Went to Mak's place on saturday nite.I love the ice lemon tea!!
hehe...I din manage to finish up my Beef hor fun.Haiz.
This photo is taken by Abush.Sungguh ku tak mengerti apa
maksud dia amek gambar kepala atas gelas...Tebiat!!!

Went to JB on saturday nite wif this bugger.


Went to Singgah Slalu.My supper@JB buddy.
Been a long time since I last saw him.Lu rock la brudder!!Heh.

Wanna see more photos...pls click HERE
And ABU!! pls save all yr photos.

See, when I get the strength to leave
you, always tell me that you need
me, and I'm weak cause I believe
you, and I'm mad because I love
you. so I stop and think that
maybe, you can learn to appreciate
me, then it all remains the same
that, you ain't never gonna change

This song jus remind me of Liana & Tonet
cos we are so madly in love wif that song in ITE.Haha.
And we keep singing this part over and over again.
I miss u guys.

And it also remind me of someone....hhhmm...

And it also remind me dat I'm hungry.

So I'm going out to MAK's place!!
Yey!!!
Miss the ice lemon tea....

Ala kesian eh, Shidah fall from the bike again.
And the bike haf to be sent to workshop.
And she fall again in woodland.
Giler ah ni anak.Bawa motor pun tak betul.
Tu hari da la jatuh pat carpark.
Da jatuh pat carpark sempat kenal2 ngan jantan mana tah.
Ni kali motor trus takleh start.
Hahahhaa...Lepak.Dunno whether to laff or cry for her.

I'm hungry.

And its raining!!

SOOOOO heavy....

And dats mean I cant go out.

And dats mean I will go and watch DVD again now.

Wif a hungry stomach.

Thank you very much.

Haiz.

I will get cranky when I'm hungry.

Izah was trying to show everyone how to do
an impression of the teeth.And I was FORCED!!
to make one.They said I should practice it on mine first
before doing it for patient in case it dun look like a teeth
at all.And so here is how I fare in the practice of doing the
impression.

It looks disgusting to me!!
And it taste disgusting too when it was put inside
my mouth!!Eeerrk!!



Hey you see that chip tooth in the middle.I dun chip my tooth in
real life la.I chipped it while trimming the stupid base of the teeth.



And this is the inside.It look damn ugly seh.
But hey its my first time.I shd practice more often.
Wanna be my guinea pig?hehe.

*I LOVE YOU*

*Where?Show me.Where is this love.I cant see it...
I cant touch it...I can't feel it I can hear...
I can hear some words but I cant do anything with your
easy words.*

Oh boy.That was the coolest answer ever.Hahaha.
Taken from Closer.What a jerk dat guy(Jude Law)
is.He deserve it.kwa kwa kwa.

I have been watching too much DVD.
Sue me for that.

*stares at the monitor*
*stares at the dark sky*
*stares at my blank teebe
*stares at my hp*
*stares at the stack of DVD*

FReaking bored!!I dunno what to do seh.
I got a choice of watching Grease or start
on a new book.Hhhhmmm...

Eenie meenie mynie moe....

Shucks!

Grease then.

Bah!

I was supposed to go to my fren's Halim's chalet.
It's his birthday yesterday.But I back out.
High chances are my ex boyfriend will be there.I dun
intend to see his face or even talk to him which I know
he will talk to me.Thats the last thing I wanna do.

Instead of going to the chalet,me and shidah went to Century
Square to eat.Yeah all the way from Woodland to Tampines jus
to EAT!!!hahahaha...Meet Joey and DeeDee after dat.
Joey bought for me my pink dustbin from Ikea
but I refused to bring home becos its quite BIG!!!Wahlau.
Bigger than my current dustbin in my room.Ish!Well,thanks
anyway....bring it back on Tuesday ok.Hehehe.You my fren!!
*wink*

What should I do now at home on sunday morning??!!
So bored.I should haf go East Coast and cycle wif shidah.
It will be fun.Maybe next week la.Or the week after or maybe
never go at all.....haha..I love procrastinating.

Hmmm for now maybe I shd watch Sleepless in Seattle.

Went to town and meet these people last nite after
my meeting ended about 8pm.I din even know there is
Chingay.And this is the time dat I hate to be in
town.Oh well nvr mind at least Lido is not that pack.
hehehe....Lets see more pictures....




Anyway,hey its nice meeting you Farah.Finally able to meet
the pink freak jus like me.hehehe.Eh pls dun ask me why I laff k.
Cause I cant remember whats so funny last nite.huahaha.
And the buffoon always like to tease me whenever I laff cos cannot
see my eyes.So idiotic.ish ish.

I was sooo sleepy today at work.
I cant fall asleep till 3am.I dunno why.
And I keep waking up like a thousand time.(LIE!!)
Ok maybe only about more than 5 times.Its super irritating.
The effect of sleepiness:

1)Nearly fall asleep while assisting my doctor.
2)I expose one of the X-rays.
3)I prick myself wif the probe 2 times while washing.

And the last effect is the worse cause my finger bleed.
So if you work in a health care you will know how troublesome it
is if you get yourself injured with an unsterilize instrument.
My colleague panic.(merepek seh.padahal darah sikit.melebih ah ni org2)
My officer called my head nurse and she haf to make a report.
Then I haf to go all the way to Raffles hospital to take my
blood test.I hate needles ok.
yeah yeah this is all the infection control thingy.
The report will be out on monday.
haha

My wisdom tooth gum hurt.
Just had my teeth scaled and polished by my
own dentist and assist by me myself.huahahaa.
This is the thing we do if there really are no
patient at all.We even took X-ray of our own
teeth.My clinic peeps are really crazy bunch of people.
As Dr Jolin will quote....Welcome to the life of the
modern doctors.Modern indeed.hehhee.

And now I officially call my Dr Jolin jeng jeng jeng ....
------------>Dr Goldfish.<-------------------
She is sooo forgetful and I haf to keep reminding her everytime.
And also soooo clumsy.She nearly trip over the dustbin
and the clinic chair today.I almost burst out laffing in front
of the patient.My goodness!!She so funny.LOL!
Will take picture of her and show you guys my goldfish doctor.

Just finish watching Infernal Affairs 3.
I jus know Tony leung is such a good actor.
I jus love the relationship bet him and dat doc.
Sooo cute!!.I jus cant help laffing.hahahah.
Maybe I go watch Alfie now.
Only because Jude Law is cute.
Hehehe....I jus love gawking at cute guys.
Who doesnt rite?If you dun maybe you are lesbian.
Hahahaha.

On my own - whitney houston

I'm wiser now
I'm not the foolish girl you used to know
So long ago
I'm stronger now
I've learned from my mistakes which way to go
And I should know
I put myself aside to do it your way
But now I need to do it all alone

And I am not afraid to try it on my own
I don't care if I'm right or wrong
I'll live my life the way I feel
No matter what I'll keep it real you know
Time for me to do it on my own
Yeah yeah, mmm, yeah yeah

It's over now
I can't go back to living through your eyes
Too many lines
And if you don't know by now
I can't go back to being someone else
Not anymore
I never had a chance to do things my way
So now it's time for me to take control

And I am not afraid to try it on my own
I don't care if I'm right or wrong
I'll live my life the way I feel
No matter what I'm gonna keep it real you know
Time for me to do it

Oh I start again go back to one
I'm running things my way
Can't stop me now, I've just begun
Don't even think about it
There ain't no way about it
I'm taking names, the ones of mine
Yes I'm gonna take my turn
It's time for me to finally stand alone, stand alone

I am not afraid to try it on my own
And I don't care if I'm right or wrong
I'll live my life the way I feel
No matter what I'm gonna keep it real you know
It's time for me to do it
See I'm not afraid

I so like this song because its WHITNEY!!
Ok la its time to sleep.
I jus find out I haf one insane doc to assist tmr.
But nvm I loike cos I'm insane as well.
Dun need to remind me.Hahahaha.

Happy 22nd Birthday SEDAH!!

Juz glad that you haf so much fun on your birthday.
Unlike last year which was so heartbreaking for you.
Hope you find the happiness that you haf been yearning
for all this time.
And now I jus can't wait for my chocolate birthday cake
from you.Hehehehe...

I-pod??



No,not yet la.Still waiting for the moolah.
Bila nak masuk ni.Lembab tul ah.
And I still haven decide which one to buy!!!

Shuffle??

Mini??

**scratch head**

I'm still humming to dat song Pulangkan by
Misha Omar.Nice song but quite freaky.Yikes!
Had a fun day again today @ JB.
Like whats new.I love going JB.Hehehe.

Oh boy!!I jus cant wait to get my I-pod.
Soon very soon.Yeay!But still cant decide la.
Shuffle or mini??hhhhmmm.....

Tired but cant sleep.
Wanna watch my Infernal Affairs 3
Hhehehee...
Nites

Want to be my date this monday?

I laughed when I receive such message.
I dunno why.
Maybe I jus dun really celebrate Valentine's day
And when I receive a message asking me to be his date
I jus cant help laffing..hahhaha...weird.
Hey I dun really see the need to celebrate that occasion.
We not suppose to anyway.
I dun think I wanna go out on Valentine's DAy.
Hmmmm....And I think he is really crazy....

Yesterday was quite fun.Went to Changi Rise @ Simei
for some gathering with the doctors and nurses.
The condo was damn nice.Haiz!I wanna live in condo!!!
Blueekk....dream on nurul.
Meet up wif Nadia after that.Oh well I jus cant help
teasing her.I jus cant wait to see her in the Bimbo SATS
uniform.Hahaha..I sure will laff my head off.Hey nad I will
come down to airport one day k.Make sure u meet me wif
that skirt.Wee!!!Dun u dare change!! *wink*
Will meet you up soon.....

I haf been going to east side pretty often.Maybe I shd consider
moving to east side.Hahahaha.Haiz...Now must get ready and
meet the sicky Joey.Sick but yet wandering ard Tampines
mall.Dun understand.

Ok da!!

I was raging wif anger @ BBDC this morning.
I was actually shouting at the staffs.Da tebiat agaknye.Hahah.
I was actually about to terminate my account wif BBDC
but when I saw the TP date for private I decided not to.
Here goes the conversation......

Counter girl = CG

Me:So do I haf to change to new system?
CG:Yeah I will change for you now.
Me:How come I'm not inform anything abt it?
CG:Oh we actually call the student to inform.
ME:How come I'm not inform abt it?
CG:Oh maybe they miss out yr name.

Upon hearing it I was soooo mad dat I find myself shouting

I was sooo mad dat the counter girl cant even answer my
questions.Crap!Whats the use of working there if you cant
even answer my questions.And she haf to call the in charge
to talk to me.And the stupid guy cant even explain to me.
The reason I'm so mad at them is becos I took the TP without
any revision!!Becos all the time slot haf move to new system.
And they dare say to me they miss out my name??!!!
I think I scare the hell out of him dat he apologies to me.
He even guide me book for my next TP
Bloody irritating.

And the complaint letter is definitely on the way.
I haf enuff shit from them.

I swear and I promise I will be strong.
I swear I wont cry even if there is tears in my eyes.
But NO.....it jus keep on flowing without
me knowing it.I fought and I lose.I'm a FAILURE

I tried so hard to talk in a calm way.So hard.
I'm stupid!Dumb!
I jus cant stop this tears from flowing.
And damn its still flowing while I'm typing this.

Pls excuse me.I'm stupid tonite.
Goodbye.

*still listening to the stupid song what makes a man*

Cant stand it.I'm going out.

I seriously freaking out!!

*pull hair in all direction*

Shidah gonna accompany me tmr morning.So sweet rite.
Hahaha...Thanks girl.I need all the support.
Lets not talk about this stupid thing.It jus make me nervous.

Anyway,I'm looking forward to Thurs which my company
is making a BBQ @ one of the nurse condo.Wee!It will be fun.
My doctor wanted to go Batam...and she been asking me to
find out more about batam.She wld like to go for massage.But I
dunno a shit about Batam.Hhhmmm...And she also wanna go
JB.Hmmm...Can anyone pls give me info abt Batam.

After assisting the doctor for jus 2 weeks.I began to be so
concious abt my own teeth.I haf decided to floss my teeth.
Hahaha...Lepak...How I used to hate brushing my teeth during
those primary school days when we haf to brush our teeth after
recess time beside the longkang.How I loathe it so much.
And how I hide the moment I see the dentist card being pass
to my teacher and she will shout the name of the person who
need to visit the dentist.

And now how I wish my dentist will call my name.Cos its
FREE what!!Now must pay you know.So expensive.
So far I dun haf any decay teeth,no filling,no denture(DUH!),
no crown and no root canal treatment.I definitely not
gonna haf all that.So bloody expensive you know.I only
haf $150 each year.So you guys go and take care of yr teeth
before you can see all gums and no teeth.And a big fat hole
in your pocket......hahahaha.

Ok I'm talking crap as always.I'm so obsess wif teeth
nowadays.It drive me crazy.My work drive me crazy.
Sometimes I feel like quiting.Haiz.
But my mum is against it.This is what she wants me
to do anw. A nurse. Her dream but I fulfill it for her.

Went shopping again jus now with Shidah
Wanted to get a pink bag @ Perlini but they only
got white & black so I bought the white one Shidah
bought the black one.Haiz!I give up whatever she haf I haf it.
So very like twin liao.

Thank god I bought Sedah's birthday present.I really
hope she like it.Going ECP this and next weekend.So many
birthdays coming up.Oh man!!13th,19th and 26th of FEB.
And so I haf to remember all of that.And oh yeah Ira's
birthday too on the 10th FEB.hahaha.So many FEB babies.

Apparently it was jus me and Shidah hanging out.
But suddenly got two kepos wanna join.hahaha.
The more the merrier rite.



Shidah and me

And presenting the two kepos.hahaha.


Hazri and Ismail

Ni dua ekor ni da tebiat nak mampos.Satu tak abis2 godeh
camera aku,lagi satu sibuk ngan hp aku.Sampai dua2 benda tu
batt pun da nak mampos.Hahaha.

Hhhmmm...so bored...
I tink I go watch Infernal Affairs
Good nite!

PETER PAN - MUNGKIN NANTI

Saatnya ku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Dan bila hatimu termenung bangun dari mimpi2mu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari semua rasa yang kau beri

This is all Shahmir fault.I'm not really into
malay songs or Indon songs or watever that dlm bahasa
melayu.But this time I'm hooked to this song.
Kwa kwa kwa.

Ok I think I'm opting for Ipod the pink kaler.
Cannot stand it.Cant be bothered to burn cds anymore.
But I havent cash out my cheque at OCBC.
So bloody irritating.Maybe tomorrow I go do it.

Meeting Shidah later.Lazy la wanna go out.But this
biatch of mine feel bored.Ala kecian eh.Aku jugak la mangsa
dia.Though of watching Sex and the City the whole day
but after watching the first season I jus feel like killing the
bastards in the show.Bloody irritating the way they treated
woman.Promises,bla bla bla...sex....the next day GONE!
The only thing I love is their dresses and shoes.Oh man!
Hahahaha.....Ok I'm late again in meeting shidah.
BAH!

I SWEAR I'm not going to continue taking my lesson @ BBDC
if I fail again.I'm so pissed with their stupid system.
I jus feel like cursing them to death.EEeeeeeee!!!!!
So the people who using the old system get a limited slot cos
all the slot haf been moved to a new time slot left only a few for
the old one.So fed up!!I really swear the Tuesday gonna be the
last.I gonna change to private.If I fail la which I hope I pass la!
Wasting my money and time.So expensive!!!

Da la..I want to go out.
Pissed me off even more staring at the computer.
Internet booking sux to the max.....

You know what pissed me off.NUISANCE CALLS!!
I jus cant stand it when somebody jus call me saying
I want to get to know you
And I will go Do I know you?How the hell you get my no?
But thats okie I haf one last nite.
So it aint enuff to get me pissed eh?hehehe.
So here another one.

Liyin pass the call to me saying she dunno what he saying.
So I answered for her.

Me:Hi!Can I help you
He:Oh hi my name is Rizal jus now I went to your clinic.
Me:Oh is it?But yr name is not in our appt list.
He:Actually I jus walk past your clinic.
Me:Eeerrr ok.
He:Actually I'm interested in knowing you.
Me:Wat?Eerr..there are 2 malay girls here.
He:I'm very sure its you cos I'm watching you from outside.
Me:What??!!!Eeerr sorry Not interested.

That was the most weirdest call I ever got.What the fish.
This is one thing I hate working @ d clinic in a shopping centre.
Can I go back to the hospital?Tsk tsk.....

Never mind la...whatever.At least they only got my clinic
number.*Phew* For now I haf to get ready to meet Joey.
Goodbye!!

Weekends is here!!!Yippie!!

The freaking alarm clock din go off.
I woke up @ 8.30am when I'm suppose to reach there 8.10am.
Luckily very near.*Phew*
Its my turn to assist the doctor today.A bit panic for me.Hahah.
Cause its a bit different than in the hospital clinic.
I haf to do all the charting for the doc.Kauz!Da mcm belajar Biology
wif all the science term to use.But I believe I can do it.Hehehe.Cedibah.
Mcm real je aku.I'm waiting for Trina to come for check up.Hehehe.
Dun worry Trin, will inform you once SIA approve.*wink*

Get to eat @ Arnold last nite.Yey!!!I loike!!
Thanks Joey!!!....You the best.hahaha.

I'm torn between I-pod MP3 player & BKK trip.
Not sure which one shd I choose.Aaarrgghhhh.I hate making
decision.And got another stupid song stuck on my head today.
All becos of last nite karaoke.

What makes a man

This isn't goodbye, even as I watch you leave, this isn't goodbye
I swear I won't cry, even as tears fill my eyes, I swear I won't cry

Any other girl, I'd let you walk away
Any other girl, I'm sure I'd be ok

Tell me what makes a man, wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around, and cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man, wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know, (girl you gotta let me know)
So I can get over you

What makes her so right, is it the sound of her laugh
That look in her eyes when do you decide
She is the dream that you seek that force in your life

When you apologise, no matter who was wrong
When you get on your knees if that would bring her home

It reminds me so much of my ex whom I left and never tot of his feelings.
Deep in my heart I'm so sorry.I still cant forgive myself up till now.
Freedom destroy everything that we share.I was yearning for freedom.
Sometimes we jus took everything for granted dat once we lose it
we feel it deep inside.All the songs he sang to me and all the things
he do for me,how he tolerate my temper my nonsense my uglyness of not
wearing any make up and the t-shirt and jeans girl.The way he accept me
for who I am touch me deeply dat he is someone I will nvr forget.The
way he never allow me to cry....The only guy who brings
me to the doctor when I'm sick and there for me during my ear operation.
I was living a life as a princess.I hope he forgive me for watever I haf done.

And so yeah I was stupid.So shoot me for that.
Things happen for a reason.
I believe watever happens to me now is my retribution
of causing hurt to others.Whatever hurt I feel now is probably
how he feel when I leave.

I'm sorry.....

And now he becomes a JERK.
So is it my fault?
NOT!
Hahahaha......