Me and Dilah decided not to club
anymore.We want to get away from the
clubbing scene.Its getting too tiring.
So we decided jus to hang out@Esplanade
instead.

While waiting for Zaid & Min to come
we hang out @ Max Brenners first for
a cup of warm milk chocolate.Hehehe.





After a while Zaid & Min finally come.
Then Zaid went off to paradigm to
be one of the early bird.hahaha.Cheap entry!
And then while he is gone we take more pics!!





And today I'm gonna stay at home and rot.
Teebee and books here I come......

*8 more days to clearing all my leaves*

I'm gonna be sooo bloody free dat I'm
gonna clean my room.I bought a new blanket
from Aussino.Aaahhh pink karer!!
And bought 2 MNG polo t-shirt.
And now I declare bankrupt.

And its 4 more days to pay day.
More shopping.Wanna buy Abercrombie
pants and maybe top.JOEY!!!!
Must bring me there.Its a must!!
Heheheh.

I'm waiting for MAX BRENNERS
Somebody say wanna treat me to chocolates!!
How can I not be happy wif chocolates
and TREATS!!

Next week is a super busy week dat
I think I'm gonna eat,sleep,shit@work.
Gonna make myself busy with overtime.
*wink*

Moving on doesnt mean dat you can forget
dat person as easily as u wanted to.
Easier said den done.
Whenever I fall in love I haf so much
difficulty letting go of that person.
I treasure every little thing dat he
does and I will remember it for the
rest of my life.And I will tend to
forget all the hurtful thing he does to
me.

Moving on doesnt mean that I'm gonna haf
a new person soon in my life.
I dun see the point.
That person might jus hurt me too.
And I'm tired of going thru the
"Get to know session & the dating cycle."
People says I'm choosy.
Say whatever you wanna say.
I'm not the kinda person who go for
looks,money,bikes,cars or watever.
I rather go for simplicity.
A person whom I can call my lover
and my best fren too.

I know no one will understand me.

Sometimes I feel being hurt is nothing new.
Its the way my life is.
I have ALWAYS been ask to find
A BETTER GUY.
I have heard it for umpteen times till
I dun even know how better is someone
from the others.
Even the better one I get, ditched me for
someone else.

How great.

Psst...Gonna cut my long hair.Snip snip.
aaaahhhh....sayang tau rambut ku.
I will say bye bye to it soon.

*sob*

Ok a new template again.

I put back my old phlogger.
Goodness!Abeh kalau cerita, cerita lama!!
The time when I jus get to know my buffoon.
That was like last year!!!!

Thats all.
I'm out!

This BITCH has no life.
She be back once she thinks she have a life.

**Malas la nak layan**

Ouch!That word really hurt me and stays in my mind
for sometimes.I dunno what I have done for someone
to say something like dat.Maybe I have done something
wrong but stand up and say it to my face so I know.
Just thinking of it makes me extremely sad.
I realized that I got..........
Me myself and I is all I got in the end.

I'm going crazy alone at home.And I dun wish to tink abt it.
Being alone jus makes me thinks of him.
Went to Min's house last nite wif Dila.
Then Zaid and Tasha came later.
Had a talk wif Dila that makes both of us cry.Kecoh siak!!
Sheesha session at Min's house makes everyone
jadi BODOH!! Kepala sakit siak hisap tu sheesha
Kepala lagi sakit layan tu dua ekor bila tgh masak maggi!!
But it was fun having a slumber party.
Thanks guys,I had so much fun laffing at stupid things
dat come out from you guys mouth!!Full of nonsense!Hahaha.

And now still at min's house.
Dun feel like going home.
Going to causeway pt later to watch movie
with Dila,min & Zaid.

*Aku lapar!!!*

Friday...

I had a very fun time last friday.
After my exam I went back to Raffles hospital to tender my
resignation letter.After that went to Peninsular Plaza to
meet up with Freon and Ida.Ida bring her two kiddos,Aiman and shafik.
I really love the smallest kiddo,Aiman.Super duper cute!!Hahaha.
You will never stop smiling looking at him.Sometimes kids can
jus brighten up your days you know.Now I really really wish to
work in KK.Hopefully.

Anw ida, bring Aiman again next time k!! hehehehe

Saturday.....

Wow!Busy busy at work.
Reach home and sleep for a while before going to causeway pt
to take the birthday cake for Dr quincy and Dr kuek.
Went to Kembangan because the party is at Dr Susan crib.
I love her condo,jus next to the mrt station.hehehe.



My colleagues from different network



Dr lisa park cooking her korean dish



Korean chilli rice cake.Yummy!!

I left early wif some of my colleagues.
Met Zaid and Dilah at paradigm.
It started raining heavily when we were at PS.
It wont stop dat I was forced by this duo to run in the rain!!
And I was wearing white!Thank god make up still there.Important!!

Paradigm was sux.Crowd and music sux.
We took the train home in the morning.
This is what everyone do when its already 6am.



One thing I hate abt loggin in is dat I find it hard
to log out.So I guess I will log in a lot lesser now.
I want to sleep more,read more,eat more and think more.
I haf started to dream more now.Stupid dreams!!!
Makes me so sad for nothing.Dumbass!
Maybe once a week logging in will do.
Till my next update.....Tata!

Da datang aku nye tebiat nak mampos

I am getting sick of blogging and MSN.
I might not be logging in for sometime.
Goodbye!

I dunno how to put my feelings into words.
Its jus so hard for me to express my mix up feelings.
Sometimes I feel this way sometimes I feel dat way.
Sometimes I dun even know why the hell I'm sad or why I'm happy.

How I loathe when this feelings come.
It's like having a mood swing but this is worse.
I dunno what I want or what I need!!!

But now what I really want is to snuggle to somebody.
Sometimes I think I am like a cat.
hahahhahaa......

Maybe I shd haf an early nite.
BAH!!!

I've been feeling lazy these few days to update my pathetic blog.
Like who will read anyway.I jus blabber and continue to
blabber on my blog.hehehe.

Orite here is an update of my weekends.
Saturday was TWINKZ wedding.Hee~
The decor is nice because I feel like I'm in one of those
children's book.hehehe.cute...

Just take a look at this cake!!!



Aaawww I heart this cake a lot.Cute rite?!!hahah.

And take a look at this sweet newly wed couple!!



Congrats Farahin (twinkz) & Nazree

After the wedding rush home to meet up wif the furious Shidah.
Sorrylah babe...I'm stuck at the wedding.Cannot escape la!!haha.
We proceed to Paradigm to meet up wif Zaid and dilah.
Min came later....and den HE came at 2am.Hahaha.
Dtg jugak org tu.*wink*
I dunno why but the music was super nice on dat day.I jus cant stop
dancing.heheee~~

My girlfren left early on sat.*sob*
Yelar org ade matair apa.Aku sapa kan!!haiya!

Ok la maybe I shd open my business finance book and eeerr
study.....or maybe i jus stare at the book.hee~~~
Friday is my finance paper and I'm off!!Yippie!!
And den off to office to tender my resignation letter.
Heheheheeeee.......

The KL trip pictures are up for public viewing.
Click HERE

I finally get to ride the roller coaster @ Times Square
The roller coaster was sucks.Its not that good at all.
BUT me and Joey love the other ride which I forgot wat
it is call.Goodness dat really give me a chance to SHOUT!!
hahahaha.I feel good!!

The last nite was sucks.We were hungry at 2am.
Thank goodness the hotel restaurant still open.
Cita-cita nak bgn for breakfast, mcm real.haha
But anw Concord food sux.Be it breakfast or supper or watever.
I still prefer Chilis big time.

I'm so into the song Dun phunk with my heart!!
Hohohoh.Repeat mode on my i-pod.

No, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart
No, no, no, no, don't phunk with my heart

I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby)
I wonder if I take you home
Would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby)

I wonder....what I did dat it makes someone so pissed.Sigh

Tagboard down....shit!

Ok I'm back from KL! hehehe.
Met up wif Zaid & Min in Nouvo,KL.Cant believe they are SHY!!
Huahahaha.And it makes me the crazy one there.Haiz.
Ok whatever.I'm not gonna talk abt KL now.I will put up pictures soon.

For now, the important thing.
When I reached home jus now, my parents told me a shocking news.
My grand-aunt already passed away.I was shocked like hell.
I intend to visit her at NUH today but I haf to extend my
stay in KL jus becos I cant get bus tickets on mon!!!
I think I missed seeing her for the last time.
haiz.

I'm only away for 4 days and Shidah already missing me.
Huahahaha.She went clubbing wif Mai to chinablack.
CHINABLACK kaper girl??!!! huahaha.You hate that club dunch you!
Kesian kau eh shidah.Takpe nanti aku gi clubbing ngan ko eh girl.
hehehe.

Not working tomorrow!!!
Gonna watch some DVDs now.