I really thought I'm not getting my pay.
Boy was I shocked to see my bank acc wif money.
More than expected.Apa lagi SHOPPING!!!

Went to Mango @ City Square.
Sooo much cheaper than Singapore.I went crazy at MNG.



See that green top?Since when I wore green eh?
But dunno why I feel dat colour look nice on me.Hehehehe.
And now my wardrobe full of this paperbags.



Now can someone tell me wat shd i do wif all this paperbags.Ish.

Go wif this mentel girls.....



And me!!!



Have to work tomorrow.Oh man!Dun feel like it.
Why does the weekend seem to be over so fast.
Currently this song is stuck on my head.
Ira your favourite song...Enjoy the song...hahaha.

Oh oh oh oh oooohhhh......

I'm getting so cranky with shidah this few days.
I seem to lose my temper easily.My tiredness jus add on to
my temper and I become so quiet that I jus hide one corner
refuse to talk to anyone.I jus hate feeling this way.I tried so
hard not to lose my cool.Darn!!

Was talking to Joey last few nites.This idiotic ask me to go
find a capricon guy.What the fish?!Da tebiat?!Cos obviously I cant be
with an Aries cos I'm Aries and its too similar that it clash.
So she told me only a Capricon guy can stand my demand for this and that,
go here and there.Hahahaha.....Thats true indeed...Jus like Joey lor,
she haf been fulfilling all my temptation.Dunkin Donuts...Ben & Jerry.
She been getting me all those stuff.hahahah...And been to places that I haf
never been to in Spore.Yesterday jus go Changi look at bapok.Lepak.
Never been there before...Lawa nak mampos sak tu bapok2.Tapi jadi jantan
lagi hensem nyah!Wasted...FOOLS!

But Joey, you dun need to find a capricon guy for me....having a
capricon fren like you I'm a happy ladee.hahhaa..Eh I feel like eating
@ Arnold la!!huahahahaha.....

I'm off to dot dot dot....bye!!Enjoy the weekend.....

*toodles*

I got no life!!!!!

I'm becoming more like a workaholic.Damn!
I miss talking to my girlfren.
I miss hanging out wif those girls.
I miss reggae nite.

So how?
Should I quit my job or not?
Maybe wait for another 3 mths.
I will like to have those in house training cert.
Wee!It will mean I'm a qualified dental assistant.hehehe.
Yeah rite qualified indeed.*blueek*

Heard Zouk haf hip hop fest tmr nite.
Eh Ira!!U going eh?Haiz...Tell me abt it aye.hehehe.
I wanna go reggae nite!!Tu budak setan tu mesti kat situ.
Tapi tak sanggup ah.Si jantan kabret tu asyik mabuk je.
Mcm nak sepak biar dia tido.So tempted.huahahahaa.Tapi masuk FREE
aku nak. GO?? Dun go??? Go?? Dun go?? Aaahh besok pun bleh pikiak ah.

I beginning to let go of things bit by bit.
I'm beginning to realize I'm wasting my time.I failed to see
the warning.I'm failed to see when people dun give a hoot.
When I finally found my own self back,I realize its really over.
I jus have to swallow hard the truth.

*Burp*

Weird...I'm laffing my ass off watching American Idol.
I jus love Thursday.Gonna make sure I'm home every Thursday.
Yey!!I'm hooked on American Idol again.

The worst and freaky nite ever in JB
Went to Carrefour first as Nas wanted to buy groceries.
Then off we went to Singgah Slalu to have our dinner.
But one stupid JB car decided to mess with us on the road.
Stupid driver!!He was actually chasing us.But fun....Joey
able to get rid of him.When we haf enuff of fun d other fun or
shd I call it mishap happen while parking the car at Singgah Slalu.
The impatient and bodoh nak mampos Malaysian driver accidentally
scratch the side of Joey's car.He push all the blame to us whereas
it happen becos of his stupidity.So we haf to go to the police
station to make a report.

By the time, it's already 1.15am.Super hungry.
Anjung Warisan next.....oh oh a bad choice.
Lotsa funny things started happening.An extra person decided
to join us for supper.When we driving out to the main road,
Joey did an emergency brake dat scared the hell out of me.
I knew she hit something....but thank god I cant see and sense
this kinda thing.If not, I will haf fainted.Right there and then.
Aku ni penakut nak mampos tau...hahaha...
I dun understand when deedee and Joey kept looking at the back.
It was actually jus next to me la!!!Freak seh!!!
As if KL is not enuff.....and this happen again.

I cant sleep again.So I forced Joey to talk to me on the
phone till 6.30am till I dun noe wat the hell I mumble.
Thanks you so much for accompanying the penakut nak mampos me.
And please no more Anjung Warisan for me.No!!Not even in
the day.Once is enough.Thank you very much.

I'm so messed up.I keep on holding to smth...which I dun even
know it will be back.Despite my confession dat I'm ok...but
in actual fact I'm not.It's all against me and myself.

Weird I'm becoming a homey person nowadays.
Maybe its the new job.Maybe.....

I will not be uploading any pictures at my fotopages anymore.
Due to some things that happen,I will upload pictures at Multiply
instead.Haiz.To you big mouth...thanks a lot for spreading around.

Click Here

Dunch u dare spread dis around.I gonna skin u alive.
I'm not surprise if my grandma noes my website.Irritating!!

Listening to the song in Fina's blog remind me so much
of KL. No actually remind me of Nouvo hahaha...
Heard that Ira and Nas gog again end of the month.
Oi korang da tebiat eh.Apply PR sekali pat sana..hahaha...
For now I jus have to make do wif the club in Singapore.haiya.

Anw lupa la..wanna wish everyone a Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha
Hehehe...Ni pagi2 my mum da bising nak tgk kambing pat kampung.
Tgk kambing pun kecoh ah.Tak paham aku.

Wat a joke.I haf a fever last nite.Shivering like mad.And I miss the
Channel 5 American Idol.Only get to see it on Star World.
I dun even haf the energy to get out of bed.Tak lama lagi ah tu.hahah.
But never mind la...lots of stupid American trying their best to get thru
even tho they know they cant sing.Merepek.Ada hati nak join lagy next year.
Oh tidak!!!Burung tu nyanyi lagi sedap.

Sometime eh I dun understand my aunties.They are so super conservatives.
Is it wrong to haf a girlfren/boyfren??To them its like a sin to haf one.
They make it into one big issue.I jus hate it.And when my cuzin haf a girlfren,
they keep asking how she look like la bla bla bla.Tell them to broke up
la bla bla bla.I jus haf to tell them off.It may seem rude but hello...
people also have feelings.The feeling to loved and be loved.Its jus a
feeling to make us feel complete.To fill the loneliness in us.Serve them
rite when all of us dun intend to get married one day.Then they will be
so busy asking wen we getting married.Makciks!!I jus cant stand them.
Thank god, they dun make a big fuss when I have a boyfriend.huahah.
Anyway they din get d chance to know them, cos each time I'm already single.
hahaha....Just not meant to be......*blueek*

I'm starting to hate chatting at MSN.Esp chatting wif this guy who are
so narcissist.Keep telling me wat he wanna do in future,holiday and blabla.
Wahlau.So wat if u rich,like i care.U want to get 5 wives oso not my prob.
Lucky u my fren dat I known for 5 yrs.If not I will haf jus ignored.Haiz.
Senang cakap its getting on my nerve la this MSN.Some of them I dun even know.
Hahahaha...so dats explain why I'm away most of the time.*wink*

I'm still zonked and still tired after the KL trip.
The moment I reach home from work.All I wanna do is sleep.
Oh well work was busy...Start early and end late.Oh great!!
I guess its good tho becos I keep myself occupied wif things instead
of keep thinking of stupid stuff.I'm starting to love my job.

I'm jus 3 days old but I have to set up the new clinic for tmr MOH
inspection.Eh eh mcm la aku pandai nah.But never mind.Have to learn
from mistake rite?heheh.

Ok got to sleep.hhhmm...somebody is sick.
Pergilah doctor!!! haiz....As stubborn as me hor.hehehhe...I really hope
he go doctor.Get well soon yeah.

ZZzzzzZZZZ

KL!!

Hey korang ni pandai la!Yeah I went to KL.
Yey!!*Clap clap* meh meh i give you one Dunkin Donuts
Choose one k...dun fight...hahah



KL was fun.5 nites of clubbing.I'm zonked and feel super fat.
And 5 nites of late supper.I dun wanna go back to Singapore!!!

When we rij first thing we try the bed k.



Next the bathroom.hhhmm comfortable enuff to sleep aye?hehe



After getting too comfortable wif things lets test the wall k.



Ok lets go....

Second nite...


Third day...

DAmn!Blackout when we are still sleeping.But who cares.We continue
sleeping till 2pm.

We decided to take monorail eh nyah.lagi syok tau.huahaha.



And at nite,this guy decided to join us.Brother and sister???hhhmm

5th day...




Final destination....

The only money dat we left...sob sob...



And now thanks to KL I cant sleep early.So used to sleep at 5am.
But its okie...I left my heartache behind...hehehe...shd I go again??
JOEYYY!!!!!!!Lets go again!!!!

Yours Truly......The red hair girl..hahaha

*GOODBYE*

It will be 5 days of fun fun fun.

Dunkin Donuts,HRC,shopping,twin towers

Ok go figure out the place.hehehe.

*toodles*

EEeeeeee....I jus hate coward guys.Hate guys who dun even
know how to say the truth.I hate lies.I hate it even more
when I know they are lying....when all I can do is jus keep quiet
about it and go with the flow.I've seen enuff of this kinda guys.
And I dun give a shit anymore.You can lie for all you want.You can
go on and bitch abt how handsome you are.Like I care.For all I know
you guys are just cowards whose brains are the same as your asses.
Typical guys will say;"Eh I tak samalah mcm your exes"

Go read my middle finger dude!You jus the same.
You jus another heartbreaker who love leaving the girl waiting.
Hah!MAke me wanna fart loudly at your face which you claim you are
the hearthrob among girls.Yeah rite!Eh datuk aku lagi hensem la.
Huahahahahahaahahahahahah.

To all those heartbreakers or playboys or cheaters....
What goes around comes around aiite.Been there and done dat.
Revenge is sweet but its even sweeter when you dun haf to do anything at all
I'm jus waiting to enjoy the show.Are you in or out?hehehehe.
(ceh step ocean eleven plak..hehe)

hhhhmmm....Í think I'm sick.Shit.Jus when I was abt to
leave for holiday and I'm sick.Freon!!!It must be you la.
Hahahaha...den like dat makes 2 people sick on the trip.hehehe.
Yey!!Da beli ticket.....So sexciting...I cant wait!!
Dunkin Donut here I come!!!Merepek seh...Gi sana setakat mkn
dunkin donut.....hahaha...

Reggae
Sleepy
Still shattered
Dancing
Popee
Headache
Fear
Laughters
Ignored
BITCH

I'm out!!

At 6pm today....be quiet

Think about the fragility of life, the power of mother nature,
the death, the destruction, the sorrow and the despair.

My heart goes out to those victim of Tsunami
I may not understand or feel for those who have lost their
love one due to the tragic incident.But I know watever they
feeling now is much more worse than how I feel now.What is
the feeling of a broken heart compared to those who have lost
someone close to them.I can't bear looking at the scene on the news.
It breaks my heart to see a thousand of lives being swept away by
jus one gigantic wave.

Life is so unpredictable...you never know whats gonna happen next.
When you think everything is fine...the next thing you knew,everything
is against you.Haiz...

Aaarrgghhh....so fed up with some people.
My hp was bombarded with messages since 12am jus now.
All with the same question.What the??!!

"Oi tak club nari?"
"Oi ko kat mana"
"Na,wer are you"
"Turun hendrix skarang"

Tsk tsk.With all these Setan as my frens I will never
quit clubbing.I shouldnt haf told them I start clubbing again.
Oh tidakkkkkk!!!Korang ni betul besar nye setan ah.BEnci ah!!!

Tengok cita P Ramlee lagi best la.hhhmmppphh!

Went on a shopping spree today.Well not really.
Shidah actually doing the shopping.I'm suppose
to jus accompany her shopping.But I ended up shopping as well.
Haiz.I jus cant see beautiful things.

And yeah...I'm broke by 80 bucks.Thank you very much.
For buying just three things.hhhhmmm...



I'm so in love wif the tube becos of the flower.heheheh...
Eh dat one not from Chaos eh.Tolong sikit.urgh!
And so I bought a top, a pair of earring.Wat else do i need?
More retail theraphy next week I hope.yeay!!

BUT

I'm still emotionally tired with things.
Maybe the holiday will help yeah.*wink*

I already done a few things before I pack my bag
and leave.Medical check up done.Court shoe already bought.
Still a few things left undone.Haiz.

Lepak at civic centre jus now.Damn!So pack wif mat motor.
Menyampah plak aku.Urgh!
Shidah tak abis2 ngan dia nye P Ramlee dialogue.
I tell you she can take over Ahmad Nisfu post.She can
memorize the dialogue well enuff.BRAVO!!HAiz...She can be
an entertainer for a living....huahahhahahaha....

*Poking my nose at my window*

I wish I can play in the rain jus like a small kid.Nice!!
Jus a wishful thinking....hehehe....

I'm so bored to tears.What shd I do??!!*scratch head*

Laksmana Do RE Mi?
3 Abdul?
Seniman bujang Lapok?

So classic.Hehehe....Hit it!!

Hey I have been updating my blog too often.Sheesh.
I sure got nothing else better to do with my life huh?
Uh uh lame life....wat u expect from a jobless person rite?
huahahahahah

I cant believe it.My mum actually agreed.She let her little
bird free from the cage.I'm so happy....so happy dat she trust me
to go for a holiday wif my frens.Its the first time in my life
I'm paying for a trip.hahaha.hhhmmm...dat means I can plan another
holiday.hehehehe...Do you know how hard it is for me to even overnite
at a fren's place.I still haf curfew mind you at the age of 21.
And those late nite sneak to JB and chill under the block.But sometime
its kinda fun to break the rules aye.hehehe.Oh well dats me all rite.
I'm stubborn.But I do dat stuff when I'm nobody girlfren.hahahaha.

Oh shit!I'm late!!Late!!Got to meet my girlfren.damn she angry at me.
You see la how stubborn I am...hahahahaa....hhhhmmm....*blueek*

Thanks to Zul.He make my last morning like hell.
I was so damn pissed off with him.
I guess everyone thought he the shift manager and
me jus the part timer.Oh yeah so what if i look damn young
to be a supervisor.People tot I'm jus 19.Oh rite thanks for
the compliment hor but no thanks.What a bugger!

Boohoo!I'm broke by 60 bucks becos of the shortage.
Everything jus go wrong today.Haiz.
Yeah I know ITS FRIDAY!!Like so??!!!

Need to run my errands now...haiz.
So little time but so many things to do.
I haven talk to my mom.How??!!I hope she will approve of it.

How would you feel when one of yr fren criticise yr own fren
who he/she barely knew?

It hurts so much man.Its jus not the way to criticise when
he/she not even yr close fren.If you think you are rich
enough so be it.I dun mind paying for my fren if she
do not haf the money.Becos I know she will pay me back.
So what if 10 bucks is noting for me but hard for her.
But still she is my fren.I dun wish to querrel with you but
damn you make me so mad at you for noting.
Sometime the way you used yr words hurts me so much
but I prefer to keep quiet about it.Cause I know you will
make it a big issue.Why do I always haf to give in to you?
And why do I always care so much for people feelings eh?!!!

I rest my case.
I jus wanna sleep.

I'm so sad.I'm gonna leave the company tmr.
When I walk home jus now,I felt the pain of leaving
something that I'm so used to.Haiz.
Its been a good five years working in F&B line and
I'm leaving it for good tmr.
From a kental 17 years old kiddo who noe noting abt coffee
to a knowledgeable yet bochap barista.huahahaha.

I will miss my baby....EXPRESSO MACHINE
I will miss drinking my latte.
I will miss seeing those fussy and impatience customer.
I will miss cursing and swearing at those customers behind the counter.
I will miss gawking at those cute and irresistable ang moh.
I will miss querrelling with those two buayas at my store.
I will miss those croissant I haf every morning.
I will miss waking up at 4.30am.
Haiz....I will jus mish everything and everyone in Spinelli.

*wipe tears with tissue*

Maybe I should go shopping eh tmr??hehehe
I want a new top,new earring,new contact lense.
And a new bag...hhhmm....but I''m broke.
Shucks!!

Met up wif this kecik last nite after work.
My sleeping partner in ITE Bishan.Hahaha.


As always we update each other wif the latest gossip.huahahaha.
Dgr sampai nak terberak pun ade.Benci ah.
But hey meet up this sunday again yeah.Wee!!!
But this time pls keep the shit till u home k.Damn it!

I should stop sleeping too much.It's giving me a headache.hehe.
I slept for 15 hrs yesterday.My galfren tot I'm dead.sheesh.
But hey dats the only way to stop myself from thinking.Haiz.
I shall sleep again later aye.heheheehe.

Yeay!Me going to dye my horrible hair next monday.
Jus cant wait!!
Now wat colour shd I dye eh?

And double yeyness!!
I'm jobless in 2 days time.
*hop hop hop hop hop*

*Fall*

Have been listening to the song Never be replaced by Ladi.So cute la the song.Kinda soothing and it makes me happy.hehehe.

But I will be much more happier if I can get my hands on my
Ben and Jerry ice cream
I still cant get it.Bingit nye!!
Cold storage besar gitu pun takde.HAizzz.





Chocolate cookie dough and chocolate fudge brownie

Why is it so hard eh?haizz...

Bored and sleepy at the same time.
I dun even know which one I wanna do first.
Sleep or do something.Wat a bummer!

No one at MSN.No one to talk to.
Org giler je log on malam2 buta cam gini.Hehehe.
Hmmmm...maybe its time to sleep.
Good nite.

Rain,sleep & a book

Nice!!I haf been hiding under my blanket all day.
Till my girlfren drag me to the Causeway pt to
watch Kung Fu Hustle & Meet the Fockers
What a bother!I din laff much.Dunno wats so farnie abt
those movie.Hahaha.If only she din wake me up I will haf
sleep till this morning.Haiya!

Anyway,my deepest apologies to those whom I haf neglected
and did not reply to their sms.I'm sorry.
Even my hp was abandoned.Its next to my dustbin.huahahaha.

I haf been stuffing my face with food.My girlfren cant stand me
anymore.Hahaha.Well,I eat more when I'm down.Juz bear with it k.
Huhahahaha.Orang mengandung boleh terberanak nampak aku mkn.*blueek*

And I think I am fat.Do I look tembam?


Yeah I know its taken inside the toilet.I was waiting for that
girlfren of mine to finish her business.Mcm burung betul.
Aku yg makan dia yg buang.Da tebiat.Haizzz...

2004 gone...2005?

2004 have jus left.And it left with lotsa memories.
Made a lot of new friends and lost quite a handful too.
2004 haf been a big hoo haa for me.
I thrown away my bad habits and pick it up again.
I get back my best friend after 2 years of the EGO querrel.
I haf seen a fren who backstabbed me.
Been hurt too many times till I got this aversion towards guys.
I failed my TP for 3 times.
I have bangs for 2004 and I regret it!!
I cut,coloured and reborn my hair 3 times.

2005?
Hahahah...we'll see about that.

Celebrate my new year with a big bang with my girlfrens.
Was at Cheeky monkey first.
Ok I dun wish to discriminate anyone so I hop to Mystic
A much much better place BUT
Emotions jus get over me.Haiz.
Ok stop it lets not think of unhappy stuff.

I'm so bad at keeping new year resolution.
Maybe I shouldn't make any this year.
Hhhhmmm....

31.12.2004 , 11pm




BEST FREN FOREVER

01.01.2005 , 6am



Oh wer is the cab?we wanna go home!!

**I'm still zonked.Goodnite!!**

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!