ok a quick update.
Get an sms from a person who is enjoying at Jakarta last
nite.Darn!Why is everyone on holiday.Make me so jealous.
Hmph!Ok never mind.Need to suffer for a while.

On sunday nite I puke after eating at Sakura International
Buffet.Gosh!It was disgusting.I guess I ate too much
fresh oyster that my stomach jus cant accept raw food.
I cant believe my too ambitious brother ate a raw fish.
Crazy boy.He said it taste like *&%%#$^^#.God knows how
it taste like.hahahaha.

I miss my i-pod like shit.
Cos no ipod to work in case it got stolen.haiz.
I am so into Kelly Clarkson-Because of you.
Fell in love with the song the minute I heard on
Yati's blog.

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray to far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

ok dats all...

Went to Jln kayu with Mamat,Azhari and Dilah.
Its haf been some time since i last saw Dilah.
I jus dunno what to say abt her freaking hair.
It jus look worse to me.Girl get back yr curls la!!
Dun ever rebond again.You look like one shagged lady.
Haiz...

But Friday nite was fun.It was a nite full of laffter.
Too much laughing...full of merepekness.
Yeah idea ah next time want to drink efficiently
use a NG feeding tube (i guess so la) which connect
from the nose to the stomach.We dun even need to taste
the liquor.Cool!!hahahaha.Crap!
Confirm admitted to the hospital of overdose of liquor.
That will be so stupid. *laff*

My mum wanted to go to Sakura international buffet rest. today.
But she haven even book.What the hell.Weekends will be fully booked.
Darn!I give up on her. Talking abt holiday, my parents tot of
going to HK Disneyland.Hhhmmm...I am not sure whether Mickey
mouse know how to talk english.Can they?Hahaha.Tell me abt it.

Ok gog to JB later.Hhhmm the weather look freaking hot.

It have been a once a week update now.Haha.
I have been too tired to even switch on my computer.
I rather sleep den do other things.
Recently I have been hiding myself with Jill Mansel novel.
Ok Trina...thats yr book which took me ages to finish.haha.
Due to lack of time.

Went to West Coast Prata shop last weekend.
Oh boy I simply love the cheese prata with mushroom.
The tot of it jus makes me drool.
Going to Jln Kayu later to eat prata.Again?
Gosh!That have been my faithful diet every weekend.
All those carbohydrate jus become part of the waste each day.
Haiz.I jus cant reach 50kg.Nearly there but it jus drop again to
46kg.Shucks!

Oh when oh when is my vacation gonna start.
I wish Hari raya will be fast forward.Hahaha.
Cause my vacation falls on the hari raya weak.
Wee!!!So I will spent my hari raya with no worries.
Three pairs of Baju Kebaya again this year.
For once in a lifetime...my mum have a good taste
in buying a nice kain.I finally agree to her taste.
So she busy sewing now.
Yeah and PINK is definitely one of the colours.
My family will be in blue this year.Hehehe.
I guess I will be the driver this year.
No more sleeping at the back of the car at the end
of the day.Haiz......

ok dokie...off now to jln kayu to eat my dinner.

I am getting used to the ward.
I love the patients.They are all so cute.
But mind you they are old ok.
Sometime I jus haf to smile at their antics.
It will jus make my day.
Jus like two of my patients who suddenly one day
decided to pretend death and cover their whole body
with the blanket.I was actually smiling!!hahaha.
I went up to them and say.
"Uncle!!!!Pu ke yi la!!"
And as usual they jus give me a stoned face.
I am so scared they suffocate themselves.haiz.

I'm so missing my classmates.
I wonder how they doing.Hopefully none give up.
But I make some new frens from other classes.
I am so looking forward to weekends.
Last day of the week tomorrow!!

Lets see what I shd do on saturday.
Maybe shd head down to West Coast Prata shop.
hhhmm...I am getting chubby ok.
Gosh!What to do...somebody jus love stuffing me with food.
And cook for me too...heheheheh....how wonderful.....

My legs are aching every single day.
That is what a 8 hrs standing done to my legs.
Truthfully speaking, I am extremely stress as I have
to chase the nurses to do work with them and get them
to sign my logbook after I have done the job with them.
How hard it is if i have to fight it with a few students.

As hard as it is...I am jus being a dog following the nurses
around.The nurses hate it but I have no choice.I need to pass
my clinical attachment.Everything have to be yes sir yes sir.
So you can see the smile on my face on every friday cos
its TGIF.Wee!!

Watch DVD for the weekend.
The longest yard and Herbie fully loaded.
I love the longest yard.Its about the same as The Titans.
About American football.Super hilarious.Go watch it when its out.

ATTACHMENT NIGHTMARE!!

I haf jus started my attachment in TTSH.
First day was jus orientation talk about TTSH.
Second day which was yesterday, left me feeling useless
being in the hospital.We cant do this we cant do that.
We cant even FEED THE FREAKING PATIENT!!!!
Maybe I shd feed the birds instead.Haiz.
Its all becos feeding the patient was not taught yet.
I felt like one useless person there.
Not only me but my others frens too.

I am terrified of the patients actually.
Scared of them complaining abt me.
I was bullied by one patient.Oh my god!!
I jus cant believe it.never mind never mind.Hmph!
I gave him his food but he said it aint his.
His food shd be chicken chop.I was like huh???!!!
So i walk back to the food trolley.
As I walked back I started to think.
"HEY!! Since when hospital serve CHICKEN CHOP!!"
Its not the A class...its C class.Duh!!
I felt so dumb.That patient is jus pulling my leg.
AAArrgggghhhhh.....Ok never mind its jus the first day.

On afternoon shift today.Well I think there is nothing
much to do cause we are only allowed to do minimum things.
That minimum things are only in the morning.
How like dat???I hate standing around you know.
Haaaiizzzzzz....
I drag being a first year student.
I want to go back to school!!!!

And excuse me I got a lot more homework to
do during my attachment.So I will be busy once again.
Bye!