Been really busy since attachment start.
Nothing to update actually.
My life nowadays are about attachment and stuff.
Its kinda boring.

Anyway a quick update ok.
I am currently attach to Urology ward.
I keep searching for skills but its not easy.
Even bladder washout are hard to find.
Not to mention insertion of catheter(female only).
I jus did a removal of catheter on a male patient.
Its jus me la actually.
I nearly cant do it because I'm too scared the patient
will feel the pain when I removed it.
Sound silly. But thats me.
For female patient, I have no problem.

But I really love this ward very much.
I hope to get this ward once I start working.
I admit I have not been revising my theory.
So my brain is a bit rusty on the theory part.
I even forget abt insulin eh!!
Next week will be going to ENT ward.
Followed by Orthopaedic and lastly IMH!
I see no purpose of going to IMH again.
Except maybe if I'm able to see Haizad Imran again.
Heheh. Ok thats not the point.
The point is IMH is boring la.
I know, it sound like a cliche already.
Hee~

Love life been good.
Though we stumble on a few stones along the way.
I'm glad we able to overcome it slowly.
Thank you love for the sweet testimonials,
it jus cant make me stop grinning like an idiot.
Hee~

See you next weekend dear.

*sigh*

School holiday is over.
I have to don my nursing uniform again.
I have to drag my feet up the hill again.
I have to face my wardmates again.
And yeah of cos face the patients again.

Total yeyness.

Yeah right!!

But I have fun during the holiday.
Jus lazing around doing nothing.
And of course I am so not ready to go back for attachment.
I am not ready to wake up at 5am for morning shift.
And no more playing ard this time.
The last lap for everyone.
And guess what, I have forgotten the theory and the skills.
So expect the blur me tmr.

Good luck for the attachment!!

Ok bye.

Chalet is over.
Like whatever.
Nothing to say abt the chalet.
Thinking abt it jus pissed me off big time.
Lets jus the picture do the talking.





And YOU! Next time set a rule that say
"No spaghetti strap in the chalet"
Irritating Bitch.
For all I know I have a say in this chalet as well.
Cause I f**king pay for my share ok.



Thank you so much dear for tolerating my friend's behaviour.
I hope you did have fun there as well.
We did have fun but jus the 6 of us. hee~

Anyway my New Year Eve was very simple.
Jus watch the fireworks with him and his friends at Esplanade.
So pretty. I love fireworks.
We jus sit ard boat quay till morning.







Reach home ard 8 plus.
Slept like a pig on New Year.

Left with one week before attachment start.
I will be meeting him less probably.
And he will start working soon.

*sadness*

Simply cant get enuff of him.
Hee~

Today is a really boring day.
I simply have no idea where to go.
Its like both of us wanna go out but dunno what to do.
We ended up rotting at home the whole day.
Sorry dear, I really have no plans.
I think and think till I fall asleep.
Singapore really is getting so boring.

*sigh*

Why do I keep missing him even when he's rite in front of me?
Why do my love for him jus grew day after day?
Why do I still yearn for him even after we argue?

Is this real love?

I still remember the words he told me
while on the way home from ECP.
It was the sweetest thing a person ever told me.
I was really touched.
Yes. I appreciate even the smallest thing.
I remember nearly every single thing.
The time when I was having gastric.
He accompany me to the polyclinic eventho
his ez link is running low.
The time when I was having cramps,
him hugging me and asking me whether I'm ok
really makes me smile despite the pain.
The time when we dun have enough,
sitting down with jus a large coke is enough
to make it into memories.
The time when he told me abt his past and
the girls dat dun appreciate him for who he is.
Makes me wanna show to him dat he is worth being loved.

I really love him. I really do.

If only he knew how much he meant to me.

But I know whatever I say sound pointless.

I'm turning into an insomniac.

Since the beginning of school holidays.

My head hurt from lack of sleep.

My cramps are back again.

This world is cruel.

Mood is ZERO.

**Thanks for reading my boring blog**