Please ALLAH give me the strength I need.
My heart really breaks and I cant stop this tears from flowing.
YOU make me imperfect and YOU make me a person with lotsa patience.
Within this imperfection I try to be PERFECT.
Am I really at fault?
Please please show me some sign.
All I need is TRUST.
I know this is just another test YOU put me thru.
And to that I will not complain nor will I ask why
YOU testing me this way.
*sigh*
There are times that I was too tired that I cant even wake up.
Even when my alarm clock rings for a thousand time,
I cant even hear it.
I din know that sleeping can cause so much anger in a person.
Oh please Allah, am I in the wrong?
Only YOU know how I feel.
*sob sob*
On a brighter note, I cant wait for my loot from online shoppingto arrive!!! Its so addictive and I'm so broke.
Well left only to eat till the end of next mth.
Of cos I am not that stupid to spend all my money.
Takkan makan pasir nanti kat keje.
hehehhehee.
Bonus bonus next mth.
Yek eleh mcm taik kucing jek actually.
SGH kan pelokek.
Well tetap kena bersyukur kan. hehehehe.
Because my friends was telling me TTSH give them
full bonus eventhough not even 1 year.
I shd consider changing hospital.
chet!!
Ok gotta move my butt to work.
Its gonna be a tiring day.
Just look at the staff on shift.
I gonna die.
On a random note, did I tell you I love David Cook!!!
Ok that guy sang the best guy version of "Always be my baby"
by Mariah Carey.
I am a big fan of Mariah Carey so yeah David
cook just rock that song away.
*wink wink*
Let me post some boring photos of the boring me @ work.
Last friday was quite a boring afternoon for me.
Thank god Siti was working with me inside the theatre.
Let me tell you what we shd do every afternoon shift.
We have to check that the table is charged.
Those naughty attendant sometime FORGOT to charge.
We have to check after they already washed the theatre.
In other words after they off the lights.
Its pretty scary if I were to go in the theatre alone
checking those tables.
Check that the monitor are off.
The nurses pun kadang2 cekik darah never turn off the monitor.
Aku da la takut takut nak masuk theatre.
That afternoon 3 of us check together.
Siti was showing Farhanah how to see the table are charged properly.
Cause Siti is more senior than me.
And me.
I was busy taking picture.
BAH!!
CRAP!I look like NINJA TURTLE la!
Hahahaha.
On Sunday catch a movie with bf.
We watched Made of Honour!!
I'm a sucker for romantic movies.
I love them eventhough I can predict what is gonna happen.
Made of honour is just another version of My best friend wedding.
I did shed a tear for that movie.
aaaww its so touching.
I fall in love with that guy.
TRY!
Try waiting for a few hours each day.
Waiting for that someone to call.
BUT all u can hear is "Go and sleep".
I freaking LOATHE that sentence to bits I tell u.
I freaking wish I was in COMA
And all I can hear is "PLEASE WAKE UP!".
Its strange how human think sometime.
Frustrating yet its TRUE.
I finally meet Nur after sooo long.
Gosh I miss this lady.
Photo taken from her blog. hee~
Lotsa yakking and finally decided to watch "What happens in Vegas"
I love that movie to bits.
The perfect couple for the movie.
Had a good talk with her on Friday.
She is the best person I can talk to regarding work.
The best person that I can rant and vent my anger abt work.
Basically,I can talk to her about anything and everything.hee~
If only we work in the same hospital.
We shall meet again soon.
But our schedule just sucks isnt it?
*sigh*
Between PAP and PAPPILIO
I attend the workshop yesterday organised by NCC.
Rush to NCC after work.
My main aim was to get my CNE point.
It doesnt matter what topic they talking about
or how much they charge.
Its irritating how SNB make this rule to have at least
15 CNE point for us to renew our licence.
We can never make it actually.
We have to sacrifice our day off sometimes to attend talk.
And day off is only once a week ok.
Currently I only have 14 points.
So just 1 more to go and I wanna rest my case.
Ok so back to the workshop.
The workshop was about "Understanding Female Cancer".
I dun even know what kinda workshop I am coming for actually.
Hahahahaha.
Reach the place and find out A/Prof Tay Sun Kuie was the speaker.
For the first half of the workshop I was snoring away.
After the refreshment, I was wide awake.
And the talk gets more interesting.
Female Cancer of cos its interesting.
His explaination about cervical cancer and uterine cancer was so well explained that I'm glad I attend the workshop.
I still remember the time when I do a group project on
cervical cancer. I dun even understand what the hell
I am presenting. Its not as detailed as Prof Tay presentation.
Coolness or what.
I learned that most people do a checklist on the causes of cervical cancer.
Dun be a fool.
Cervical cancer can happen to anyone even if u are a 40 years old virgin.
I swear I gonna do a PAP smear every year after I am married.
I dun want to die of cervical cancer.
Hahahahaha. Choyyyy!! Touch wood!
For yr info the word PAP comes from a DR name.
No he is not called DR PAP.
Dr Papillio.
Ok he remind me of PAPILLO the birkies sandal.
Ok I cant make fun of him.
He actually came out with the PAP smear test.
Must thanks him for the early detection of cervical cancer.
I just hope they can cure cancer.
Sigh.
Coffee Prince