I tried to finish this few days ago.
But been procrastinating.
Was meant for the testimonial.
But friendster is a jinx.

Its ok tt you're not perfect. No one is.
Its ok tt some days you prefer to be quiet.
Its ok tt some days we dont get to meet often.
Its ok tt some days we will walk aimlessly.
Just being with you means a lot to me.
Its ok tt you get grumpy when you sleepy.
Its ok tt when we argue, we ended our conversation with
so much angst and jus the word "bye".
Its ok tt you seldom show you care.
When you did, it never fail to amaze me and
makes my heart skip a beat. It really do.

Its ok dear.
I've never ask for a perfect man.
When it seem tough,
The smile, those aimless walks, those countless dates, our silly jokes
and laugh senselessly to anything thats funny
Never fail to bring back the smile on my face and wipe
those tears away after each argument.

No one say Love is like a bed of roses.

Probably, I'm too much this time.
I'm sorry.

I cant remember when is the last time I post
this kinda entry for someone I love.
Yeah you guys can vomit after reading this entry.
Thanks.

A day at his dad's

The rain doesnt seem to stop at all.
I jus cant do any laundry.
And home doesnt seem to have any food at all.
Nothing at all to even cook.
Coolness.

He asked me out to his dad's house.
I really want to see his lil brother.
Extremely tembam. Geram ah!
A super active baby.



See any similarities?
They both have long eyelashes.
So jealous. I need long eyelashes.
Mine is so short!!

*sadness*





Went to yishun to have our dinner at LJS.
I wanted to try something new.
I tried the Treasure meal or watever it is call.
Extremely disappointed.
It had an orange sauce which I hate so much.
I ordered the wrong one.
I shd have order the black pepper.
Punyalah pandai kan nurul. Tsk tsk.
I told him to eat some and he almost want to throw it out.
Hahahahaha.
Its so disgusting.

Dun ever try it!

If you ask me, what 2006 is for me?

I will say it have been a blast.
The first month of 2006 was heartbreaking for me.
I was left alone trying to find my true self again.
It happen in the midst of my exam, I was bruised and hurt.
But I picked up the bits and pieces and start life anew.
Then, I dun believe in true love anymore.
To me its doesnt exist.

I achieve a good result for the exam. Alhamdullilah.
I get to know Nur better. It was great knowing you babe!
My last attachment with my TTSH wardmates makes me sad.
It was great working with them. I miss you guys terribly.
They teach me that teamwork is very important.

March.
I receive a letter from SGH that my scholarship was approved.
I was ecstatic.
I really want to work in SGH badly.
And I survived from the monthly allowance from SGH.
No more allowance from my mum and no more working part time.

May.
KL trip with Joey and Daya.
Bump into old friends in the club.

Then came the month of June.
I lost my grandfather.
Another heartbreak for me.
He passed away in his sleep with no sickness.
An unexpected deaththat happen in our family.

July.
I cut my hair really short which I regret.
Enrolled myself for class 2B.
Hooked to Japanese and Korean dramas.
Attached to SGH for my attachment.
New attachment friends.
I cant adapt well with the new wardmates.
I dunno why.
I drag myself to work every single day.
I had a wonderful experience working in KK and IMH.
My friendship with one of my girlfriend worsen.
She failed to realise that she keep hurting me.

August.
Saw him while going for my bike practical.
We started talking on the phone after 2 and half years.
Back to clubbing actively again.

Sept.
Back to school.
School start to get sucks after Mdm Liaw left us.
Started dating.

Oct.
Started to believe in love again.
The sweetest thing that happens to me this year.

Nov.
A two faced girl in my class start to spread things abt me.
Makes me pissed and sad at the same time.
Never knew such person exist.

Dec.
School holidays.
Loving every minute of it.
Merry Christmas and Happy New year.

Hey there!!!

I've been really neglecting this blog.
Anyway life been pretty good these days for me.
Been spending quality time with him this school holiday.
Went to vivocity on Tuesday. Tried the chicken rice at the Chicken rice shop.
I dun really like it that much, but he a big fan of chicken rice said its nice.
Managed to catch the movie Night at the musuem last thursday.
It was quite alrite but he seem to like it very much.

I was down with gastric after the camp.
There's even blood in my stool.
I freak out at the sight of the fresh blood.
Went to polyclinic on monday with him.
The doctor said it was jus gastric and the hard stool seem
to cut my anus and therefore there's blood.
And yeah I did check the internet ok wat the cause of it.
It seem that what I'm having is call Acute gastrititis.
I was so relieved when I know that.

I met Joey at the the airport last nite.
As she gog to Jakarta for holiday.
She had this Canon Ixus 600.
I jus feel like killing her la!!!!!
Its the camera that I want.
And she got it for FREE!!!
Anyway my parent are kind enuff to send me and fetch me from the airport.
But later on they forced me to go to my nenek saudara house at tampines.
She going off to perform her pilgrimage tomorrow.
I was there till 11.30pm. I was sleepy and tired by then.
As before that I went to JB with him.
Had our lunch and bought cigarettes.

My aunt said I'm losing weight.
Am I?
Probably due to the gastric.

*sigh*

PS: I'm active at my multiply now. Do add me if you have an account. *wink*

Officially done with EXAM!!
Sungguh sex-citing gitu kan.

Haven pack my bag yet for the camp.
Sungguh tak sabar nak gi camping!!!
Eventhough I will be jus a volunteer at the camp.
Still, I am so gonna have fun at the camp.
I dun think my hp will be having any reception.
Will be away from Thurs - Sunday.
If you cant get me, dun be angry ok.
Not my fault.

I will miss talking to my daily dose.

*sad* Oh happy ORD dearest!

Girlfriends, pls eh call me or msg me and meet me up.
Nur, meet you up soon aiite.

Probably, probably, probably,
Probably I'm still disturbed by those words.
In a way or another.

I WANT TO DECLARE THAT I HAVE NOT BEEN STUDYING!!!

Nur, believe me I have not been mugging.
I slept more than before.
10 mins of reading notes, 3 hrs of sleeping.
I seriously cannot make it at all.
No motivation to study at all.
I used to be the one who is so semangat when
it comes to exam.
But this time no more gog to wdl library,
no more drinking coffee and study till late.

I ought to be slap real hard for slacking.
Exam start tomorrow!!
Irritating.

Ok gonna mug now till tmr morning.
Welcome home eyebags!!

My tears jus cant stop flowing last nite.
Its my fault.
I'm sorry for neglecting you and making you wait for me.
Its not my intention to do that to you.

I'm sorry really sorry.
Please forgive me. Each time we had our argument,I ended up missing him the next morning.I miss him.

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Arrgghhhh the state of my eyes.
I dun even want to look at the mirror.
Swollen eyes!!! Go away!!!

*sigh*

Jus some due photos

Jus some photos during my BCLS.
Jus me and Sandy.
The rest too stress out.
Me and Sandy are always the first one to finish.
Hee~ No time to even feel stress.





I was forced to tie my short hair.
The rules of being a nurse.
*roll eyes*



Me and PJ at Coffebean City Square.
A day out to JB.
I look fat seh.
Tak leh jadi ni.
Must eat less.



Lastly,
my other half.
The best thing that happen to me.

The most irritating part is,
I cant study.
My concentration span is so short
that I feel like killing myself.

Nurul, pls pls this is the last written exam.
Jus die after the paper if you must.

I feel so helpless now.
I dunno whether I can get A.

Tsk tsk