I QUIT
I no longer have part time job.
Meaning I'm able to sleep on Saturday.
And also free on Saturday.
And also spent more money on weekends.
This is no good.
Everyone seem to be sick.
Its the flu season.
Running a fever again.
My mum ask me out for birthday dinner last nite
but I dun have the energy to even walk.
But I still forced myself to work today.
I'm such a good girl rite.
NOT!
I jus dun want to work on Saturday.
And I am so gonna get B for my CP 1.
Cause I think I screw up my APIE.
I close the curtain without even asking
the patient permission to check her apex beat.
And the patient is not even awake.
She get shocked when I closed the curtain.
Hahahaha.
I jus wanna laugh at my stupidity.
But I feel shitty cause my assessment on patient
is quite bad. What the fuck am I thinking??
Blame it on my flu la wat else.
Rite.Excuses.
I turn 18 today!!! Wee!!
Eh dun argue ok. Hee~
At the stroke of midnight,
I am amazed by the number of people who actually
remember my birthday. Thanks a lot people for the
birthday SMS. Heart you guys a lot.
But my dear girlfriend dun even remember my birthday!!
Hmph!!! So sad. NVM!! You owe me one present hor!!!
Anyways, I get a surprised cake this afternoon.
Mdm Liaw bought the birthday cake.
I never expect that ok. Thank you so much guys!!!
Thanks girls for the halter neck/tube. Can wear it soon!!
And a box of Ferrero from Farah.
Anyone wanna share with me? I cant finish it. Hee~
I hate work.
I hate work politics.
It jus make me so pissed.
Like why cant we work in peace and everyone jus be honest.
Why can't it be tomorrow.
Why must it be today?
I really need my long awaited holiday.
Kl, Genting, Bintan or Bangkok??
Ok bye.
I'm too tired to blog more.
I'm waiting for weekends.
SCREW Filelodge!
It refused to load my photos.
Ggggrrrr....
Anyways, last night was fun.
Went to watch Failure to Launch at Causeway point
with Pet & Nur. Before that went to the library to search
for Nur's husband books on management or smth like dat.
Can't really remember what they searching for.
And I took my reserved book by Jennifer Weiner.
Yeah the same author of In her shoes.
She's quite a good author. Hee~
After that we watch the movie.
Its was quite a nice movie. Not that fantastic but jus ok.
But I prefer Sarah Jessica Parker in Sex and the City.
Oh well, maybe I love her clothes more than her. Hahaha.
I hate Causeway pt cause there's no where we can sit
and have some decent coffees. So we jus have to settle with
Burger King. The cappucinos are jus soooo crappy.
Pet change for us two times . I am so not gonna drink
cappucinos in Burger King again. I'd say pls buy a better coffee
machine or LEARN to top up the coffee la!!! Ok we actually
swear the Manager is cursing at all of us. Hahahaha.
Been there done dat. We not your worse customer ok.
I totally forgot abt watching DIA last nite cause
we busy crapping at Burger King.
And I missed my brother concert band on sunday
nite at Victoria concert hall.
Cause I was busy sleeping the whole of sunday.
I almost died in my sleep. Hehehe.
I jus love to sleep.
We were here last night.
We waited for our dear Petrina for like 2 hours.
I seriously feel like killing her.
Waited at MacDonald first, my dear girlfriend Sedah
make up for Yati and Fadilah. And me too actually jus the
eye makeup. But Pet still have not arrive.
Look where Pet make us wait.
What a nice place to wait.
Then we got bored with ourselves.
We took these.
She arrive at god knows wat time.
I din even bother to see the time.
Went inside and dance the nite away.
Oh yeah Ain famously known as Juliet
(roll eyes) reach like 3am.
I dance mostly with the girls and two dance
with a guy Sedah's fren. Yeah, from wat
I heard he was dying to get to know me. Not that
I'm gorgeous or what la. Jus that I told Sedah
he's not my type and I am not ready to know new people.
Went to Shah Alam coffeeshop to eat our so call breakfast.
Everyone seem to be hungry but no one finish the food.
WASTE FOOD only!! Ok never mind we all are tired people.
Was in the train talking to Sedah abt some stuff.
After she drop at yishun I stop and ponder.
How selfish I am to not giving any guys a chance to get
to know me. Yeah, I always seem unapproachable and I have
the Fuck off mark chop on my forehead. Its always hard
for guys to get to know me.
They may think I am the stuck up girl.
But really I am not. Its jus the way I project myself.
I weep but no one heard my cries.
I feeling so upset rite now cause I dun understand myself.
I have what I want.
The As and the sponsorship.
And a job waiting for me.
People say I shd be happy with my achievement.
Well Money cant buy happiness.
I may appear happy but only god knows how I'm feeling.
I want to have someone in my life but at the same time I dont.
I am still feeling the hurt from the previous relationship.
I am too scared to commit myself in another relationship.
Its this fear that hold me back from everything.
Maybe I have a strong liking for JERKS.
I have dated JERKS and commitment phobes which
I think not even worth to call a relationship.
Someone will come along someday people say.
Yes someday when Í'm ready.
I am jus so upset with myself.
*sob*
I have been blogging less and less nowadays.
Simply cause I can't be bothered.
Its finally Friday!!!
I still not sure of going clubbing tomorrow.
I thought of some quiet chill out with my friends.
Seem like the whole world know abt our clubbing outing.
Thanks to Ain. Tsk Tsk
I nearly choked on my saliva when she wanna change
the venue to HRC & Devil Bar.
I rather sleep at home den go to that two places.
Meeting the ward mates again tomorrow.
I seriously not sure who else coming but we shall see tmr.
Which club? I'm not telling where.
Please for once, I am wishing real hard that I will
not see any of my someone-from-the-past again
in a club. I jus saw ANOTHER ex of mine at Momo!
What is this? A sign I shd get a new boyfriend any time soon?
*faint*
I'm gonna sleep now.
Have been lacking of sleep these few days.
Need to wake up early tomorrow to go SGH.
The thing about me is,
I'm not a morning person!
Projects and presentations
I hate projects.
Like who likes projects.
Yesterday, my presentation materials is the worst.
So we ask to postpone it on Friday.
Easy topics like immunisation and we screwed the whole thing.
So anyway that was done by Fadilah and we did
not even discuss anything.So its everyone fault.
I spent the whole morning doing research jus now.
And no thanks to my printer, it jus refused to produce ink.
Run out of INK!! Shucks!!
Seriously, I hate being perfectionist.
I finally decided to take up the scholarship/sponsorship.
I really think Money is the root of all evil.
I prolly have to delay to go to poly or go to poly
before serving the 2 years bond and end up with 5 years
bond instead. I really dun wish to be an ass wiper all my life.
Hahahahaha. But I still wanna get out of Singapore!
Afternoon shift today!!!
I really hate afternoon shift cause the time pass by
real slow. I can jus die waiting for breaks and
time to knock off. Some days I spent time looking at
the patients and the patients look at me. HAhaha.
Oh yeah, in my cubicle there's this epilepsy(fits) patient
who is really violent. Yesterday the doctor have to sedate
him in order for him not to jump off the bed. For a moment
I thought I am at IMH. Eventhough he was on hand restrainer,
he struggle real hard and end up under the bed and continue
crawling violently to the entrance of the cubicle.
All of us get real scared of him but its quite an interesting morning.
Plus, we get to see Bone marrow procedure in the same
cubicle as that epilepsy patient. But by that time he had already been
sedated. So he was sleeping. *phew*
Something in the mail
On 25th of Feb,
I was at SGH going for the SGH scholarship.
I was with the SGH interviewer less than 5 minutes.
She go thru my application form.
Ask a few question regarding my dental asst job.
Then she ask me the million dollar question,
"Do you have any question to ask me??"
I nearly fall out of my chair.
I tot she suppose to ask me questions you know
like why I join nursing, why I choose SGH, what
do I know abt SGH. But she ask me that.
Of course I said NO!!!
Then she told me to wait for their reply.
And the reply is right on my table now.
I dunno what to do with it.
They are offering me the scholarship.
I finally got it but I'm confused.
I actually tot of going polytechnic after ITE.
Nur told me to be more practical.
Of course, everyone is going for the money which
the scholarship offer and a job waiting for me
after graduation. Hhmmmmm....
I have to think about it again.
I had so much fun at Woodlands Primary School today.
I'm so excited to eat in the primary school canteen.
Yeah roll your eyes when you read this.
Well, I'm excited for the fact that the food are cheap
(but not as cheap as during my time), the tables and
chairs are a bit small, there are small kids running around
the canteen. It makes me miss my primary school days actually.
Those time when a plate of nasi lemak is only 20 cents
and a glass of soyabean is only 10 cent. And those wooden
chairs that we used to sit innocently with the big plastic
name tag pin to our pinafore.
*orang buta pun boleh nampak ah* Hahaha.
Anyway today they were doing check up on the P1 and P5.
The P1 going for the 2nd booster and the P5 going
for the Scoliosis test. I love the P1 more.
These kids are so talkative. They were given 2 drops of Sabin
which I believe taste very bitter. These are their conversation.
Kid 1: How is the taste??
Kid 2: It taste like *yucks*.
Kid 3: Eh it taste like chilli!! Like sour chilli!
Me and my friends nearly burst out laughing when we
heard their conversation. Whats with the chilli thingy?
I dun think there are any chilli in the sabin.Hahahaha.
Time pass very fast when we having fun.
Tomorrow will be Sembawang Sec Sch.
I dun even know how to get there.
I had the most boring day in the AMK hosp Rehab centre.
I rather go back to the ward.
Tomorrow we are off to school health services.
Going to primary and secondary schools.
I think its gonna be fun.
I had a scolding from my grandma last week when I visited her.
Cause I jokingly said, "Tak nak kahwin ah"
She flare up and told me off.
She said "Nanti orang kata kau tak laku"
I jus can't be bothered with her.
Like who dun want to get married and have kids right.
I jus hope she dun matchmake me with anyone.
Urgh!!
I watch the first two episodes of The L word.
Wait, I'm not planning to be a lesbian ok.
Heheh. I'm still straight but like they said,
"Most girls are straight till they are not."
Thats jus make me laugh.
Anyway I rather watch my Seth on OC season 3
than finish the whole 36 episode of The L word.
*grin*
I'm a doctor, no??
I'm TIRED!!
Its been a cliche in my blog.
Like whats new right.
I'm super exhausted since my day end at 10pm yesterday.
I start work at 7am den proceed to Toa Payoh Hub
to help out the Nursing booth for the ITE Roadshow.
I was standing around near the mannequin which show the
parts of the human body.Apparently, I was suppose to teach the
small kids abt the human body. But weird people came to me
talking abt their sickness and ask me why their breast hurt!!!
How the hell I'm suppose to know??!!!
Maybe I shd be a doctor huh??
Weird.The booth clearly state that its NURSING.
After that incident, I took over my friend who is doing the
manual blood pressure for the public.
Since its FREE, of course being a Singaporean
there is a queue. Some even ask whether we can do hypocount
for them. WTH. Its starting to become a health booth.
Hahahaa.
Dun you jus hate it when people can boast and boast
till the cow comes home???
I really can't stand these kinda people.
Its been happening to me thruout the week.
Its not jus one person but eerr I lost count.Hehe.
Anw these people are just a fucking Assistant nurse.
They jus hold the Certificate in nursing.
(which I'm gonna get too after this course)
But they acting like they hold a degree.
Some have not even graduate. *roll eyes*
And when we get the facts wrong, they jus smirk.
Hey give us a break, we jus a first year student.
If you know more than us, its jus because you already
work for a few years as an AN.
And if you think that you can do your grandma dressing
yourself, bring her home and provide her the bedside nursing
that you know so well. (come to think of it, you yourself
have not even grad as an AN)
I am sooo allergic to these kinda people.
I jus feel like slapping their face.
If those with Degree can be humble why cant you.
I prefer to talk to the Staff nurses than the AN
Congratulation to all my classmates who get two A's
for the exam. I think our class do well this semester.
And I'm happy to get two A's too.
Its pretty shocking, if you have read last month entries
I've so much difficulty in focusing for exam.
But I survive!!! *phew*
I think I rant too much.
But then who cares.
This is my blog.
Hah!
Dun you jus hate it when people use private number!!??
And I hate it more when I get missed calls.
So who shd I call???
The operator??
*sigh*
I dunno why sms is getting popular when people
with private number are getting more dumb.
Voice messages are getting useless cause
people jus enjoy listening to the songs.
And it amused me when people ask "Whats the title"
Thank you for listening.
I shd be a voice messages deejay.
Hee~
Coffee Prince