I decided to be back.
Kinda miss blogging.Hehehe.Ok trin and Freon.
ME BACK TO BLOGGING!!
Blogging with no archive.
No PAST...Juz the PRESENT.

Let's not talk about wat happen to me shall we.
From now on my entry gonna be jus a happy entry.
No more distraught or distressed entry.
Life been pretty ok.(oh ye ke?kwa kwa)
Thanks to Shidah and Aidil
Sweet la both of them.Dedicate this song to me.
Aaaaawwwww....Love u both...

Everything gonna be alrite - Bob Marley
Dun worry about a thing.
Every little thing gonna be alrite.
Singing dun worry about a thing.
Every little thing gonna be alrite.

Rise up this morning, smile at the rising sun.
Three little bird in front my doorstep.
Singing sweet song.A melody pure and true.
This is our message to u woohooo...

I had a great christmas Eve wif them.
I worried them to death when they see how uptite I was.
They simply drag me to Boat Quay.
No mats no minahs and no malay.RnB and RAggae.
I love that place.Hmmm...

Meet a fren up last nite.Kesian dia eh.
Got into an accident.Tu ah Reggae nite lagi.
Sampai masuk paper.Fofular korang eh.Kesian bangla tu.
Sungguh malang nasib dia.Haiz.Hahaha.
Mcm yeye la tak nak gi club lagi.Talk to my hand k.
*prrooottt*

Eh eh .....Tgk tu...


Someone jus bought a bike.Ehem!
Alamak ade P plate ah.Hehehe...
Meh ah jom kita gi riding meh.You my fren!!Hehehe.

Hiatus MODE

GOODBYE

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me

I jus dunno....Not in the mood for anything.
Going hiatus....goodbye....
Will update when I feel like it.

Meet up wif shidah jus now cos I was
craving for the Chicken Foldover
I can eat it every single day.So niceee!!



Maybe I will eat another one tomorrow.
hhhmmm....

I dun want to be jus your girlfren.
But I also want to be your best fren.
I dun want to be jus your companion
but I want to be there to ease your pain.
I dun want jus to be there for you
but I want to hold your hand and lead you to
a brighter side of life dat was blinded for you.

Even if your life looks bleak, I hope you are
strong enuff and always believe in yourself.
Even if you were ever to see me cry,
it will be the tears of joy of seeing you
happy and cheerful like before.
Even if there is someone better, it will be no one but you.

But then again, if I keep looking for someone
better den I will forever keep changing bf.Sheesh!!Bila nak game??!!
NNNnnoooooo......you better stop it eh B.

**Time to sleep....Zzzzzz**

Disappointed.
No Ben and Jerry chocolate fudge brownie
at Causeway pt cold storage.
*cries*

At last I settle for the MaCDonald Chicken foldover.
POWER!!!At least thats wat I thought.Hmmmm....
But I still want ben and jerry ice cream!!
*more cries*

I'm tired but I'm having sleepless nites.
How great can dat be?Hmmmm....
Boredom struck me again.....


When my batt died on me finally my eyes decided to close.
Good nite.....


**Whats the outcome for tmr?Haiz.Dunno leh**

Accidentally in love

This is all becos of BOREDOM!



**Lu Relek Sua Kambing!!**

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Damn!I'm so into this song.hahaha.NIce!!I loike!!
Accidentally in love??Hey maybe maybe.....
But I dunno where its heading.
It look so bleak.
Maybe its jus the beginning.Maybe maybe.
I should stop thinking abt watever possibility.
Think positive nurul!!!
Ok think of happy tots...hhhmmm
I jus cant wait for my new job.
But I keep fretting abt my Finance result.
And I keep missing him....
Haizzz...

**I need Ben and Jerry Chocolate Fudge brownie**

I'm out to cold storage...lalalala...
I'm so easy to please...muahahahaha.....

I dream....

Everybody dream of the perfect relationship.
But no, there's no such thing like PERFECT.
It never even exist.
I used to dream of having the perfect guy.
Of cos there are none.
I used to dream of becoming the perfect gf.
Of cos I cant be.

But beneath all those imperfection you
can make things perfect jus by accepting all
the flaws of your partner.

I dream of having a guy who love me unconditionally.
I dream of having a family of my own.
I dream of having the best girlfrens.
I dream of having someone who care for me.

For all I can do now is dream........

I dream......I can run like the wind and be strong.
When my heart jus want to give in
I dream.....I can be the hero thats in me...
I dream.....
I dream.....

Juz can't stop this tears from falling.

Stupid?Dumb?

Maybe....

Blame for things dat I dun even realize or do.
Whats going on?
Waited till I fall asleep...I dun even noe wats happening.
My phone or its me?

Baffled.

I outta here.....

Weekends

Weekends was a blast for me.
When three girls get togeder it was crazy.
Saturday was spent wif ma girlfrens.



Town to Clark Quay.
Goodness!It was so kecoh when its a girls outing.
So much bitching and more bitching session.
One of my girlfren was on a depressed mode dat
we ended up counselling her.
Lotsa things happen on sat but I jus cant be bothered
to type it all out.

Sunday was spent wif the gurls.
Spent our sunday in JB
We haf lunch at Anjung Warisan.I miss dat place.
Ok lets jus the pictures do the talking.



After getting lost a couple of time we finally reach our kampung.
Hehehe.Nice ambience and nice food.





A friend recently commented
"You still the same cheerful nurul dat I know"
Oh wow!Dats a compliment.Am I dat cheerful?Or is it jus a facade.
Hahahaa...Only god knows.I dun even know.sheesh.

Hey wassup wif people wif me having black hair?
Why does everyone go...

"Did you do something to your hair?It looks better
on you?"

I was like duh!!!I was born wif black remember??
I'm asian....got that in your head???
I jus cant help grinning at them and look at them
as if they are stupid or gone mad.
Thats my customers for you.Huahahaha...

Its time I stick to black hair.
Juz like my auntie will say...
Kau jgn nak step Ashlee Simpson
Eh suka la...Ashlee Simpson step mcm aku.
Its time to stop being the blond hair girl.
I wanna be the black hair girl.
Yeah right!!
Black hair due to damage hair.
Tsk tsk......

I think it's weird that I'm at home.
My friends find me weird dat I'm at home.
Eh dun be so mean la.
I know galivanting is like my hobby but sometime
you know there is always a reason why I'm at home.

The reason is....jeng jeng jeng...
becos TAUFIK WILL BE ON SURIA.
Hehehehe....sheesh I sound like a fanatic fan.
Even my girlfren roll her eyes when she ask me
to chill@civic centre wif a fren of hers.
I'm starting to hate that place.It's congested
with the baboon lookalike mats and the worst dresser
minahz.Goodness.Can someone please teach them how
to dress properly.And those tappered jeans??
Eeeuuww...no comment.
Me dress wif jus jeans and top wif slipper feel like
I'm the one who come from another side of the world.
Has simplicity lost its meaning??

Its seem like Business Times will be giving breakfast
if you bought their newspaper.And so my workplace is full
of this so-called business times reader.
Apek,nyonya and even cleaner claim their coffee.
Like someone will say.....
Mcm paham je.
I dun even understand reading dat newspaper.hahaha.
What u expect rite from Singaporean.
If u want free breakfast drop by Raffles MRT k.
If you dun understand reading the paper, try asking
those apek and nyonya.They haf better understanding of it.
Kwa Kwa Kwa....

*yawn*

Sleepy and sugar high.
Eat too much chocolate jus now at Max Brenner's
with Freon and the gang.

I juz cant stand Starhub customer service line.
I waited so long for my call to be answered.
And I haf to call umpteen time jus to configure the
setting for my MMS.

And so I was bored.
As usual, I so love taking pictures.
This time using my new hp.hehehe...
So the mentel...ish ish...


I jus dunno what the hell I'm taking.But I love the camera.
It's so clear.
But hey look!!!
MY FRINGE IS LONGER NOW.....
I loike.....

I finally decided to accept the job.
The pay may not be as good as my current job.
I'm willing to start from the bottom.
And now I jus can't wait to start work.
Hehehehe....

I'm feeling super bored.
I hate feeling this way.
I jus drag going home cos I know
there isnt anything that i can do.
No one to talk to.
And no one to go out with.
Girlfrens busy wif bfs.
And boyfren bz sleeping.
Where is everybody??!!!
Hello??!!!

*Staring at my hp and wishing someone will call me*

Eh am I being neglected here??
Tsk Tsk....

I need to go shopping....
Shop for earrings this time and shoes!!
Again?
Eeeerrr...ok maybe only earrings.
I jus dun understand whenever I shop...I only bring home rubbish
instead of things I really need.
I should stop being such an impulsive shopper.

BUT

**Girls will always be girls**

decision.

Ok decision decision decision...

Should I or should I not??

The answer lies in my hand.
Have to call her by today.

Shucks!Why is it so difficult??

Should I go for the job which pay less
that my current job?Sheesh.

Maybe maybe.....

My prerogative

Now Yooou...
Talkin' 'bout a family,
Now Yooou...
Sayin' I complete your dream,
Now Yooou...
Sayin' I'm your everything,
Your confusin' me, what you say to me, don't play wit me, don't play wit me, cuz

What goes around comes around, what goes up must come down,
Now who's cryin' desirin' to come back to me
Gotta stop tryin' to come back to meee

What goes around comes around, what goes up must come down,
Its called karma baby and it goes around

Listen up fool...I'm over you....
I may be fooled by you once but its not gonna
work out this time.
Say whatever you want I dun care.
It's my decision.
That's my prerogative.

Nokia 6230

I finally succumb to my temptation and
bought the Nokia 6230.After much tinking
and ranting and raving and watever i haf done dat
make some of my frens roll their eyes when I still
can't decide which hp to buy.Hahaha.Sorry hor girls.
I'm so fickle minded.....as always rite?hahaha.



Thank you dear for accompanying me to buy the phone.
I heart you many many.Hahahaha.

No more nuisance calls!!! Yippie!!
For now....
**Keeping my finger cross**

Grooving to Its a pity - Tanya Stephen

Wee!!Gonna buy hp tomorrow wif dat someone.
*wink*
Gonna change my number too...
Juz cant stand all those nuisance calls.
Juz receive one jus now.
Do i haf to endure this every single day.
I'm pissed!

I miss my girlfren Shida.
Been a long time since i hang out wif her.
Still waiting for her to call.
Damn it!Make it fast biatch!hahaha.

**Feeling so bored**

HAppY 27th BiRfdAe tRiNa!!

Another nite with the girls.
But it was a special nite.

Happy 27th Birthday TRINA!!



The birthday cake....



The birthday gal wif the birthday gift....

Need i say more abt last nite?