I've been drunked for the past 2 days.
Too drunk dat I slept most of the time.
Hey not drunk as in drink liquor you buffoon!!
Drunk of swallowing all those cough syrup.Damn!
My cough is much better now but my voice eeerr i dunno what to say.
Muahahahaha.K whatever.

The point is I'm so frustrated trying to find a new skin
for my stupid blog.Everytime I found a nice skin there will
always be stupid errors like its too dark to put pictures or
my darling computer decided to hang.Haiz.
I will never change my layout!!BOOHOO!!

I feel really bad for not going to the hospital to visit
my grand-aunt who is diagnose wif breast cancer which is now at
the fourth stage (final stage).Haiz.I wonder how Sali is
coping now.Damn him!He never inform me.Shithead!And so my mum
went and lecture me for not visiting.She told me my grand-aunt is
beyond cure and in a really bad shape.*sob*

I shouldn't get all emotional abt this.When my mum told me yeah I
was a bit sad tho but everyone haf to go someday.But sometimes people
tend to take advantage of things.Its only when you lost that person only
will you realize how lonely it is w/o that person ard.Hah!I used to act like
I've no feelings at all when my great grandma passed away.I was only 7 den.
I did not cry a single tear when I saw her for the last time.But only
when I got home dat I realized I miss her so much dat i cry till I fall
asleep.And none of my family members knew dat I cried.Hahaha.I guess its
true ey when people said I like to hide my real self.hhhmm...

I guess I only can make it on tuesday.Gonna make my way to NUH.
And excuse me where the hell is NUH??Tell me how to get to NUH pls anyone.
Oh yeah the next thing I noe you guys will tell me to jus hail a cab.
Hahahaha.

Maybe I shd bid my farewell now.
Cause I'm going for a shortgetaway to KL
I'll be back soon.
DA!!!

Oh yeah HAPPY LABOUR DAY!!

Someone I jus get to know recently analyze me and
list my characteristic.
Let's see...

1)Weakness for people who is down emotionally,esp frens
2)Sensitive person.
3)Do not have a high self esteem or confidence.
4)Can be especially vulnerable when fall in love.

Thats all the fren can analyze me becos according to dat fren
its quite difficult to analyze my real characteristic becos
I love to hide my real self from others.

Muahahahahaha.

How true is it?
hhhmmm...all i can say is most of it is true.
Well whatever...

Oh yeah I got another MC for tmr.Yippie yey!!!
Yippie yey kebabai padahal tgh sakit siol.
Bila nak baik ni!!Batuk batuk tak habis2.Mcm hobby plak batuk.

My appetite haf totally gone.Whatever I eat taste funny.
And I'm not surprised if I lose weight drastically.
BAH!!

Alrite alrite.
It's time to update.Well actually haf not been feeling well
the past few days.Been coughing and coughing and I'm always
awake at nite.Well today I jus cant take it anymore.How unreasonable
can one be when my colleague forced me to assist the doctor when I
keep coughing in front of patient.Goodness! So pissed!!
That I rather take MC than assist the doctor.Whatever la.
Sometime it does not pay to be kind.Jus when its yr turn to
fall sick no one even give a thought that u are damn sick!!

I want to learn to be MEAN!!

Hopefully I recover by saturday.Pwwweeaaseee!!
Dun spoilt my weekends you bloody cough!!

Orite I better entertain my Miss sneezy and Mr cough
Here it goes again....

AAAAAaaaaaccccchhhhoooooo

Decision,Decision,Decision

Already received the sponsorship/scholarship application form from SGH
BUT thats not my first choice.
Hhhhmmm....I'll think about it again.

*think think think think*

Shd I or shd I not??

Juz the two of us....

Haf so much fun clubbing @ Paradigm on saturday.
Free entry,free drinks,reserved table,great company
Its so good if you haf a fren working as a bartender.

Get to know some friends over there.Great bunch of people
they are.They are super outgoing.
But one particular guy freak me and shidah out.
Super duper cute but such a pain in the ass.
So he is now on our ignored list.I jus dun get it.
Such a waste.

I received a super belated birthday present!!
A black Adidas bag!!!
Wee!! Thank you so much!!
And I bought 2 MNG top.Purple and red.
So now my wardrobe is a bit more colourful than before.
Its so hard to decide wat to wear when all my top is PINK!!

*faint*

Ironically, so many people haf been telling me abt their
relationship problem.Instead of giving them words of advice
I feel so lost and clueless about the meaning of LOVE.
I wish I can help them....but damn! my love life is as bad as theirs.
Hahahaa...who am I to give advice?...Mcm paham je la aku ni.
All I can do is jus listen and continue to listen.
I'm soooo good at it....hhhhmmm......

To add all that up,my colleagues haf been watching korean soap opera,
Stairways to heaven for like nearly one week.
That show was way too depressing.I can choke and die.
I think I shd stop watching sappy shows.*sob*

That sound like I need some retail theraphy..
Will do it today!! It always help. Never fail to put
a smile on my face whenever I go shopping.hahaha.The power
of shopping.

And you know what I hate my handphone.
Cant live without it , cant live with it
So tell me.I'm confused.

You know how people always say that Opposite do attract.
I dun believe in dat, cos for my case Opposite DONT attract

When I'm not interested I dun give a hoot abt that person.
When I mean friends only I really mean FRIENDS.
When I get irritated I jus cant be bothered to be even friends.

Its not jus abt looks that I'm looking for.
You can give me the most handsome guy in the world to me.
But if there arent any chemistry I will jus walk away.

Maybe I should do that.
But I'm not sure how to say it.
I dun like breaking people hearts.
hhhhmmmmm........

This song haf been on the repeat mode on my i-pod
The song that I've been searching since last week.Dumb!!
Been listening to it since last nite.hahaha.
So addicted to the song.
Da tebiat nak mampos agaknye

Only You - Ashanti

oooooh
i cant wait to get next to you
oooh
i just cant leave you alone

boy u got me doin things that i would never do
and i cant stop the way im feeling if i wanted to

im crazy bout the way that u could make say your name
and if i couldnt have you i would probably go insane

CHORUS
only u can make me feel(only u can make me feel)
only u can take me there (only u can take me there)
only u can make me feel(only u..only u can make me feel)
only u can take me there (only u can take me there)

oooooh
i cant wait to get next to you
oooh
i just cant leave you alone

boy u stay inside my mind aint no denyin that
only u could do the things that got me comin back

its gotta be the realist thing that i have ever felt
and i'll do what i gotta do to keep u to myself

only u can make me feel(only u can make me feel)
only u can take me there (only u can take me there)
only u can make me feel(only u..only u can make me feel)
only u can take me there (only u can take me there)

crazy.. bout the.. way you.. feel.. i just.. gotta.. have u ..here..
and i.. wanna.. let u.. know.. i wont.. ever.. let u go

Juz finish watching What women want on channel 5.
Aaawww so sweet.

If only.......
Guys understand what women want.Heard their ranting and raving.
Understand their needs without even saying anything.
It will be so much nicer to be in a relationship.hahaha.

If only......
They understand that it hurt us so much when we querrel.
How we tried so hard to understand them but yet they
gave a hurtful remarks dat we dun understand them at all.
How we always remember them first before making plans for the day.

If only.....
They know that we do cry silently w/o them knowing.
But yet we told them that everything is fine.


If only....
IT happen I guess it will be dooms day.

And I know someone will second me on this.hehe.*wink*

I'm so sick of staying at home for the weekdays dat when
Fina message me to meet up for coffee on thurs I gladly agree.
We haf a good talk.Really good dat we jus cant stop yakking abt it
till the moment we haf to separate to take our train.hahaha.
Hope to meet ya again some time for coffee.*wink*

Went driving last nite wif Shidah and Khairul.
So hilarious dat they jus cant stop laffing at me.
Yeah yeah the way I drive.What u expect I jus pass seh!!
Pick up Shidah and Khairul at the bus stop and drove
to Wan's block to pass him something.What a poor thing.
That fella is sick.Get well soon k.*hugz*
After dat went to yew tee and send Khairul home.
Chill under his block for a while.I reach home safely.
Hahahaha.Nothing happen to the car ok.*phew*

Today will be another stay-at-home day.Probably.
*scratch head*
Apa nak buat ni??

Drive again??hhhhmmm.....

*smile*

At 5.51am my hp rang like its gonna die anytime
soon if I never pick it up.What the fish,its only a message.
Another message at 6.15am and another at 6.51am.
And my alarm went off at 7am.My goodness!What a morning!
Thank goodness I'm not living at the kampung or else the next one will
be the rooster.And I will definitely kill that rooster.Hehehehe.

Orite to that person who message me early in the morning,pls
message me after 7.30am next time when I fully awake.Ish!
All dat to ask me whether my ex call me up?sheesh.Why shd I
even bother talking to an ex who is already attached.
Girl,dun worry I will not take him away from u and why shd
I lie to u?Hmmmm....I wonder what u are thinking at so
early in the morning.Tell me abt it.Heh.

I have the most terrible stomachache ever since morning.
Something is wrong wif my stomach.Goodness.
I guess its better that I sleep.

*sob*

And now please no wake up call at 5am in the morning.

Thanks! ~hehe~

I jus remember that I need to study for my business finance exam.
Damn it la!!I hate finance to the core!!No make that second.
Cause the first one will be shorthand.I'm a goner in shorthand.
Forget it shorthand is over but now is finance.
Last paper to the cert!!Gonna start soon but the question
is when??hhhhmmm....Exam is jus next month and gonna see familiar
faces soon at the exam.Hahaha.Maybe everyone jus cant pass finance.

I received a belated birthday cake yesterday.hehehe.
Thousand leave cake from coffee bean.My all time favourite.



Thanks sedah for the yummilicious cake.*muackz*

Oh man I'm being neglected again since Shidah haf a bf.
Mcm siak!!Hhhmmm....Why do people in love seem to be in their
own world huh?Like who give a hoot to frens rite?
Oh well nothing is new.Maybe I shd find myself a boyfren too to
keep myself occupied.Hahahaha.

Nyeh

Oh yeah I totally dig this song!!
Get low get low get low........

Was out with the girls last night.
It was madness.Querrels and jealousy was in the air.
Damn!!Why must it be last nite?Damn it!
At 7am in the morning I have to handle both parties stories.
Goodness!

Lets not talk abt the unhappy part.
Chill at borders wif shidah,sedah,afni and sali.
Met Mai and Ismail at Queenz.
Mai dress up like a butch.Hahaha.Cute.She rox!

Camera whores @ Borders



3 girls in black and one girl in red?hehehe



Whatever happened last nite was really crazy.I was strip by those bitches
at borders.Bunch of idiots!!They are sick.
And Mai strip herself at Queenz.
She opened up her top jus to show us she is not butch.
We jus cant help laffing at the way she dress.hehehe.
Thank god she never take off her bra.She gonna get it from us
if she ever do dat.Hahaha.

WELCOME TO MY CANDY SHOP....*wink*



My sex dance partner...hahaha

Had a nice dinner at newton last nite wif nad
After newton went to McCafe to chill.
I get a belated birthday present!!!



How nice!!
A great combination.
A book and a box of choc!!
Thanks nad....you know me well enuff ey.
See ya soon!!

What shd I do today??
Maybe sleep first before meeting the girls.

*yawn*