem to interest us.

Have our dinner at Bistro Delifrance Takashimaya.
I dun really like Delifrance Bistro.
I dun find their food nice at all.
I much prefer their sandwiches. So much yummy.

Me

He is being irritating again refused to take photo

His cheese pizza

My sirloin steak

We went to Mustafa Centre to look for his things.
I finally bought a mouse for my lappy.
I move too slow w/o a mouse.
After a few failed attempt of trying to find a nice pink mouse,
I bought a Tiger mouse for myself.

Dun ask me why must it be tiger.
Its just look nice. heheheh.

I can play the online game in peace with my new mouse.

20th July 2008

We went to the Singapore Zoological!!

The only decent photos of both of us at the zoo

I love the sea otters.
They are super cute animals.

Can you imagine they use 12 different types of calls when they talk.
Its like talking in 12 different language.
Cool right. Hahahah.
But they are actually a clever animal and they look like cat!
Aaawwwww

I ended up camera-whoring alone

In "sedia position"
Hahahaha. I was lauging all the way. It really stand
that way for quite a long time.

Taking pic with the monkeys

Butterflies

Went to his house after that to meet Nadya.

I miss this girl man.
Its been months since I last saw her.
She grow so tall.
Wow...ooopss no U-wah!!!
Thats how she say wow.

K I am done with all uploading photos and blog.
I gonna rot with my k-drama again.
I beginning to love rotting at home.
Hehehe.

Night lovelies

2008-07-12T02:08:00.002+08:00

I'm having a terrible stomach cramp/dysmenorrhea again.
Its terrible that I unable to sleep tonight.

Anyway have a great time with the girls just now.
Meet up with fellow multipliers Lynnshikin,nokz,fairuzy and mangkuk85.
It was nice meeting you girls.
Very the kecohrable.
Pics will be up soon.
Girlsss I need to curi some photos. heheheh.

Sometimes I feel good going out with my girlfriends.
At least in some way or another it ease my loneliness a bit.
Eventhough how much I want to meet him, I know time dun permit
for us to meet with his 6 days afternoon shift.
I understand that for sure.
Going out with my girlfriends doesnt mean that I forget him.
Just spare me a few minutes of talking about how our day have been
it already make my day.

I guess I just love the simple thing in life.

Oh gosh my cramps are killing me.
Sob sob.

Good night.

2008-07-10T23:27:00.004+08:00

I seem to be neglecting my blog.
Been too busy the whole of this week finishing my korean drama.
Oh gosh the kdrama Wedding is so wicked.
Been crying buckets and make my eyes bengkak ok.
Now I'm switching to Jdrama Absolute boyfriend.
Watch it due to the cute guys in the drama.
Aaaawwwww.

ok enough of my Asian Drama.
Finding new kdrama to watch.
Any korean drama fans here?
So far I know its nokz and sayuri.

*wink wink*

Its JCI week next week.
Irritate the hell out of me.
JCI briefing nearly everyday.
I just wish its over soon.

Thats all for now.
Will update soon i hope if tak malas.
hehehee

PS: I am getting irritated using laptop w/o the mouse.
If any of u see a very nice pink mouse pls tell me k.
searching for a pink mouse. ...hhhmmm

2008-06-30T18:02:00.002+08:00

Syukur Alhamdullilah

Received this letter with happiness from my ADN this morning.
From Enrolled Nurse 2 to Enrolled Nurse 1.

Not much changes in the job scope.
Just a rise in the pay.

I can never thank HIM enough.
Alhamdullilah.

2008-06-29T13:29:00.002+08:00

The Swiss Affair

My girlfriend booked a room at Swiss hotel yesterday.
In conjunction of her dad's birthday and her sister DND.
She ask me along to check in with her.
Cause we are going shopping after that.

Me and girlfriend waiting to check in.

Waiting for the lift

We are at the 23rd storey!!

The bed

The bathroom

Getting comfy on the bed

Overlooking suntec

Naked bodies by the pool

Overlooking the Esplanade.
The NDP rehearsal is on yesterday.

She forgotten to remove the plastic underneath her new sandal.
Hahaha.

FREE MAC makeup courtesy from Starhub who
gave me $60 voucher to spend. Wee!!

Robinson is on sale.
Everything is dead cheap.
Bought all this less for less than 40 bucks.
40% on all toiletries and make up.
A super good deal.

Thank you so much Ayu for mailing to me the voucher.
And also telling me abt the promotion.
Thanks to her my w960i was home delivered last thursday.
And my $100 early subsription was waived!!!

W960i

Plus 6mths FREE subscription.

A good deal?

But of course!

Everywhere was on SALE yesterday!!!
I nearly go mad but I keep my budget low.
And grab the cheapest and the nicest.
Hehehe.

Bought some underwear from TOPSHOP.
And flat shoe from URS

Pretty fit and URS is having SALE.
Kalau boleh suma aku nak beli.

But I still love that COACH ballet shoe.
Its to die for.
But its not found in Spore anymore.
And Coach website is not selling that anymore too.
Damn it!!!

Nobody like to be accused.
As being said in Ayat Ayat cinta.
Itu FITNAH!!
So stop accusing me for something I never wear.
Look carefully before you accused.
I'm sad that you do this to me.

Enough said.
I'm so disappointed.

2008-06-24T17:55:00.004+08:00

Alhamdullilah.
My pro-rated bonus this year is not bad.
This year everyone get extra money cause of the
EXTRA money given by Singhealth.

*wink wink*

Everyone was waiting for the payslip in the morning.
After that everyone look at each other payslip.
Nampak sangat kepo kan. hahahhahaa.

By Saturday I think I'm left with almost nothing.
After deducting hari raya la, my mum, my dad, my insurance,
my saving, my holiday and sewaktu dgn nye is equal to ZERO.
Ok thanks eh.

*sob sob*

If only every month is bonus.

Oh well.
Thats just another of my wishful thinking.

For now waiting for December bonus lak.

Hehehe.

1 more year to go and I'm a free bird.
FREE from bond.

hee~

2008-06-22T23:26:00.003+08:00

You know at times when you stop counting the months.
When at times you started to look forward to the years instead.
When I constantly count the months he told me to stop counting.
Oh yes I just stop eventually.

It slip my mind that today is the 22nd of June.
Our 20th month-sary.

I asked him whether I shd throw away the Sentosa tickets.
He looked at the ticket and ask me.
"You tak ingat hari ni hari apa?"
I look at the ticket again.
"Oooohhh 22nd. Oooppsss"

Wow he finally remember what 22nd means.

*smile*

The tickets

Taking the Sentosa train

Luge!!!

Looking silly with the helmet

Him with the helmet

Taking the Skyride

The Underwater World

The tickets

Him touching the baby shark

Feeding the sting rays

The hungry stingray.
I eat u then u know tau. hehe

The stingray eating the fish in bet his fingers.

My cute Nemo

Oooh nemo where are you?

Underneath the shark.

The next stop is Ben and Jerry's at VivoCity.
The two guys that I love.
The guys who invent the ice cream of course.
Heheheh.

His chewy choc and strawberry cheesecake waffle

My chunky monkey and chocolate cookie dough waffle

Sungguh yummy.com.
A nice dessert to end the day with.

The last pit stop is to Mphosis.
I finally get this bag after searching for it for so long.
Each time I went to Mphosis its out of stock.
Ni pun last piece that they give me.

Super happy sekali dapat ni bag.
I love it so much.
I gonna get the new range of Mphosis black shoe next.

22nd June is really a day to remember.

Good night lovelies.
Hope you enjoy your weekend.

2008-06-21T17:57:00.002+08:00

I really really cant wait for next week.

I gonna get it.

My patience really pay off.

Slowly but surely.

Weeeee!!!!

A very good deal indeed!

My mum nag comes later ok.

*smile*

2008-06-15T01:43:00.002+08:00

A very bad night.
Very busy at work.
2 rush in case.
Irritating.

Weird things started to happen on my nights this time.
The lights off by itself.
My paper bag jump out of my locker.
Da takde keje lain seh.
Stop disturbing me can.

Waiting for my expensive Macdonald meal.
My goodness it cost me 9 bucks to eat a filet o fish meal.
Cause of the delivery charge.
I seldom order so I feel the pinch of paying so much for a meal.

Its gonna reach here at 3am.
Sigh.

Time check 0140hrs.

More sighhhh.

2008-06-12T11:52:00.003+08:00

I think I just irritate my Ustadz last night.
I ask him a complicated question regarding
the HOTA thingy. I mean I was confused ok hence
the many questions I throw at him.
He said he will get back to me.

If its you, I guess you will feel irritated too.
Hahahaha. Most probably a person will say,
"Eh aku tak tau la, diam la".
Irritating kan aku.
Suka tanya benda benda yg tak boleh jawab.

I'm off today!!!
Dun be jealous.
I gonna be slogging and freezing like a pig at work
while you guys are snoring away during the weekends.

Baru nak gi Zoo on weekends.

*sigh*

Psst my library book aku da chuck one corner.
Tak tau bila nak baca lagi.
I'm so obsess playing my diner dash2 and wedding dash now.
Thanks to lynnshikin.
(the same website as cooking academy)
Sampai frust tonggeng seh main those games.

LOL!

2008-06-08T10:57:00.002+08:00

I realized that budak budak kecik sekarang da pandai.
I was freaking shock la kan.
I din expect my primary 3 cousin know so much of RNB songs.
I din even know some of the songs they sing.

A funny conversation with one of the twins.

Me: "Kakak listen to this song nice tau (Song:Killa)"
she: "That is so lame"
Me: *irritated*
she: *she listening to one of the rnb song*
Me: That is so lame ok.
she: Whatever!

Kurang ajar nye budak.
Khekhekheke. Funny la these kids.

They gonna be my next MTV.
The fastest way to know the latest song.
Kids nowadays are too smart.

I'm amazed.

Whatever happen to their High School Musical and Disney Channel?

hhhmmmm

2008-06-05T20:52:00.003+08:00

End work early today.
Have nowhere to go.
So I drop by the library@Woodlands.

Paid my overdue fines.
I am always paying fines cause when it comes to
return the books I am freaking lazy.
I keep saying "I will return tomorrow".
And true enuff,
the book is never return at all till weeks later.

Hahahahha.
That is so me.

The library is having promotion till 30 june.
They double the number of books that you can borrow.
So I get so excited and get all the books that I want.

I got a habit of borrowing ONLY
books with pretty cover.
I dunno its just the habit I have.
Just like the book by Sophie Kinsella and Marian Keyes.
Pretty and interesting books.
Just like how I got interested in PS I Love You and In her shoe.
It turn out they become a hit when they make it into movies.

Ok enuff about books.
I have 6 books to finish.

2008-05-31T11:00:00.000+08:00

Please ALLAH give me the strength I need.
My heart really breaks and I cant stop this tears from flowing.
YOU make me imperfect and YOU make me a person with lotsa patience.
Within this imperfection I try to be PERFECT.

Am I really at fault?
Please please show me some sign.

All I need is TRUST.
I know this is just another test YOU put me thru.
And to that I will not complain nor will I ask why
YOU testing me this way.

*sigh*

2008-05-30T11:43:00.002+08:00

There are times that I was too tired that I cant even wake up.
Even when my alarm clock rings for a thousand time,
I cant even hear it.

I din know that sleeping can cause so much anger in a person.
Oh please Allah, am I in the wrong?
Only YOU know how I feel.

*sob sob*

On a brighter note, I cant wait for my loot from online shoppingto arrive!!! Its so addictive and I'm so broke.
Well left only to eat till the end of next mth.
Of cos I am not that stupid to spend all my money.
Takkan makan pasir nanti kat keje.
hehehhehee.

Bonus bonus next mth.
Yek eleh mcm taik kucing jek actually.
SGH kan pelokek.
Well tetap kena bersyukur kan. hehehehe.

Because my friends was telling me TTSH give them
full bonus eventhough not even 1 year.
I shd consider changing hospital.
chet!!

Ok gotta move my butt to work.
Its gonna be a tiring day.
Just look at the staff on shift.
I gonna die.

2008-05-20T22:33:00.002+08:00

On a random note, did I tell you I love David Cook!!!
Ok that guy sang the best guy version of "Always be my baby"
by Mariah Carey.
I am a big fan of Mariah Carey so yeah David
cook just rock that song away.

*wink wink*

Let me post some boring photos of the boring me @ work.
Last friday was quite a boring afternoon for me.
Thank god Siti was working with me inside the theatre.

Let me tell you what we shd do every afternoon shift.

We have to check that the table is charged.
Those naughty attendant sometime FORGOT to charge.
We have to check after they already washed the theatre.
In other words after they off the lights.

Its pretty scary if I were to go in the theatre alone
checking those tables.

Check that the monitor are off.
The nurses pun kadang2 cekik darah never turn off the monitor.
Aku da la takut takut nak masuk theatre.

That afternoon 3 of us check together.
Siti was showing Farhanah how to see the table are charged properly.
Cause Siti is more senior than me.

And me.
I was busy taking picture.
BAH!!

CRAP!I look like NINJA TURTLE la!
Hahahaha.

On Sunday catch a movie with bf.
We watched Made of Honour!!

I'm a sucker for romantic movies.
I love them eventhough I can predict what is gonna happen.

Made of honour is just another version of My best friend wedding.

I did shed a tear for that movie.
aaaww its so touching.
I fall in love with that guy.

2008-05-15T03:29:00.002+08:00

TRY!

Try waiting for a few hours each day.
Waiting for that someone to call.

BUT all u can hear is "Go and sleep".
I freaking LOATHE that sentence to bits I tell u.

I freaking wish I was in COMA
And all I can hear is "PLEASE WAKE UP!".

Its strange how human think sometime.

Frustrating yet its TRUE.

2008-05-11T01:50:00.002+08:00

I finally meet Nur after sooo long.
Gosh I miss this lady.

Photo taken from her blog. hee~

Lotsa yakking and finally decided to watch "What happens in Vegas"
I love that movie to bits.
The perfect couple for the movie.

Had a good talk with her on Friday.
She is the best person I can talk to regarding work.
The best person that I can rant and vent my anger abt work.
Basically,I can talk to her about anything and everything.hee~
If only we work in the same hospital.

We shall meet again soon.
But our schedule just sucks isnt it?

*sigh*

2008-05-11T00:55:00.002+08:00

Between PAP and PAPPILIO

I attend the workshop yesterday organised by NCC.
Rush to NCC after work.
My main aim was to get my CNE point.
It doesnt matter what topic they talking about
or how much they charge.

Its irritating how SNB make this rule to have at least
15 CNE point for us to renew our licence.
We can never make it actually.
We have to sacrifice our day off sometimes to attend talk.
And day off is only once a week ok.
Currently I only have 14 points.
So just 1 more to go and I wanna rest my case.

Ok so back to the workshop.
The workshop was about "Understanding Female Cancer".
I dun even know what kinda workshop I am coming for actually.
Hahahahaha.

Reach the place and find out A/Prof Tay Sun Kuie was the speaker.
For the first half of the workshop I was snoring away.
After the refreshment, I was wide awake.
And the talk gets more interesting.

Female Cancer of cos its interesting.
His explaination about cervical cancer and uterine cancer was so well explained that I'm glad I attend the workshop.
I still remember the time when I do a group project on
cervical cancer. I dun even understand what the hell
I am presenting. Its not as detailed as Prof Tay presentation.

Coolness or what.
I learned that most people do a checklist on the causes of cervical cancer.
Dun be a fool.
Cervical cancer can happen to anyone even if u are a 40 years old virgin.

I swear I gonna do a PAP smear every year after I am married.

I dun want to die of cervical cancer.
Hahahahaha. Choyyyy!! Touch wood!

For yr info the word PAP comes from a DR name.

No he is not called DR PAP.

Dr Papillio.

Ok he remind me of PAPILLO the birkies sandal.

Ok I cant make fun of him.
He actually came out with the PAP smear test.
Must thanks him for the early detection of cervical cancer.

I just hope they can cure cancer.

Sigh.

2008-05-03T13:51:00.004+08:00

Date: 26th April 2008
Time: 5pm till late
Venue: East Coast Park Pit 52
Event: Nadya Umairah's 1st birthday
Theme: Barney!!
Attire: Must be either purple or green

With lack of sleep (due to my pandai of not sleeping the night before)
and rushed to ECP after I reach home from work makes me exhausted.
I was dead by the time its 10pm.
And I missed the game that they played.

It was a purple and green event.
So all u see is those two colours. Hehehe.
So cute. Nadya loves barney so much.

Happy 1st Birthday Nadya Umairah!!

A GAP collection from me.

Her Barney cake.

With the birthday girl.

With her umie and aunties

The bbq food is super good!

With her abah and umie

One whole family

Me with Ifah(Aefa)

Me with Nana(Switilicious)

Due to the games they played. Hehehe

Member da lepak. hehe

The next morning

Her beautiful Gap Safari sandal from US

Her many many presents.

Say hello to barney.

2008-05-02T01:03:00.002+08:00

A very overdue pic.

Wiwit's wedding on 20th April 2008.

A very hot day and the aircon in my car is getting sucky.

I was so not in the mood in taking photos.

With the beautiful wiwit and hubby nazz.

Can u see the beautiful dais?

Me and Lina

The uncle and his favourite niece

Me and lina

Nadya getting cranky in the car.

2008-04-26T04:45:00.002+08:00

I have tooo many photos to upload.
Here are some for your viewing.

I upload the rest in my multiply.

In the plane to Tokyo

In the plane to L.A

Wyndham hotel

Grand Canyon

Grand Canyon

My humble hut

A walk to remember

Its already Spring darlings

Snow white at California Adventure.

Thats all for now.
Its 5am now.

I need to go to work.
I am so hungry.

MacDonald Breakfast sounds good.

Goodbye folks!

2008-04-21T11:40:00.002+08:00

Ok I'm back like long ago.
I mean not long exactly just 2 days ago. hahah.
On Saturday morning 0100 hours.

The clock totally change again.
I have trouble sleeping these few days.
I cant sleep at night.
Cause I already used to the other way round.
Its 15 hours to the back in LA.

I'm so happy to be back.
Nothing beats where you belong.
I miss home so much especially him.
Suddenly with me away from home, he become so sweet.
That I like!!! heheheh.

But LA and Las Vegas was Fantastic!!!
I love Grand Canyon so much.
Its one of the seven wonder of the world.
I'm so mesmerized with the view.

I have like 400-500 of photos to upload and edit.
And multiply is super slow.

And oh congrats to Wiwit and Nazz!!!!
Selamat Pengantin Baru.

And the photos coming soon.

Hehehe.

I need to go to work.

Ppppffttt.

2008-04-11T02:01:00.002+08:00

The Big Apple

In 2 hours time I gonna be gone from Singapore.

Goodbye for now my friends.

2008-04-04T00:03:00.003+08:00

Exactly one more week left before the start of my annual leave.
Exactly one more week left before I leave.

I'm simply esctatic that I just cant wait to touch down.
I just pray the flight was ok.
I hope no jet lagged which is like impossible.

As to where I be going?
Stay tune to find out.

After the trip gonna make my way to dear Wiwit's wedding.
The week after that is Lil Nadya 1 year old birthday bash

I simply love April!!!

I so gonna miss bf when I'm away.
He just get into an accident recently.
Thank goodness that he just suffer an abrasion not more than that.
His bike has to be sent to the workshop.

Meet him and bought for him Tegaderm and op site to cover the wound.
I simply cant believe how expensive those things are.
Cause in the hospital those things are like everywhere.
Who say medical expenses are cheap??

*tsk tsk*

Gonna be on night tomorrow.
My only fear is the coldness during the night.
I can freeze to death.
And making my way to the toilet next to neuro ICU give me the chill.

Sheesh.

2008-04-02T18:58:00.002+08:00

To feel cared for, loved and attentiveness.

Occasional hugs and kisses.

The need to hear the words "I love you".

The constant need to feel loved.

Is it true thats what every women want?

I dunno.

Enlighten me on this people.

Pfftt.

2008-03-30T13:26:00.010+08:00

THE FAREWELL AND THE BIRTHDAY

Date:29th March 2008
Time:4pm till we get tired
Venue: Al Majlis
The suspects: Marhaini,Mas,Farina,Siti and me
Absentee: Azah

Its not complete w/o azah around but nevertheless we had so much fun.

Sheesha-ing and talking crap.

I never did expect anything from them.
The whole thing was for Marhaini.
It was a farewell party for her since she going off to poly
to pursue her Diploma in nursing.

Congratulation darling!!

Its what you have been waiting for.
But we sure gonna MISS YOU REAL BAD.
Its not the same without you around.

I was so shocked when they suprise me with the bday cake.
I have never expect the cake at all.
I was just thinking of having fun on the eve of my bday.

Farewell just for her

Marhaini and me

Mas and Siti

Me and mas

Super nice wedges

The superb chicken wrap

The sheesha-ing

Farina,marhaini and me

The farewell gift from 5 of us

The birthday cake

Happy birthday to me!!! haha

The heart that bind all of us.

Thank you so much for the wonderful night.
After that bf fetch me and we went to kallang Macdonald for dinner.
He sent me to his house to meet lil nadya.

I miss that lil one.
She getting so clever now.
For now I cant wait for her bday which is coming up real soon.

When I tot the fun is all over.

Azah msg me in the morning
She told me to meet her at Admiralty mrt for a while.
I have no idea what she wants.

She gave me this!!!

The latest CROCS shoe!!!!!

From the five of them.

Oh my god!! A new shoe for my upcoming holiday.
I gonna jump ard with that shoe on "that" beautiful land.
The colour a bit weird at first.

But I begin to love it!!

Khekhekhekhe.

Thank you girls for everything.
Love you girls to bits!

Happy 25th

birthday to

me!!!

I'm old.

*sob sob*

2008-03-26T22:21:00.013+08:00

We had just a quiet celebration for his 24th birthday.
A birthday dinner treat from me.
And he chose Swensen.

Earl's Swensen @ Vivocity.

My free flow salad

His all time favourite Fish and chip

My sizzling apple crumble

Yours truly

Make a wish make a wish!!

Happy 24th

birthday dearie

While having our dinner, his mom called that he received the letter
he have been waiting for.

And he got it!!!! Yup yup he got the job!!

Gosh! The starting pay is quite good.
For a starting pay like dat, I was tempted to just quit my job~!
Hehehehe.

Alhamdullilah that he finally got it.
Can never thank HIM enuff for the gift that HE sent.

Just the PUURRFECT gift for him.

*smile*

2008-03-02T01:22:00.002+08:00

I'm so freaking bored.
He is sound asleep I guess.

Sigh.

First thing first, Tonet gonna start school again.
Yey!! Its nursing babey.
Congrats k. You will pass the medical check up.
If u din pass probably u have some infectious disease
which I doubt so.
Do well k.

Meet up with Shidah just now.
From Causeway pt to Orchard.
We were crazy.
We just keep yakking away till its time to go home.
Sometimes I wonder why we have so much to talk about.

I was so bored that I log in Anakmelayu and look
at my old pictures in Anakmelayu.
Wow 2004-2006 photos. Super duper long.
Its way before I meet bf.
I wonder why I even bother signing up at anakmelayu.
I dun even get to know anyone cos I cant be bothered.

Now what else am I supposed to do?
I just cant sleep!!

Gonna call Regina.
She is working night today. Hahaha.
I hope all the "E" chit have been cleared.
This hospital is making so much money.
Workload is getting so much heavier now
that I just cant wait for my leave.

And I working at 7am tomorrow!!!
Eh pls eh no fighting tonight.

2008-01-26T16:50:00.000+08:00

I'm so sick and tired of working.
I love it but I get too tired after working.
I miss going to school.

The rest of my colleagues are applying for poly.
Well I hope they get it plus the sponsorship.
Its time to move on.
I mean who will ever wanna be an EN forever.

I will only able to apply for poly next year.
Praying hard that I will get thru it.
Plus my short term plan is jeng jeng jeng....

I WONT TAKE MC FOR 2008!!!

Is it possible???

I hope so.
Hehehehe.

Mcm real je aku.
Sakit pun nanti aku nak dtg keje.
Hehehe.

I was told a high chance of getting sponsorship
is by taking less mc. So yeah thats my plan for now.

*wink*

2008-01-24T12:04:00.000+08:00

I dunno why I was such a gundu today.
Damn it!
I was supposed to be working 8-4 today.
But I tot I was on afternoon shift.
What was I thinking???!!!!

Thank god Sister told me to come in the afternoon.
I think I gonna be in EOT today.
I hate EOT!! Just becos I need to circulate.
Pffftt!!!

Bf start working today.
Hee!~ I hope he have a good day working.

Sigh.
Got to rush now to WORK!

*sulk*

2008-01-22T21:22:00.000+08:00

Bf have been fetching me home after work recently.
I appreciate it very much.
Thank you darling.

It save the hassle of fighting for seats in the train.
Well I dun fight with them of cos.
I mean watching people fighting for seats just irritate me.
Esp those hard core seat grabber are too much for me.
They dun give a hoot who or what they push as long
as they can placed their ass on that seat.

What an ASS!!!

They can run the moment the damn door open and run around
like one mad person finding for empty seats.
My goodness. The kiasu-ism is in the blood.
Well me and Azah was once pushed by one stupid SGH staff nurse who
was running from behind me just becos she NEED the seat
near the door.

Screw you.

There are so many empty seats!!
Even if you need to run and push dun wear the damn uniform la.
Buat malu je jadi nurse.

And I was pushed again when I was about to alight from the train.
This time from a small kid!!!!!

Wahhh!!! Too much man!!

She was like dying to get off the train.
And I was also getting off.
(The train was packed)
And she pushed me real hard that I was literally push out from the train.
Thanks eh budak kecik.
Lu da besar confirm jadi hard core seat grabber nye.
Learn from the best I guess.

Whatever happen to courtesy.
Bullshit!

Enuff of those stuff.

Anyway Sunday was pretty fun.
Bf and I wake up early to have a lil bit of sun-kissed at ECP.
We went roller-blading!!!!
It was so great to blade again after so many years.
I cant even brake well now.
Needless to say, I was much better when I was a kid.
Heheheh.

Ehem!
But I was much better than him.

*cough cough*

Bila nak gi roller blading lagi??

How about ice skating next??

*wink*

2008-01-13T18:58:00.000+08:00

Date: 12 January 2008
Event: Major OT Party
Time:11.30am - 3.30pm
Theme: Back to Kampong Days

Nearly all of us are nervous before we performed the dance.
We only managed to practice with the whole 8 of us only once.

Alhamdullilah the dance was ok. Yey!!

The En's

Me and Regina

Marhaini and me

Azah and me

After the party, Love fetch me.
And we went to have our lunch cum dinner at Fish and Co.

My coriander Fish. My favourite

His New York Fish and Chip

The drink which is call The mermaid

Him

Starbuck-ing

Can never leave home w/o my PSP

Yours Truly

Another night shift today.
This time with my preceptor. Well she no longer my preceptor
cause this baby of hers is already 7 months old now.
She just rocks!!

Ok gonna buy some tidbits to munch the night away.

*winks*

PS: I found my CANON!!!! YEY!!! Its in my cupboard all along

2008-01-02T00:44:00.000+08:00

Went for dinner at Vivo Banquet with him.
This time around I am so disappointed with the Sliced fish soup.
I'm a big fan of the soup.
But this time it just getting worst than before.

Take a look at this

Its taste like hot water and milk.
Its pretty disgusting.
My advice dun ever buy it at Vivo.

But he really put a big smile on my face
when he treat me to the fondue@Swensen.
Gosh!I wanted to try that for so long.
He knows I'm a big fan of choc fondue.

Aaaawwww I love the fondue.
Thank you so much dearie.
*muackz*

Happy happy me

And I tot he gonna share it with me.
But no!!! He tricked me.
He ordered the brownie instead

And leave me all alone to finish the fondue.

OOhhhh look at that. Yummy!!!

What a geat way to start the new year.
High on Chocolate!!

Ok people Happy New year!!!!!
Back to work tomorrow. Sigh.

2007-12-31T01:33:00.000+08:00

Goodbye 2007

*sob*

A year of bittersweet memories...

Moments of separation with my nursing friends.
Moments of being a greenhorn in nursing.
Moments of spending Raya w/o my grandad.
Moments of taking the nursing pledge.
Moments of being with him for 1 year.
Moments of disappointment of not getting my desired GPA.
Moments of 3 months unemployed but being paid. (*grin grin*)
Moments of returning back to religious lessons. (*thanks mom*)

Hello 2008

Another year of TEST.
I hope I'm able to go thru it with patience.

~Amin~

2007-12-20T21:02:00.000+08:00

I was in such a bad mood yesterday that I wish I
assign as a floater instead in the reception.
Seriously I dun mind someone tell me off wen I did a mistake.

But screw you, u dun have to raise yr eyebrow ok.
When I ask a question meaning I dunno how to get about
doing it and I am not even asking u to do it.
I just dun understand these people.

Dun expect a respect when u dun deserved it.
But then again, I will still respect my seniors.

Finally, a deserved retail theraphy yesterday after work.
Bought my black tights/stockings and backpack.
And oh yes yes my Everlast shoe.

Meet bf after that.
Wanted to play burnout but my psp died on me.
hee~

Gonna be on leave soon.
Gosh I cant wait to just relax at home and do nothing.

And yes my KL trip soon!!!!!

I'm loving it.

2007-12-04T10:24:00.000+08:00

Tired tired tired.
I want more sleep please.

A shoutout to my bf..

Congrats bf, finally u pass yr 2B licence after like years!!!
hehehe....I dunno why he been procrastinating his TP.
Cant wait for next week. hee~

Another thing is I've been too busy with my sweet lil thing.
Which is called PSP. hahahah.
Ok I love the games that I upload ok.
My train ride to work now is so much bearable.
No more sleeping in the train.

If u think my PSP is pink.
You are dead wrong.
Hehehe.

And you know what,
since we dunno wer else to go.
Me and him meet up at Marina Sq and we screw each other up
with "Burnout Dominator".
It was super fun and as usual he win. Damn!
But it was not fun when a group of youngsters sit around
us talking loudly and screaming away like a bunch of retards.

I dunno maybe MSQ staircase is not big enuff for them.

*sigh*

2007-11-20T12:13:00.000+08:00

I love my job!
Like dead serious.

I'm glad my nights was bearable.
But its painful not talking to him on the phone.
Yeah we talk every single nite on the phone.
Even if it means sleeping on the phone.
Hahaha. We are indeed crazy people.

2 nights down. Just 1 more to go.
I just love doing night shift but I hate
it when my eyes decided its time to sleep.

One good thing about doing night is I wont hear
the latest gossips, who dun like who, who fight with who,
who is unhappy and etc.
Basically I'm just lost in my own world.
In another word "tak banyak dosa aku".
Hehehehhee.

I'm sleepy now.
But I'm hungry.
Gonna grab some food and I'm gonna hit the sack.

~~Good night~~ people.

*yawn*

2007-11-19T03:25:00.000+08:00

Time checked 3.26am.

I am so dead bored @ work.
Gosh the time seem to move too slowly.

All my lists are done.
No more changes to be done.

Lalalalalala.
Damn it I feel like breaking the clock.

Time check again 3.30am.
Thats how bored I am.
It move only 4 mins.
WHAT????

Oh anyway on random note Vinco donut sucks!
Munchy donut taste a whole lot better.
I dun understand this donut business.
Donut shop seems to be everywhere.
And some just cant make it.
Well it wont take long for them to realize and close shop.
Same goes to the bubble tea.
Only sweet talk can make it.

K I'm out of here.

3.34am

Hmmmm....

2007-11-18T10:59:00.000+08:00

Date:9 November 2007
Venue:Suntec Convention Hall
Time:6 - 1030pm
Theme: Imperial

The DND was ok. The food was not that great. I am not a big fan of attending DND. I guess I forced myself to go cos I wanted to see Marhaini. And she won the title Miss SGH. hehehe.

All of us

Close up

Our table

One of the food. This is nice.

Me and Azah

Me and Arina

It took me 1 week to upload this pictures. Hehehe. I was plain lazy.

Oh god. I'm starting my first night shift today. All of us hardly do night cause they need only one EN to work at night. I hope its not busy today.

*Fingers and toes cross*

I getting addicted to red bull nowadays. And its not good.
I'm too sleepy most of the time when I work at 7am.
Gosh!
But Red bull does work wonders on me.

*wink*

2007-11-09T03:06:00.000+08:00

Went to Plaza Singapura with him.
I was sooooo fascinated with the new HP computer.

Well me not sure how good it is.
Have yet to hear any review about it.
So tempted to buy but nah I dun think so.
I wanna hear how good it is before buying.
Dun be stupid can?

Falling in love with the new HP touchsmart but I'm
faithfully tied up with my HP pavillion.
Dun worry I wont abandon you.
Dun you dare die on me.
Do you hear me??

The reason why there are not much pic in this blog is
because I lost my beloved digicam.

And I'm aiming on this beauty....

Such a beauty she is.
InsyaAllah I will buy you soon if I dun need to use
the money for eeerrr other things. Hahaha.

Oh well I rather spend the money on food sometimes.

Slap me please. hee~

Feeling a lil bit sleepy now.
I cant sleep cos I have been sleeping for more than 10 hrs.
Melampau kan. Tapi takpe kata public holiday. hehehe.

Will update soon on DND if I am super rajin la that is.
Stay tune if u want.

Ok I must sleep.
BYE!

2007-11-08T15:42:00.000+08:00

I really believe in the existence of ghost.
But at 7am in the morning I dun think so.
I dun care whether "it" wanna play its prank on me.
They can slam the door if they want.
They can open the water tap if they want.

Bloody hell dun ever show up in front of me you prick.

Well thank god they just slam the door as I walk past it.
It happen at work ok as I was pushing the patient.

Ok push that aside.

Already bought my cheong sam for DND.
Like finally found it at a cheap price.

*phew*

Tomorrow is the day.
Hopefully the food is good.

hee~

2007-10-23T19:25:00.000+08:00

We are 1

We din have the time to really celebrate anything.
I was working afternoon shift yesterday.
He pick me up from work and have dinner and went home.
Hehehe. That was enuff for me.
The most imporatant thing is we did spent time together.

*smile*

I have no idea if anyone still read my blog.
Hahahha. I seldom update this blog.
But anyways......

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

For more photos pls view at my multiply.
Only to my contacts.

2007-10-03T11:16:00.000+08:00

Today marks 21 days of Ramadhan.
Just 9 more days to Syawal.
Time seem to past too fast w/o me realizing it.

I can't wait to bake cookies.
I dunno why this year I am so excited abt baking cookies.
I'm usually the most pemalas one when it come to baking cookies
during the festive month.
I'm so not good at all at doing "kuih tart".
He told me to do but I have no freaking idea how to do a nice one.
That will be done by mum and I will only HELP to Eat.
Thank you very much.
Hee~~

Ok gtg to work.
Oh my god! I really hate working afternoon.
Ok bye!

2007-09-23T14:12:00.000+08:00

My friend ever told me, "Its painful to be beautiful".
Its true ok.
I wear my new peeptoes wedge shoe last night and it
killing my feet!!! It is so painful!!!
(but I loike the shoe...bluek!)
And it shown on my face when I walked.
Wanted to buy the Everlast shoe but my size is not available.

Its funny how people think nurses can diagnose an illness.
I'm not a doctor, I am just a nurse.
So stop asking me wat illness you are having cause I dunno.
If you having a fever den just pop some panadol you fool.
I wanted so much to laugh. hehehehe. Some people are so funny.
And no I cant take any drugs from the hospital ok.
Need to buy the drugs with doctor prescription and not just
take it from the medicine trolley.

Nothing is free ok.

*wink*

I've already book my leave for next year!!!
Which is like crap la.
I have to book all my 14 days leave now.
And I have no idea where I am going next year but I just book randomly.
April and August.
April upon my mum request and she better confirm the holiday soon
before my leave go wasted. 9 days leh. Hmmm...
My mum can be so fickle sometimes and it drive me nuts!!
It will drive me more nuts if I have to stay at home for 9 days.
August I have no idea where I'm gog...but I hope to go somewhere.

I'm thinking of pizza now.
hhhmm.....

2007-09-22T16:27:00.000+08:00

Seriously I dun tink I ever have the energy to log
in blogger and multiply every day like I used to.
Of course I miss blogging.

My probation period are over.
Will be starting my shift soon and that means more allowance.
It gets pretty tiring especially during the fasting month.

*sigh*

A shout out to Dilah!!
I'm sorry that I cant attend your engagement ceremony.
But anyways I wish you a happy engagement with nazir.
I cant wait for your wedding babe.

*hugs*

Meeting him later for break-fast.
I want my deng deng!!!!!
If u see me in geylang meaning I am buying deng deng.
Cause I ONLY went there for Deng deng.
Get it?
hehehehhehe.

Oh HAPPY 11th month to us dearie!!!

Selamat berbuka everyone!!

2007-08-16T18:58:00.000+08:00

Its a sad thing that my computer is dying.
I guess its really gonna die.
Have to drop by my aunt place to use the comp.
Which is thank god its just a few blocks away.

Anyway just a quick update,

First thing first, I'm broke.
Second I am left with only 3 more weeks and I'm done
with my 3 months probation.
Yey!! Gonna be a confirm staff soon.
Third, I need to renew my old and ugly passport to the cool new one. oohh I loike..
Fourth, did I mention I'm broke? So yeah.
Fifth, just waiting for pay day.

ok till my next update...

2007-08-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

I'm back!!!

Managed to resus my computer.
It started to get cranky when it reach its 5th year.
Damn it!

Anyway things were pretty good with me.
Still surviving.
As usual, lets the picture do the talking.

This is gonna be a long entry. hahaha.
Bear with me k.

Last weekend meet up with this cute lil munchkin.

I told bf that I miss her.
And what a surprise when I saw her coming along with us together with the parent.
Hee~

I cannot tahan with her cuteness when she love doing this.

Went to Jurong Point for dinner and window shop.
But the shop are all closing.
So no damage was done.

Me and Lina

Me and him

We shall do this again. hee~

On Sunday meet Azah for our Cleo thingy.
Well I dun really like it.
But anyhow its cam-whoring time.

Few weekends ago, went to Indochine with him.
Rasul was working that night so we decided to chill.

Jazz music for a change. hahaha.

Well pls, anyone game for this drinks?

I love how they name the drinks.
Sex on the beach was called safe sex on the beach.Hah! Pretty cool and eeerr yeah safe perhaps.
hehehe.

A few nights ago, we had our dinner at Pizza hut.
We both enjoyed our dinner so much.
I just love the pizza. I wanna eat pizza again!!!
We ate quite a lot!!

Pepperoni pizza

Cheesy beef ball

Beef lasagne

And garlic bread not taken. hee~

Jempu tgk k. hehe.

Thats all folks!
3 weeks worth of fun weekends.
hehehhee.

BYE!!

2007-07-18T20:56:00.000+08:00

I'm pretty much lost in the working world.
Trying hard everyday to keep myself awake in class.
Orientation will end this week.
And we will be push to the OR this friday.
I had my P file and OCC booklet to complete till september.
I wonder how I am gonna finish all those skills.

We were all been told to clear our annual leave.
Surprisingly we have been given 8 AL pro rated.
And I guess I was lucky, the slot 24th Dec - 31 Dec was not taken.
Yes yes InsyaAllah I'll be going for a short getaway.
Everything is not confirm yet.
For now I shall not reveal where I'll be going.

For a start our pay was being revised.
Alhamdullilah its slightly higher.
I just cant wait to start shift work where the allowance will come in.
Hee~ Well of course there are all the ups and down of a newbie like me.
Its part of working life right.

I mean being the minority(EN) is pretty sucky that some have
to resort eating in the most unappropriate place.
I guess our turn will come soon eventhough how much we despise
that place to eat our meals.
Hahahha. The place? Ask me online if u wanna know?

The worst is yet to come, have no idea whats gonna come my way.
But I believe I have to stay positive to stay alive for 2 years.
And also to secure myself in Poly hopefully sponsored by SGH.
Sometimes its good to learn the hard way cause thats how we improve ourselves.

Lets look at some picture shall we?
Went to Carousel with the girls from SGH.

Drooling??
You should be..
Cause the dinner have burn a hole in my pocket.
Gosh! hehehhe.

Taken during our Venepuncture course with SGH June Batch.

Its amazing how love work its way.
I'm still pretty much in love with this guy.

EVEN if my Whopper look like this.

I still love him as much.

But I'm so jealous just by looking at his new hp.
I want that hp too!
But I think I shd go look for a new digicam.

Hee~

Till my next super long update aiite.

2007-07-03T20:24:00.000+08:00

I came to realize that some friendship are just not worth it.
Its just not worth getting frustrated or even the slightest care.
It finally hit me that the friendship that we build since
the age of 6 years old are just not worth it.

I'm not gonna feel frustrated over what happen last Friday.
I dun give a hoot anymore.

Even without you people me and Sedah able to enjoy the nite.
Enjoying each other company and I know very well that Sedah
is very upset and pissed. Both of us are seriously tired and
we ended up quarrelling with our partners.
Thanks to some inconsiderate people.

Anyway lets put aside the unhappiness that happens to me.

I finally cut my hair.

The auntie is very the pemalas.com refuse to bleach my hair
when I requested to highlight an ash colour.
And the haircut really sucks. I'm not gonna go to some nyonya
salon at far east anymore. I shd have gone to my fav salon
at Specialist Centre.

*sigh*

Dinner with my best friend Sedah on Friday.
Had our dinner at Nana Thai and dessert at Gelatissimo.
Macadamia and caramel is so sedap nak mati ok.
Hehehehe.

Me and Sedah

The wide range of ice cream

Mango and Macadamia Caramel.

One for the road

Watched Transformers on Saturday nite with him and his friends.
Wanted to watch the 11.15 show but all was fully booked.
We ended up buying the 2.30am tix at The Cathay.

To past time we played bowling at Marina.

Waiting for our turn to play bowling

He malas nak layan me already

heheheh.

Anyway Transformers was really good.
Well that was before I fall asleep.
I fall asleep at the ending part.
Mind you it was already 4am.

Sunday went to TKC to buy some clothes for wedding function.
And had our dinner at Arnolds.
Its been a long time.

Monday is back to work and foundation programme.

This is how I am gonna look like while working

Ugly? yes I know.
Thats how everyone look like.
hahaha.

I'm done with my Venepuncture course.
I'm not competent yet in taking blood on real human being.
I hope there will be more chance for me to take blood specimen
which I doubt so in my department.

I'm tired but I have no mood to sleep.

*sigh*

2007-06-27T19:03:00.000+08:00

UNO, Playing cards, Laptop, DVDs, coming soon Monopoly

Does it sound like we having a Foundation Programme???

The truth is we played all that during our break time.

We going bonkers. I wish they cut short the programme.

I wanna cut my hair tomorrow!!!

And yes I wanna go shopping too but my saving account is running dry.

But I'm more excited abt cutting my hair.

Hopefully nothing goes wrong.

hee~

2007-06-14T20:34:00.000+08:00

Ok people I know this blog have been collecting dust.
Been abandoning my blog for quite some time now.
Been to lazy to update here.
I much prefer blogging at multiply where I can have privacy.
Plus there will be no hate tags or whatsoever.

On a random note, I just came back from Langkawi and KL.
It was a well deserved break for me.
Its been too long sitting at home and do nothing.
My mum gog Redang tomorrow with my other relatives.
Damn!! I'm so jealous like crazy la ok.
I mean its REDANG for goodness sake.
I wanna go Redang cos of the beach and
yes snorkelling sound good ey??
But no I cant go just because I gonna start work this monday.

Why oh why do I have to start work this monday??

Seriously I dunno why I'm so unlucky.
The last time they went to Pulau Sibu
(another island which I die die wanna go) I was having CHICKEN POX!!
Yes chicken pox a few days before the trip. GGGrrrr.
And now its because of work.

And the trip to Pulau Pangkor was crap.
Thanks. I only managed to go to crappy island.
Hehehehe.

Hhmmm...but then again I'm looking forward to work anyway.

*wink*

2007-05-03T17:10:00.000+08:00

I swear I can actually die of boredom.
Its been nearly two months with nothing to do.
I'm slowly getting sick of watching dramas after dramas.
And I'm slowly getting sick of reading my novels.
I really wish I can work part time somewhere but I know
that I cant work with CPF.

Oh its great to hear that I gonna have a baby cousin soon.
My auntie is pregnant again.
This time its not gonna be an Aries baby definitely.
Hehehehe. But the gender is still unknown. Not yet.

Hhhmmm....

I hope it turns out to be another girl.

hee~

2007-04-27T16:14:00.000+08:00

I miss him.

A lot.

I miss him more whenever we argue.

Its like he's so far away from me.

Its like he refuse to look at me.

But yet I still love him the same.

I'm sorry dear.

Your sms this morning bring smile to my face.

Thank you.

2007-04-27T14:48:00.000+08:00

Nakal betul ah ni budak..

Hee~

Nevertheless this cartoon bring smile to my face.

Check it out.

Funny and irritating.

Thanks Ira for sharing!

*wink*

2007-04-25T13:48:00.000+08:00

I finally had my craving for Double Filet O Fish.
I simply love Mac's Filet O Fish esp now they had the double.
But expensive la.

And I end my lunch with Meiji Yoghurt.
Like who doesnt like Meiji.
Even the chocolate drink is nice.

*burp*

I have a movie date with boyfriend on Labour Day.
Its been a long time since we go for a movie.
Spiderman 3 here we come.
Its the movie both of us been waiting for.
I just cant wait to watch my favourite superhero.

Buy/book the tix now to catch it.
Cause its gonna be fully book on the day itself.
Trust me.

I'm lovin it.

*wink*

2007-04-25T11:27:00.000+08:00

Baby N has finally pop out.

The lil princess is call Nadya Umairah.

Born on the 23rd April 2007. Weigh only 2.9 kg.

She smell soo good. I love the smell of babies. Yummy!! Hee~

I tried to burp her yesterday but she just refused and she fart at me instead. Hehehe.

Can't wait to see you again Nadya.

Grow up faster ok so your uncle and me can kidnap you and bring you out.

Hehehe

How can I forget the picture of the mummy.

*smile*

Lina and Nadya.

Congratulation Lina and Faizal.

2007-04-23T11:11:00.000+08:00

Finally we get the chance to go to Labrador Park.
I just love the sunset at the park.

We are 6 months..

Looking forward to many more months with you dear.

After Labrador, we went to Vivocity.
Where I nearly trip and fall. (READ: NEARLY)
Dun you laugh at me k boyfriend.
Hmph!

At midnight, we sent the sister to Thomson Medical Center.
The hospital look cool and posh.
I loike!!

Wish you a smooth delivery Lina.
Cant wait to see Baby N later.

Hopefully he do not have any OT.

*keeping my fingers and toes cross*

Hee~

2007-04-22T01:17:00.000+08:00

I am not a big fan of Taufik Batisah.

But

I seriously love this song very much.

Sedap kan!!

Hehehe.

I still want that song of Lady E feat Taufik Batisah.

I have no idea whats the title.

Hmmmmm....

2007-04-21T13:24:00.000+08:00

Boyfriend and I was talking about old songs last nite.
We can yak about songs till morning. Hehehe.
We test each other on old malay songs.
As always, I lose to him.
He far more expert in malay songs than me.
Well, cant blame me
I only started to listen to malay songs and
knew that RIA exist when I was 14 years old.
The first malay song I listen and like is Rindu serindu rindunya.
Pathetic kan.

Tsk tsk.

I'm so excited about my watch.
I hope they get the right watch, the one that I want.
I already give them the model number.
I really hope its the right one.
Can't wait for it.

Meeting Dilah later for a while.
To take my Adidas bag that she had borrow
for 1 and half year now.
We are both too busy for a short meet up.
I miss this girl so much.

Bumped into my girlfriend, Shidah last nite.
So happy to see her.
I miss this girl too.
My evil twin sister she is.
I hope to meet up with her soon.

Its strange how a friendship can blossom at the strangest place.
I seem to make close friends from everywhere.
My Dikir Barat friends
My blogger friends
My IRC friends
My clubbing friends
My friend's friend
My colleague
My friend's cousin

I seriously dun give a hoot where they come from.
I love my girlfriendss.

All these girlfriends of mine always tell me the same thing.
They hate me at first jus because I look arrogant.
But hey its just the face.
I am quiet when I dunno the person.
I can be so noisy that you will tell me to shut up.
Boyfriend always say I talk too much.
Too much till all my friends say I talk crap.

Crap it is.
Ok besok kita bebual pasal politic.

Hehehehe.

2007-04-19T12:55:00.000+08:00

I FINALLY found my Prison Break Season 1!!!!

Ecstatic!!!

I'm so not gonna miss a single episode.
Having a daily dose of Wentworth Miller now.
Weeee!!!

Yeah I'm so slow at watching Prison Break.
Its jus because I have no time to watch TV.
Hehehehhe.

Boyfriend is sick again.
I hope he get well soon.

*hugs*

2007-04-18T15:14:00.000+08:00

Its been nearly 5 days since I last log in the net.
Since I have finished the whole episode of Silence
on last Friday, I've been too busy with stuff to log in.
Anyway Silence was super duper good.
A Taiwanese drama about a mute girl and the main actor
is Vic chou(meteor garden). Another drama that I cried.
I'm such a sucker for romantic drama.

Had a BBQ with the Vantuz clan from AM.
I dunno what went wrong but I know I was so tired after the BBQ.
Everyone seem to be frustrated over something.
Its over, lets forget about it.

I badly need a holiday.
But I'm broke.
My family wanna go Redang but its in June.
I probably wont be able to follow cause I have
no freaking idea when I am gonna start work.
And mum was talking about Japan trip next year.
Weeeee!!! I wanna follow!!!!
If fully paid I wanna follow!!!!
If not I dun think so.
Hahahaha.

Bertuah nye anak.
Da keje tak tau nak bayar sendiri.

Chet!

2007-04-10T17:53:00.000+08:00

What should I update????

The long weekends??

I do nothing.
Just went out to eat with him.
On both Saturday and Sunday we went to search for his Thosei.
Have no idea why he had this craving to eat Thosei.
But unfortunately on both day it was sold out.
So disappointing.
We went to Jalan Kayu and Zam Zam.
We had Satay and prata at Jalan Kayu.
The Jalan Kayu Satay is not nice at all.
I told him, the best satay is still his uncle's satay.
The best I ever tasted.

Frankly speaking, the PH and weekend makes no difference to me.
Everyday is a holiday to me.
And I've been watching too much drama.
Currently I jus finish the whole season of Ugly Betty.
I've never thought that I'll be hook to Ugly Betty.
Bring it on Season 2!!!! If there is any.....
I go crazy when I managed to find Queer as Folk and Six Feet under.
I guess my long holiday is not bad at all.

*winks*

Oh well I can't wait for this Saturday BBQ.
At least I'm out on weekends.

SGH still haven call me yet for medical check up and stuff.
Probably after the graduation ceremony.
Hehehehhee.
Well good.

I still have so much time to play and be merry.

*toodles*

2007-03-30T12:11:00.000+08:00

Hello all.

Thanks for all the birthday wishes thru SMS, friendster, tag dan sewaktu dgnnye.
Thank you so much.

I've been so sick for 5 days.
Having fever for 5 days is enuff for me.
No appetite to eat at all but I'm super duper hungry.

The last proper meal I had was at Seoul Garden with
my SGH wardmates on Monday.

After the gathering went to his house.

The March Babies.....

Ooops remind me not to buy Swensen ice cream the next time.
It melt and turn out to be like milkshake.
A cheesecake sound better ey?
Hehehehe.

I'm so bored at home.
Probably gonna have dinner with my family tonight.
But I still not sure whether I have the appetite to eat.

*sigh*

2007-03-26T11:38:00.000+08:00

Date : 24th March 2007
Venue : ITE College East Function Hall
Time ; 6 - 10pm
Theme : Red Carpet

Prom night was good.
I love all the photos taken with my nursing friends.
Everyone is so gorgeous!!!
Everyone seem to follow the theme very well.
My whole outfit was really a last minute thingy.
I was contemplating on going to the prom.

Thank you so much to my best friend for dolling me up.
I love you la bestie!
Thank you for rushing after work and do my make up.

JR0504F

The gorgeous nurses-to-be

With my first year nursing lecturer, Mdm Liaw.

My ex-TTSH ward group.

Our last reflection in the school toilet

Our shiok sendiri photos. Hahahaha.

Date : 25th March 2007
Time : 8pm
Venue : Fish and Co Glasshouse
Occasion : His 23rd Birthday dinner.

He turn 23 today.
But he's working.
So birthday dinner was yesterday. Hee~

Just the two of us.

Happy 23rd Birthday Dear!!!!

*muacks*

Time check 1157am.
I am super duper late for lunch at Seoul Garden with my SGH wardmates.
I am so dead.
Oh well I'm always late la for everything.
But not during attachment. *wink*

Eat again??!!!!
Argh!
I am suddenly so sick of eating.
Sick of seoul garden.

Thats all for now.
Bye.

2007-03-22T18:48:00.000+08:00

My sleeping pattern has change once again.
Sleep late and wake up late.
Well not that late I suppose.
Is 10am considered late??

Woke up, read my novel and get bored.
Sleep again, wake up and wondering what to do.

Decided to go to the library just now,
to borrow more novels by Madeleine Wickham.
The same author as shopaholic (Sophie kinsella).
I love her books.

Finally I succumbed to my temptation.
My Ben and Jerry ice cream.
Chunky monkey no less.

Its already left one quarter as I type this.
Hehehehe.

Went to Seoul Garden with Naddy yesterday.
Just the two of us.
We ate for 3 freaking hours.
So bloated that we can hardly walk.
Photos of seoul garden with Nad.
Wei cepat la upload. Hehehe.
Next time we go eat somewhere else ok?

Dun worry boyfriend, you are not forgotten.
Sunday ok?
Hehehe.

Although I love chocolate.
I dun think I will eat this Jack Daniel chocolate.
Expensive plak tu. Ish.
I rather have my chocolate at Max Brenner.
Its been a long time since I went to Max Brenner.
Anyone wanna eat some waffles and chocolate fondue?
Ask him to accompany me but he dun seem to like chocolate.

Nad, how about Max Brenner next??
Hehehehehehe.

Dun you dare go on diet when you out with me.
Diet does not exist in my dictionary.

Nyeh!

PS: I dun understand, I still weigh 46 but everyone said I lose weight.
Something wrong with me or their eyes??
Or is it my weighing machine?

Hhhhmmmmmmmm................

2007-03-19T10:35:00.000+08:00

The beginning of my holiday.
Yes again you may say.
But this time is even longer.
Till the day I start work.
Probably in June.
The real thing no more attachment.
Just the thought of it makes me nervous.

My last day in IMH was in ward 23.
It was a very nice ward.
The only ward which is air-conditioned I suppose.
The ward is equipped with gym, pool table and ping pong table.
With nicer sofas and a rack full of magazines.
And the room are two bedder.
I dun mind staying in that ward. Hehehehe.
But that ward is not for mentally disturbed patients.

I guess I count myself lucky.
I get to work in the same shift as Haizad Imran.
Unfortunately, that morning was pretty busy.
So me, Zawani and Malini just sit at the nurse counter
and do nothing. Super boring.

Then at 11am we went for our briefing.
As usual we dun listen to such stuff.
It will jus make us sleepy.
So we talk softly among ourselves.
Hehehehe.
But PJ as usual la talk so loud.
Irritating.

Lis and PJ

These two are my gossip.com buddies.
And my talk nonsense.com buddies.
Will miss talking crap with them.
Congrats to Lis for getting TTSH.

Last day wearing the ITE uniform.
Stop it eh.
Apa nak buat ni dgn uniform??

Alright see you guys on Prom night.

2007-03-14T18:00:00.000+08:00

If I grow old one day,
Will you still love me as much?

If I have wrinkles on my face one day,
Will you still kiss me and say "I love you"?

If I have white hair one day,
Will you still thinks I'm pretty?

If my vision gets worse one day,
Will you still look into my eyes?

If my legs get weak one day,
Will you still hold my hand and walk with me?

If I get forgetful one day,
Will you remind me of the memories that we had?

Will you sit beside me on a rollercoaster called LIFE?

Its you that I love.
Nothing can change the love that I had for you.

Get well soon dear.

2007-03-13T20:42:00.000+08:00

I had fun again during the weekend.
Went to O bar with him and his friends on Saturday.
And very the suay kan, my back get burnt
by a cigarette.
His friend was smoking and I never see him smoking.
So the accident happen.
Its damn painful for 3 days.
Argh!

Me before get burnt.
Hehehehehhe.

On Sunday I drag him to AMK hub to buy Summerhouse donut.

I love the Summer cookie donut.
Super nice la. Love the oreo on top.
Yummy!
Thanks lina for the info.

Went to Bugis to search a top for my prom nite.
I think I decided to jus wear my tube dress.
Nurul wear a dress???
Hahahaha. But then again maybe I will not wear it.
I'm still thinking abt it.

He bought a tshirt from Samuel and Kelvin.
But ended up the sleeve is too short.
Tulah tak nak try kan.
Hehehe.

We finally bought a watch.
The cheap one only.
Hehehe.

Had my Community Psychiatric Nursing jus now.
Went home visit with one Staff Nurse.
I love it cause I dun need to wear my uniform.
And we finish the home visit around 12pm.
Too early to go home so I went to town for a while alone.
Then meet him and Yazid for lunch at Lucky Plaza to eat
their claim of "sedap giler" nasi ayam.
Well ok la I like the rice only. Heheheh.
The chicken too meaty.
I dun like meaty chicken.
I love the boney part like the wings.

Meet DeeDee at Reebok after my
window shopping at Centrepoint.
When I meet her I get the worse stomach cramp ever.
It was a sharp pain that I can't walk for a while..
After that I decided to just go home.

And the chinese concert at the field
beside my block woke me up.
It is so noisy for so many days.
Irritating!!!!!
I think its gonna be noisy for a week.
It can even last till 11pm.
Ggggrrrrr.....

Please dun ever buy a house with a field beside your block.
Unless you love noise then got nothing to say.

2007-03-09T19:16:00.000+08:00

The patients at Geriatric ward gave me a bad headache.
And Sharon had a migraine.
My goodness.
I was counting the hours to go home just now.

Did some retail therapy at Causeway point with Lis and PJ.
Went to Body shop and splurge.
We had 50% off on all items using PJ's friend staff discount.
And yes my headache gone within minutes.
Hehehehehe.

I'm finally able to watch Hana Kimi drama on the internet.
The taiwanese drama that was shown on Ch U at 7pm every weekday.
Its super hilarious.
You guys might wanna check it out.
Thanks to PJ for the link.

I need to rebond and colour my hair.
Any good shop to recommend???
Tag me aiite.

Ok gonna get ready and meet him.
Ok Nur, I will meet you after attachment over, dun worry k.
Hehehehe.
Bye bye.

2007-03-08T20:00:00.000+08:00

I'm really obsess with this song.
Give it to me by Timbaland feat Nelly furtado.
And yeah its on repeat mode on my playlist.

Currently in IMH doing my attachment.
Have been to the chronic ward, A&E and Clinic.
I simply cannot work in this kinda environment.
I can just go crazy.
Eh wait, I am already crazy as what Joey
Nothing much to do in A&E.
In the ward, I get so tired of talking.
I have enuff of IMH posting.
1 month of IMH is enuff.

Went back to school just now for pre graduation briefing.
I cant wait for the graduation ceremony which will be on 24th May.
And Prom nite in 2 weeks time.
I have no idea what to wear for Prom.
And screw the class who choose Red Carpet as the theme.
Thanks eh.

One more week and its over people.
I'm gonna be so free.
Please tell me what to do during my holidays.
Other than Eat, sleep and shit.

Hhhmmm....

2007-02-25T13:35:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating.
I dun think anyone read my blog anymore. Hehehe.
Ok Nur, I update jus for you ok. *wink*
I've blog hopping a lot and Í'm active in multiply.
Not that I kepo wanna know other people life.
Jus that I have nothing to do at home.
Hehehehe.

Went to watch Chingay last nite with him.
Din really watch cause too many people.
I hate it when its too crowded.
Mcm nak yakdish aje org2 yg suka tolak2 ni.
Especially those yg bau ketiak!!!
Euuewwww....

*spray perfume all over*

I have low tolerance for smelly things or armpits.
I simply can't stand it.
But I wonder how I can stand the smell of shit and urine.
I have no idea.

I realised that I hate ortho ward.
I hate fractures and I hate traction.
I am so not interested in ortho.
I also hate the ward setting.
I cant wait for this posting to end.

My current worry is when am I gonna start working.
I heard that its gonna be in July.
Am I still gonna get the allowance if I start in July?
I can't survive without my allowance.
No allowance is equal to SIT AT HOME.
I hate to sit at home and do nothing.
I'm sure some of you knows how hard it is for me before the sponsorship.
I was struggling everytime I wanna go out.
I forced myself to work part time jus to pay my hp bills.
Shopping is out of the list then.
When I get the sponsorship everyone thought that I'm rich.
"Kau sponsored student apa takkan takde duit?"
"Kau sponsored apa takkan tak leh naik cab"
The 2 irritating phrase that I hate most.
Yeah rite. Sponsored student get thousands each month is it?
I hate it too when he keep saying I'm rich and he's not.
Padahal he is earning more than me.
Chet!
But one thing for sure, even if u rich or not dear.
I still love you as much.

Money cant buy happiness ey?
If can buy also I got no money.
Hehehehe.

I'm not born with a silver spoon in my mouth.
I have to work hard to get what I want.
I guess I learnt the hard way.
Because it taught me to save each month.

Oh Shopaholic and Baby is already out.
I cant wait to read it.
Weee!! I miss reading a good book.
I shd head down to the library soon.

*toodles*

2007-02-15T11:06:00.000+08:00

3 mornings and today finally an afternoon.
I reckon its gonna be a boring day in the ward.
The three morning was madness for me.
Bath patients like nobody business.
Do so many dressings.
I finally love doing dressings.
Simple dressing not those complicated one please.

But yesterday I nearly lose my cool at two patients.
They were being extra irritating yesterday.
I feel like jus scream at them to stop ordering me around.
I am not their maid for goodness sake.
But since I'm jus a student I just entertain their nonsense.
Gggrrrrrr......

The staff in the ward are very nice and very appreciative
when we do something. Love working with them.
They even confess that they prefer ITE students than NYP.
Coolness!!

*wink*

Anyway Valentine's Day was boring.
Boyfriend play takraw after work.
So me stayed at home watched cartoons and
American Pie:The Naked Mile on my brother's MP4 player.
I love the naked mile so hilarious.
But the battery died on me halfway so I dunno the ending.
Shucks!

I need to iron my uniform.
Bye!

PS: One more day to long weekend!!

2007-02-12T17:57:00.000+08:00

I'm pretty upset that someone took my poem without acknowledging it.
Without even giving me credits for it.
Ok I dun ask for credits la.
Probably jus ask me for it.
Or probably edit the sentences.
Not word by word.

Probably the poem means nothing to any of you.
But it means something to me.

It took me the whole day thinking about wat to write.
That poem was written to tell him how much I love him.
And its from the bottom of my heart.
It was compose when I argue with him.
Its not a poem that was taken from a card or any website.

It was shocking to see that someone cut and pastemy whole poem onto a bday card to be given to the gf.
Where is the originality?
Where is the sincerity?

You may argue everyone can read my blog.
But still....
Have some originality please.
Dun be a copycat.

Nvm what done is done.
And someone else will be copying the whole poem
for a Valentine card to the bf too.
Probably everyone thought mine is copied too.

Great lor.

*sigh*

I'm jus saying all this cause I hate COPYCAT!!!

2007-02-10T09:06:00.000+08:00

I just love the weather.
It has been a cold month even with Mr Sun around.
I woke up every morning shivering even with my fan off.
How nice if I can sleep a bit more longer.

I miss him so much.
He already found a job.
I'm happy for him.
At least he won't feel bored anymore staying at home.
Met him last night for dinner and a short walk to
the bottle tree park at Khatib.
The park is stupid la. Nothing much.
We went home early.
He was so sleepy and tired.
Its ok dear, I know u are not use to the work load
and the working hours. Your body need time to get used to it.

*hugz*

Going to a new ward next week.
A medical ward this time.
Looking forward to the long weekend.
*smile*
I have exactly 3 more weeks to go in SGH.
I'm getting scared, 6 more skills not yet done.
Arrrgghh!!

*stress mode*

2007-02-04T11:47:00.000+08:00

I love my new pinky baby.
I finally settle for this Z610i.
Wanted so much that N73 but its not within my budget.
But nevertheless I still love this pinky.
Hee~

Went to Sim Lim with him yesterday.
And now I feel like buying a new digicam.
My Canon died on me again.
The screen jus went blank again.
I dunno whether I shd get a cheap digicam instead.
At least when it died I will not feel the pain.

Its gonna be a boring Sunday.
Wanted so much to watch Prison Break Season 1 on youtube.
But I cant seem to find and some of my friend watch the
whole season on youtube.
Damn!
If you know the link please tell me ok.

I have no idea where to blog nowadays.
I'm torn between blogspot and multiply.
So if there are no entry here I probably
busy blogging in multiply.

Hee~

2007-01-23T18:08:00.000+08:00

Been really busy since attachment start.
Nothing to update actually.
My life nowadays are about attachment and stuff.
Its kinda boring.

Anyway a quick update ok.
I am currently attach to Urology ward.
I keep searching for skills but its not easy.
Even bladder washout are hard to find.
Not to mention insertion of catheter(female only).
I jus did a removal of catheter on a male patient.
Its jus me la actually.
I nearly cant do it because I'm too scared the patient
will feel the pain when I removed it.
Sound silly. But thats me.
For female patient, I have no problem.

But I really love this ward very much.
I hope to get this ward once I start working.
I admit I have not been revising my theory.
So my brain is a bit rusty on the theory part.
I even forget abt insulin eh!!
Next week will be going to ENT ward.
Followed by Orthopaedic and lastly IMH!
I see no purpose of going to IMH again.
Except maybe if I'm able to see Haizad Imran again.
Heheh. Ok thats not the point.
The point is IMH is boring la.
I know, it sound like a cliche already.
Hee~

Love life been good.
Though we stumble on a few stones along the way.
I'm glad we able to overcome it slowly.
Thank you love for the sweet testimonials,
it jus cant make me stop grinning like an idiot.
Hee~

2007-01-14T19:33:00.000+08:00

See you next weekend dear.

*sigh*

School holiday is over.
I have to don my nursing uniform again.
I have to drag my feet up the hill again.
I have to face my wardmates again.
And yeah of cos face the patients again.

Total yeyness.

Yeah right!!

But I have fun during the holiday.
Jus lazing around doing nothing.
And of course I am so not ready to go back for attachment.
I am not ready to wake up at 5am for morning shift.
And no more playing ard this time.
The last lap for everyone.
And guess what, I have forgotten the theory and the skills.
So expect the blur me tmr.

Good luck for the attachment!!

Ok bye.

2007-01-06T22:07:00.000+08:00

Chalet is over.
Like whatever.
Nothing to say abt the chalet.
Thinking abt it jus pissed me off big time.
Lets jus the picture do the talking.

And YOU! Next time set a rule that say
"No spaghetti strap in the chalet"
Irritating Bitch.
For all I know I have a say in this chalet as well.
Cause I f**king pay for my share ok.

Thank you so much dear for tolerating my friend's behaviour.
I hope you did have fun there as well.
We did have fun but jus the 6 of us. hee~

Anyway my New Year Eve was very simple.
Jus watch the fireworks with him and his friends at Esplanade.
So pretty. I love fireworks.
We jus sit ard boat quay till morning.

Reach home ard 8 plus.
Slept like a pig on New Year.

Left with one week before attachment start.
I will be meeting him less probably.
And he will start working soon.

*sadness*

Simply cant get enuff of him.
Hee~

Today is a really boring day.
I simply have no idea where to go.
Its like both of us wanna go out but dunno what to do.
We ended up rotting at home the whole day.
Sorry dear, I really have no plans.
I think and think till I fall asleep.
Singapore really is getting so boring.

*sigh*

2007-01-02T08:32:00.000+08:00

Why do I keep missing him even when he's rite in front of me?
Why do my love for him jus grew day after day?
Why do I still yearn for him even after we argue?

Is this real love?

I still remember the words he told me
while on the way home from ECP.
It was the sweetest thing a person ever told me.
I was really touched.
Yes. I appreciate even the smallest thing.
I remember nearly every single thing.
The time when I was having gastric.
He accompany me to the polyclinic eventho
his ez link is running low.
The time when I was having cramps,
him hugging me and asking me whether I'm ok
really makes me smile despite the pain.
The time when we dun have enough,
sitting down with jus a large coke is enough
to make it into memories.
The time when he told me abt his past and
the girls dat dun appreciate him for who he is.
Makes me wanna show to him dat he is worth being loved.

I really love him. I really do.

If only he knew how much he meant to me.

But I know whatever I say sound pointless.

I'm turning into an insomniac.

Since the beginning of school holidays.

My head hurt from lack of sleep.

My cramps are back again.

This world is cruel.

Mood is ZERO.

**Thanks for reading my boring blog**

2006-12-28T07:17:00.000+08:00

I tried to finish this few days ago.
But been procrastinating.
Was meant for the testimonial.
But friendster is a jinx.

Its ok tt you're not perfect. No one is.
Its ok tt some days you prefer to be quiet.
Its ok tt some days we dont get to meet often.
Its ok tt some days we will walk aimlessly.
Just being with you means a lot to me.
Its ok tt you get grumpy when you sleepy.
Its ok tt when we argue, we ended our conversation with
so much angst and jus the word "bye".
Its ok tt you seldom show you care.
When you did, it never fail to amaze me and
makes my heart skip a beat. It really do.

Its ok dear.
I've never ask for a perfect man.
When it seem tough,
The smile, those aimless walks, those countless dates, our silly jokes
and laugh senselessly to anything thats funny
Never fail to bring back the smile on my face and wipe
those tears away after each argument.

No one say Love is like a bed of roses.

Probably, I'm too much this time.
I'm sorry.

I cant remember when is the last time I post
this kinda entry for someone I love.
Yeah you guys can vomit after reading this entry.
Thanks.

2006-12-28T00:24:00.000+08:00

A day at his dad's

The rain doesnt seem to stop at all.
I jus cant do any laundry.
And home doesnt seem to have any food at all.
Nothing at all to even cook.
Coolness.

He asked me out to his dad's house.
I really want to see his lil brother.
Extremely tembam. Geram ah!
A super active baby.

See any similarities?
They both have long eyelashes.
So jealous. I need long eyelashes.
Mine is so short!!

*sadness*

Went to yishun to have our dinner at LJS.
I wanted to try something new.
I tried the Treasure meal or watever it is call.
Extremely disappointed.
It had an orange sauce which I hate so much.
I ordered the wrong one.
I shd have order the black pepper.
Punyalah pandai kan nurul. Tsk tsk.
I told him to eat some and he almost want to throw it out.
Hahahahaha.
Its so disgusting.

Dun ever try it!

2006-12-25T13:15:00.000+08:00

If you ask me, what 2006 is for me?

I will say it have been a blast.
The first month of 2006 was heartbreaking for me.
I was left alone trying to find my true self again.
It happen in the midst of my exam, I was bruised and hurt.
But I picked up the bits and pieces and start life anew.
Then, I dun believe in true love anymore.
To me its doesnt exist.

I achieve a good result for the exam. Alhamdullilah.
I get to know Nur better. It was great knowing you babe!
My last attachment with my TTSH wardmates makes me sad.
It was great working with them. I miss you guys terribly.
They teach me that teamwork is very important.

March.
I receive a letter from SGH that my scholarship was approved.
I was ecstatic.
I really want to work in SGH badly.
And I survived from the monthly allowance from SGH.
No more allowance from my mum and no more working part time.

May.
KL trip with Joey and Daya.
Bump into old friends in the club.

Then came the month of June.
I lost my grandfather.
Another heartbreak for me.
He passed away in his sleep with no sickness.
An unexpected deaththat happen in our family.

July.
I cut my hair really short which I regret.
Enrolled myself for class 2B.
Hooked to Japanese and Korean dramas.
Attached to SGH for my attachment.
New attachment friends.
I cant adapt well with the new wardmates.
I dunno why.
I drag myself to work every single day.
I had a wonderful experience working in KK and IMH.
My friendship with one of my girlfriend worsen.
She failed to realise that she keep hurting me.

August.
Saw him while going for my bike practical.
We started talking on the phone after 2 and half years.
Back to clubbing actively again.

Sept.
Back to school.
School start to get sucks after Mdm Liaw left us.
Started dating.

Oct.
Started to believe in love again.
The sweetest thing that happens to me this year.

Nov.
A two faced girl in my class start to spread things abt me.
Makes me pissed and sad at the same time.
Never knew such person exist.

Dec.
School holidays.
Loving every minute of it.
Merry Christmas and Happy New year.

2006-12-23T13:21:00.000+08:00

Hey there!!!

I've been really neglecting this blog.
Anyway life been pretty good these days for me.
Been spending quality time with him this school holiday.
Went to vivocity on Tuesday. Tried the chicken rice at the Chicken rice shop.
I dun really like it that much, but he a big fan of chicken rice said its nice.
Managed to catch the movie Night at the musuem last thursday.
It was quite alrite but he seem to like it very much.

I was down with gastric after the camp.
There's even blood in my stool.
I freak out at the sight of the fresh blood.
Went to polyclinic on monday with him.
The doctor said it was jus gastric and the hard stool seem
to cut my anus and therefore there's blood.
And yeah I did check the internet ok wat the cause of it.
It seem that what I'm having is call Acute gastrititis.
I was so relieved when I know that.

I met Joey at the the airport last nite.
As she gog to Jakarta for holiday.
She had this Canon Ixus 600.
I jus feel like killing her la!!!!!
Its the camera that I want.
And she got it for FREE!!!
Anyway my parent are kind enuff to send me and fetch me from the airport.
But later on they forced me to go to my nenek saudara house at tampines.
She going off to perform her pilgrimage tomorrow.
I was there till 11.30pm. I was sleepy and tired by then.
As before that I went to JB with him.
Had our lunch and bought cigarettes.

My aunt said I'm losing weight.
Am I?
Probably due to the gastric.

*sigh*

PS: I'm active at my multiply now. Do add me if you have an account. *wink*

2006-12-12T18:37:00.000+08:00

Officially done with EXAM!!
Sungguh sex-citing gitu kan.

Haven pack my bag yet for the camp.
Sungguh tak sabar nak gi camping!!!
Eventhough I will be jus a volunteer at the camp.
Still, I am so gonna have fun at the camp.
I dun think my hp will be having any reception.
Will be away from Thurs - Sunday.
If you cant get me, dun be angry ok.
Not my fault.

I will miss talking to my daily dose.

*sad* Oh happy ORD dearest!

Girlfriends, pls eh call me or msg me and meet me up.
Nur, meet you up soon aiite.

Probably, probably, probably,
Probably I'm still disturbed by those words.
In a way or another.

2006-12-10T10:46:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO DECLARE THAT I HAVE NOT BEEN STUDYING!!!

Nur, believe me I have not been mugging.
I slept more than before.
10 mins of reading notes, 3 hrs of sleeping.
I seriously cannot make it at all.
No motivation to study at all.
I used to be the one who is so semangat when
it comes to exam.
But this time no more gog to wdl library,
no more drinking coffee and study till late.

I ought to be slap real hard for slacking.
Exam start tomorrow!!
Irritating.

Ok gonna mug now till tmr morning.
Welcome home eyebags!!