Final Destination 3 is CRAP!!
Thank god I watch it on a DVD.
I'll be pissed as hell if I watch it in the cinema.
Its not even worth it to buy the DVD.
Maybe should go back to the shop and change for
another movie.Hahah.Thats wat I do sometime.
Hee~
Work was crappy and I was cranky.
I'm having the worst menses cramp while at work.
Why do girls have to suffer for all this shit.
Why!!Why!!Why!!
As if menses cramp is not enuff, we gonna suffer
soon for the birth of the little ones.
Jus what do the guys suffer??!!!
NOTHING
Its not fair!!!
Hmph!
I was super tired that I was nearly late for my
interview. Thank god my dad send me. *phew*
I'm forever deprived of sleep since attachment started.
The last 2 days were hectic since I have to go back
to school after work for some
blood donation and CCA thingy.
Haiz. When is the attachment gonna end????!!!
In a good way, work makes me forget a lot of things.
I'm happy about it. In another way, I was in tears
yesterday morning. A nenek pour all her
sorrows to me yesterday. She was crying when she told
me abt the ill treatment she get from her own daughter.
Gosh! I wont tell any further than this cause its not
good to publicise other people problems.
She landed in the hospital because of her daughter.
Oh man!! Why are some people so cruel??!!
She took my hand and thanks me for listening.
She must be a lonely old woman.
I can't stop my tears from flowing, cause its jus
so sad to hear anyone will do such thing to their
own mom.
*sob*
Oh gtg, I'm late to meet Dilah and boo.
Gog to Pasir Ris!!!
Aarrgghh so far!! I will love to use the car
but my parents using it. Shucks!
I guess my i-pod gonna be my companion
in the mrt.
My girlfriend Sedah who is somewhere out of town
update her blog.Hah!I was shocked of course. She told
me der might be no internet connection.All in all I'm happy
she doing real good over there. Girl!! Pls come back la!!
Can't wait to get naughty again and steal the limelight
in a club. Attract the attention of guys den turn them down flat
when they ask our numbers!! Hahaha. Well lets jus say both
of us are cautious and dun wish to be hurt again.
Sorry if we bruise any egos. Bah!!
At times like this, I love being single.
*Singing to the song Naughty girl by Beyonce
Sometimes I wonder why do we hate guys but we need them
at the same time. Its so irony isnt it.
NO, not need them for self satisfaction la. DUH!
Need them to hear their opinions or views on certain issues
when sometime your own girlfriend cant give.
And I wonder how a simple hug from them make us feel better.
How a simple word makes our day so much brighter.
How a simple smile makes our little heart flutter.
How interesting L.O.V.E is.
But I've forgotten how it really feel.
Shoot me for that.
Guess what people, the drug allergy man passed
away last night. I was pretty upset about it.
He's my first patient that I do NG feeding and suctioning.
At least I get to do the last office on him.
His SPO2 & BP drop in the afternoon and I know
he will go soon. The worst is two patient passed away
at nearly the same time, jus imagine how busy the ward is.
Both are coroner's case. Gosh! How sad it is.
The "shitty" patient already went home.
Damn!I din even get to bid goodbye to her.
I love to disturb her though, and she always
entertain my nonsense.Hehehe.
I got a lot of nice aunties to talk to tomorrow.
Time to practice my nonsense talks with them.
I love my cubicle
*toodles*
I received an sms this afternoon from my ex-colleague Izah.
She already delivered 2 princess on the 17th Feb.
I'm so happy for her. I can still remember those days when she
lost her 2 pregnancy due to poor health.
But I miss working and gossiping with her about
guys guys and more guys.Hahahaha.
I reach work and found dat Afrah is in top
10 of the Wajah Manja. People, vote for F1 ok.
Hahaha. Glad she make it.
You know whats the most disgusting thing.
I still can smell my patient shit la!!!
Its like its around me or something.
Maybe its a psychological thingy.
It always happen when I do changing. *annoyed*
She shit like nobody business on the pampers
with the fart and everything when we change her.
And she shit on the bedsheet as well.
Maybe next time she wanna try shitting on my shoe.
I swear I'm gonna give her my shoe if that happen.
What a shitty day!
Ooopss I hope you guys have eaten before reading
my entry.Hee~
I dunno how many times since last week,
patients thought that I'm Philippine.
Whats wrong with these people.Do I look like one??!!
Do I speak like one?WTH!!! READ my name tag pls.
They say I can't possibly be a Singaporean since
I'm too hardworking. They said Singaporean are lazy.
Oh dear. Now what? Its wrong to be hardworking.
*slap forehead*
And a patient thought I'm younger than the 18 year old Afrah.
That jus make my day.
This time I'm attach to female cubicle.
Females are difficult when they are old.*sigh*
I have 2 patients who refused to eat her medicine.
She will say she will want to vomit but actually she hate medicine.
So we forced her to eat the pounded medicine.
Ended up, her whole face full of the medicine.
The other one refused to wake up when its time for
medicine.We shake and shake her but she keep snoring away.
Very naughty patients!Hahahha.
And a makcik who have a hearing impairment who
talk as if she is talking to everyone in the cubicle.
But she's a nice makcik.
I nearly cry when I saw my patient in the male cubicle.
His drug allergy reaction jus got worse.
To think I feed and do suctioning on him last week.
He got bed sores on his back and his face and arms are swollen.
His whole body are sooo RED!!
And his skin are all peeling and its getting thinner.
I'm so sad to see him in that state.
Anw people, I'm so sorry for not logging in to MSN.
I dun see the point in me loggin in as I love to park
myself in there but I'm somewhere else in the cyberworld.
Thats all for now.
Went to a friend engagement today.
She so pretty. First time I saw her in make up.
When she sms me that she getting engage,
I nearly tot it was April fool.
But den I must be a fool cause its not even April.
Duh!
Anyway let me introduce to you the most adorable baby.
The star of the event.
His name is Junior
He is the most quiet baby I've ever met.
Even when he is sweating he jus remain quiet and smile at us.
I love the hair!!! Follow the dad I suppose.
Now I wonder where the malay genes go to??
Maybe when he speaks malay.Hhhhmmmm....
I'm having a terrible migraine again.
Its so irritating.
And I'm on morning shift tmr.
Haiz.
Seriously I have an emotion like a roller coaster.
Sometimes I feel lonely and need someone to talk to.
But when I talk, there's a sudden urge to stop talking.
Sometimes I feel the need to go out.
But when I go out, I feel like going home.
Sometimes I feel like screaming.
But when I scream, its unheard.
Sometimes I feel so happy.
But I know deep inside I'm not.
What the fuck is wrong with me!?
Cuber ah bilang!
Crap la....Tido lagi bagus.
It have been a hectic week for me.
I dun even have time for myself.
I cant believe it, they add so many staircase from
Novena MRT station to TTSH.
And yes I practically drag my feet up those
stairs when I'm still half stone at 6.30am for
morning shift. Gggrrrrr
Anyway I went to Sentosa on thursday afternoon.
I din go there to be happy and tan myself at the beach.
Hahahahaha. How I wish la but NO!
I went there with 30 beautiful and handsome elderly.
Of cos went there with my 5 other classmates and boys from dunno wat course.
We went to underwater world and dolphin lagoon.
Dolphin show is pathetic!Its my first time in the lagoon cos
I'm a miser la ok I wont pay so much to watch the
pathetic show.But the dolphin is cute.(not the pink one)
Of course nothing can beat those dolphin
show in Sea World.
I kinda hate the pink dolphin.Its so freaking ugly.
Please agree with me on this.hehehehe.
Next week prolly will bring the elderly to watch
I'm not stupid 2. Free stuff again.
*Grin*
Been talking to a particular patient in my cubicle.
He keep telling me and Nur abt the benefits of working &
studying in UK cos her daughter is doing so well
over there as a nurse. *envy*
Somehow it help in my long term plan.
Nur have set her heart in Aussie.
Studying and working in UK is quite a good idea actually.
Especially when they pay us to be a student.
Its so tempting ya know.
Irena and the rest have set to go to UK too.
Oh well, if there's nothing here that hold me back
insya'Allah I will be somewhere in 2-3 years time.
And I know I got my parents support.
My interview with SGH is this coming sat.
Its suppose to be on the 11th of Feb but they
decided to change it to the 25th.
I suppose they too busy queuing up for the Singapore idiots.
Hehehe.
Ok.
Till my next update.
Goodbye
Parade in the ward
Attachment start a few hours ago and
I jus wanna scream hysterically.
The whole 18 of us (instead of the usual 9)was in the same ward today.
The whole ward is full of student nurses that I cant even
find any ward staff. Its so stoopid.
With 4 of us taking care of each cubicle,
most of us was seen parading around the ward.
Hahaha.Its not funny ok.
And its not funny too when there are
last offices(death procedure)
to be done in my cubicle. What a first day.
But din manage to do it cause of the briefing.
Oh man!
Tomorrow is Valentine Day.(Like who cares rite)
Some of my friends are making a big fuss when they
have to work afternoon shift.Din they realize
everyday is V-day???Talking abt it, I've never celebrate it
before.But I still keep my first V-day gift though and still wear it
till today.My everlasting dolphin necklace given by Ashraf.
Its white gold ok and I love dolphin.Hee~ (Big deal!)
Not that I love him still but I love the necklace and I
treasure any gift given to me.Lets go Aaaawwww.
Crap!
Rite.
Till my next update.
God knows when.
Maybe I will maybe I will not.
*I wish I can find the right words and pen down what I'm feeling*
I'm doomed
I'm so doomed.
I woke up this morning forgetting everything that was being taught.
And tomorrow is the start of my second attachment in TTSH.
I can't even remember whats the temperature for pyrexia.
So crappy.I shd jus dig my own hole and buried myself alive.
I remember the time when I practically drag my feet
up those stairs to TTSH.
Its so tiring both mentally and physically.
The time when I'm too tired to even do my case study
or even talk on the phone without dozing off.
And those time when I go home still smelling
the patients shit right under my nose.Gross!!!
I'm gonna go thru this again.
I know its not gonna be a smooth journey.
But I will persevere.
Bring it on!!
Hehehee
Who move my cheese???
I reach home and found the whole house smell of cheese.
Its so awesome!!I love cheese.
And my mum cook something to keep me in-the-house.
Jus look at this!!!
If you dunno its lasagne my darlings.
It taste better than Canadian pizza lasagne okay.
There's more in my fridge now for instant baking.
*skip skip*
Oh well anyway I cancel my plan to Momo with my gf tonite.
Sorry girlfren we go next week ok.Hee~
Jus because I wanna stay home and watch channel 5.
Sugar and spice & A guy thing.
Can you believe that??
But then again that is why it is call Stay home Saturday movie.
Hell yes I'm gonna be in front of my teebe with
my guilty pleasure Cadbury chocolate bar.
My mum shd be happy cause she will see me sleeping on
my bed on a Sunday morning which she normally dun la.
Cause sometimes she cant even see me the whole of sunday.
Hahahaha.
Ooops my chick flick show have start.
Goodbye.
I have been hiding under my duvet the whole day.
Keep blowing my nose.Its pretty disgusting.
And the weather doesnt help at all.
Jus make me wanna sleep more.
I finally drag myself out of bed around 4.
Placed my ass in front of my computer.
And start surfing the net.
You know wat I do?
This is what boredom does to me.
I went to NLB webbie and start to reserve these.
Yeah I'm slow right to read the last book of shopaholic.
I'm as dumb as Becky Bloomwood.hehehehe.
Slow as ever.Have no idea when is dis book launch.
Say hello to Samantha Sweeting. Probably as wacky as Becky.Hee~
I'm gonna love this book!!
Yup yup the movie starring cameron diaz.
For those who thinks "as if she will read".
Go bang your head against the wall and stop stereotyping me.
Got enuff of your shit.
Have no time for people like you.
*smirk*
I cant wait for the reserve letters to come!!
So sexciting you know.
Hahahaha
Good morning people!!
I had a very nice lunch yesterday.
Finally have my awaited Ayam penyet.
Gulp it down with teh sosro simply heaven.
And we proceed to Esteler to have our dessert.
Banana with cheese and choc.
I love the way the choc melt on the banana!!
I'm loving it.
We have so much to bitch about.
We proceed to Starbucks for our dose of latte & mocha.
So disappointed with my latte, it is too hot thus burn the milk.
I dun need a burn latte la ok.
Sickly me and healthy Nad.
We've been friends for 8 freaking years now.
She's my bandmate during the combined school band to Sweden.
Sometimes I miss playing in the band.
I might consider playing for ska band den.
Hahahaha.
Ok gotta watch Grammy Awards.
I'm feeling so sick.
I cant smell anymore and the flu is bad.
I need to have tissue with me every minute.
I think its getting worse.
Since I am starting to lose my voice.
Bye bye voice. AAaacCCchhHHooOOO
Now where is the damn tissue!!
See this cat?
I was scratch by the pussy in the washing machine yesterday!!!
I think she hates me.Damn you Kiki.
I will never get over my phobia of cats.
Yes!!I am scared of cats!!
And she is not definitely not mine la ok.
hehehe.
Urgh!
I have a lunch date with nad today.
Cant cancel it anymore since I have cancel it like 4 times.
She will kill me if I cancel it again.
Ok nad with my bad flu and voice like a rockstar
I'm heading town jus for you.For you only.
Hee~
Shld I bring one box of Kleenex, No?
I'm not feeling too good.
I think I'm going to get sick.
Aaaaccchooooooooo
Excuse me
*Wipe my monitor screen*
An awesome night yesterday at DBLO.
Started with jus the two of us.
But we met our friends by coincidence inside.
I met my uncle who left me with half a jug of
Long Island Tea which I gave it away to Sedah's friend.
I met someone from the past Ashraf at the dance floor!!
Out of so many people in the world it haf to be him.
He still d same the same spiky blonde hair,the same babyface,
the same lip stud the same kinda clothes.
but with a different gf of cos.
He can't even recognise me.
But hey it was 5 years ago cant blame him.
He told me his dad was in the club but damn cant find
dat ah pek.Miss working with him.
Can't find such manager around who show a strawberry
condom to customer. Crazy but funny.Hahahaha.
After the club we jus sat outside for a while.
Some Mats chatted with us.*bored*.
Seriously, dblO is getting lame on thurs nite.
I prefer the crowd at Momo.
I think I'm running to MOS for thursdays.
Ok Tonite another nite.
Nite of glitters!
Hehe.
Coffee Prince