Thanks guys for all the encouraging tags....appreciate it so much...I am fine....but still feel sad when i tink of it....but nvm....i learn to live with it....heheh

Anyway meet up with Freon and Trina yesterday.....was actually shocked to see the way Trina shop....my gosh!Luckily she never buy the whole shop.......*Phew* After dat we proceed to Macdonald waiting for Dee (Freon's cousin) to finish work....jus talk and talk till come to a point when Freon told us a ghost story that freak me and Trina out.....hehe....At first tot of going to LK with them but looking at the time i tink i better go home.....well anyway i will drop by one day with baby...yup hope to try Trina's coleslaw...haha....But it was great meeting these two ladees....hehe....actually wanna upload the pictures took with my hp but too lazy ah...maybe some day la k...hehe

dats all my entry for now...wanna sleep...watching "the last samurai" again tmr...freak sak aku ni....hehe....this time have to accompany baby actually....*wink*...hey dun miss American Idol ya tmr....cant wait cant wait *jumping jumping*...LOLz....And TorQue will be out on 5 FEB.....fuhyoooo....a must watch movie!!!!!

Sometime u cant jus make everyone happy. And no matter how much effort u put to change for the better but peeps still see u as the old u. And no matter how bad u want to forget all your past but there are still peeps who keep reminding you of your past.....Oh well thats life and its only natural that peeps tend to see more of your negative side and some peeps jus dun believe that u have change....how saddening.....the more i tink about it the more i tink this relationship wont work but what makes me go on is when baby told me this."LET THE WORLD SEE YOU THAT WAY..IN MY EYES ALONE I HAVE SEEN U CHANGE...THE WORLD IS NOT IMPORTANT TO KNOW YOUR CHANGE...THE IMPT IS U YOURSELF..B GLAD U HAVE CHANGE..."

But then again we dun live alone in this world....we live with people around us.....haiz....I have never expect that i will feel this way when i am with baby....cos all this while watever i do i dun even care wat peeps will think of me later......but now i do i really do.....haiz.....

It was raining the whole day yesterday....met baby first at bugis...ate@banquet...we felt bored while waiting for nad,siraj and hakim so we proceed to swensen to ate ice cream!!yummy!

Then we proceed to NUS for the Pentas Pujangga...I am so scared when i cant even see the road sign....but Alhamdullilah we rij NUS safely.....hehe...Anyway all i can is the whole show make me so sleepy...ish....wif all the "bangsawan" and puisi....not my kinda thing but ok la some of the act damn farnie...hehe....oh well TP won only the consolation prize...i support Republic actually jus becos i'm with a group of ex TP...hahah.....bah!! sorry baby...*wink* We left NUS ard 11.40pm....ate at one of the cheese prata shop at clementi....very nice!!I loike murtabak chix with cheese....yummy!

Anyway here are some pic that i took....

me and sedah....my ex-best fren in pri sch.....(long story y we become ex..)

Queing up to go in...with sani hussein head menyemak kat tepi...haha

the two bored guys....

the sweet couple...haha....good luck siraj.....*wink* u can do it...

Lastly baby and me in the car....see all his cartoon car accesories......

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Hey anyone know how i can make the picture appear larger?....i dunno y its so small..hhmm.......anw going out again later to bodyworld wif baby and siraj....thats my weekend...hope u guys enjoy yr weekend!!

Went to East coast park yesterday.......like "kampung melayu"...hmm lotsa malays...rij there around 12+...my aunt family was already there....hehe.....then my aunt told me that Salihin and gang was also there....so i ended up hanging out with them...hehe.....luckily his gf is ard .....afta that i went back to my family site and slept in the tent for 3 hrs....i got a terrible headache...the weather was hot but i dun care and i dun feel hot also cos i was actually having fever .....geez wat a day...rij home and ate 2 panadol....watch Jelangkung.....crap seh.....i ended up sleeping with the tv on...

Missing baby so much.....he so busy werking.....but nvm i gonna spend the whole weekend with him....yippie!!Going to Pentas Pujangga on SAt and bodyworld on sun....hhmm.....

Going to the airport tonite cos my aunt going off to Mekkah again......i think its her third time......hehe....welll at least i go out of the house rather than rot at home ....i hate staying at home during my off day....when i work everybody ask me out but when i am bumming at home nobody call!!! haiz....

went to work jus now....didnt expect the crowd was like as if we having sales....penat giler!!! all the last minute shoppers bz buying clothes . Its so frustrating sometime when we already closed the door but the remaining peepz inside still taking their home sweet time choosing the clothes....harloww!!!!cant u see we closed!buzz off man.....hehehe...feel like telling dat 2 dem...but of cos i cant do dat...have to smile and serve them........haiz...

went out with sue and inda afta work...ate @sakura...my gawd....first time i saw town like a ghost town...geez....but i loike it dat way....hehe...how i wish it is like dat everyday....haha.....anw we went to watch "The Last Samurai"...wow!the movie power!! highly recommended....

waiting for baby to rij home now...he watch movie too...."the company"..with his friends.....i dunno wat movie is that...and i dunno y he watch it....so dumb rite....he said boring.....padan muka...haha....

yeyey!!Its public holiday!!and i dun need to work!!Phew! the only time....but have to work today ...haiz....have to work so that the chinese staff can rest at home....for their reunion dinner...have to work till 6pm today at paragon....meeting Sue and Inda afta dat.....

I know its too late but i have to say this....School of Rock really ROX!!!!.....haha.....jus got to watch it yesterday with baby. well baby have to work everytime we wanna watch movie...haiz...when we got out of marina square we saw fireworks!!!!! Wah so shocked seh...was thinking wats the occasion....hhhmmm......well watever it is baby was so happy to be able to watch the firework with me by his side...haha....cos we miss it on new year eve ....he work on that day wat else.....the firework was nice but not as nice as new yr eve i believe...

oopss....i have to bath and rush to work....thanks guys for tagging me.....will try to tag u guys later ..... have to rush already......ppppoooooffffff!!!

Was at BBDC the whole day....gosh!the room was bloody cold...was shivering the whole day....and the rain make the room more worst.....Already finish with the 3 theory lesson...left with lesson 4....my first practical will be on 17 Feb...wEE!!Cant wait!!

Upset!Upset! with baby.....went to work on sunday and he not happy with it...so unhappy that he refuse to talk to me or even sms.....he made my whole day feeling so miserable....i was tinking the whole day ....where do i go wrong here? I know he cares a lot abt me....but sometime i need to make my own decision to do certain things.....i'm glad he realize his mistake and apologize at 3.40am....(gezz he do some thinking the whole nite..heh) being the soft hearted me....i always give in to watever he said or do....Hate it when he talk abt Khalsom, hate it when he talk abt Suhaila....hate it when he talk abt all his girlfriends!! the more i heard abt khalsom the more i hate this gerl....*singing to black eyed peas* SHUT UP!JUS SHUT UP...SHUT UP!.....haiz ....sometime when u love that someone so much this is the kinda thing u have to endure.....watever!! jus typing my feelings here.....but not really my deepest feelings...hehe......that shd be kept to myself ....ahakz!

I slept the moment i rij home....felt sick jus now.....my fever went up again jus now....after a good rest...i woke up at 11.30pm...wanna eat ice cream that i jus bought but the stupid cover jus refused to open.....ni yg buat aku marah ni....hhhmm....so i put it back to the fridge...haiz...tot of eating it with the hershey choc syrup.....too bad maybe try again tmr...hehe....

I lurve this layout!!hehe...thanks AIMAN!!

Suppose to work today but i said i'm sick...really am....dun have the energy to go anywhere...too exhausted....been working for more than 1 week w/o any off actually...plus school ....i wonder where i got all the energy to do all that.....tot of gog to work actually but baby told me to jus rest at home cos i need it....cos yesterday i was having a fever & flu when i met him afta work..

Inda jus called me saying abt the pergas thingy...have to wait till june to enrol for the class....hhmm so long....and the course takes 5 years to finish....wow! it have been like 5 years since i went to madrasah and read the Quran.....geez ! still remember wat baby told me dun suceed academically only cos that is not enuff for me....well wat he said is true after all....dunch u guys tink so?hhmm....

GOOD NEWS!!! I passed my Final theory!!yeyeyeye......took two times oredi....luckily the second try i pass...nearly give up hope but baby is always there encouraging me to take again....*muacks* luv u baby....u rox!! hahah

School was okie..last day today..then one week holiday cos of CNY....yippie!!got lotsa plan....lotsa thingy to do....mon going to bbdc jus to attend the theory lesson which they said compulsory to attend even tho i have passed the basic and final...aint that dumb!!waste my bloody time....and i'm broke!!!! help me!! but my mum kinda agree to top up some for my practical....phew!!

ok going to my grandmama place after maghrib later....got to go....tag me aiite!!heheh

Meet Lyana afta school yest....went down to tampines to play pool....been a long time i never play pool.....we actually play only 4 games in 1 hr....mampos...merepek seh kita org main......not serious at all......keep laffing and laffing instead of playing....and lyana keep making the white ball enter the stupid hole..hahah...and i got lotsa free ball!!!!huahahah.....fun fun ....shd play again....

Ate at Kampung Chai Chee ....then baby call me said he wanna join us....so he came down....so happy to see him....*hugz*...cant get enuff of him....hhmm......first time saw him wearing spec...he look cute as ever.....

Rij home today and found the house empty.....geez.....strange....suspected that my parent go and take the car at Ubi.....mum call me and said she already took the car....aaarrgghhh!!!They went w/o me......*sob**sob*.....but anw i am happy at last we got a new car!!!!!! its KIA......well was hoping for honda S2000.....huahahaha....like real only la....dream on la NURUL!!! but anw the best part is my car is the same brand like baby's.....cant believe it....

waiting for ma parent to come home...maybe gog out later to eat....thats wat ma mum said...hhhmm dunno la....gonna snap a photo of my new family member soon....my new "baby"....hehehe....

gezz wat?I skip class today....huahaha....went out to meet baby and his fren Rashid...well anw i bought a long skirt today at Fond Hugs@NS....so expensive but i lurve it...been eyeing it for mths...i lurve all the skirts there....and the tube and spaghetti strap are simply unique...but too bad i cant buy it cos i dun tink baby will love to see me wearing it....the damn skirt cost me 59.90....hhhmm

rush to City hall mrt to meet baby then he bring us around in his car ....cos his fren jus got back from brunei.....proceed to town afta dat to eat then rashid went to fetch his fren Wati...dun reli talk much to Wati tho cos afta eating baby have to rush to the Airport to fetch his parent who jus got back from Indonesia...

and now i am back at home....feeling so bored...haiz...have to wake up early tmr ....must go to BBDC.....go to sch and then meet up with lyana.....

On fri me going to watch School of Rock with baby after work.....yippie!!!cant wait for it.....but i tink most of u guys have watch it rite.....lambat setapak la aku ni....heheh....

jus got back from work ...worked at compass point jus now..boring seh...i hate it...the customers also very boring bunch of pepz.......sux big time..and the worst part is by the end of this mth they going to transfer me to compass point....i cant believe this is happening to me!!haiz....luckily there is a st8 bus to compass pt.....phew....

Baby msg me at work today...saying that he really feeling very sick.....and when i called him afta werk....i cant bear to hear his voice..he sound very weak...told him umpteen time to visit the doctor but he is so stubborn and still got the energy to go to work...haiz

I tink i am going to BBDC on monday morning to enrol for my driving...hehe finally.....i am sure i am going to be broke after paying everything....but nvm....i wanna get my licence as soon as possible...i hope to get my driving licence as well as my diploma by the end of this year....these are what i aim to achieve this year...ahakz....hehehehe....

ok got to sleep now....have to work ....AGAIN! at paragon this time...12-9.....*yawn*.....good nite pepz....

Jus reach home..hehe....went out with baby jus now....to watch Ju-On 2 at Plaza Singapura.....that show really power..but i still prefer the first one tho...hhmm....i was like the only one screaming actually in the cinema...hehe..boring seh......and then suddenly in the middle of the show ...a gerl beside me burp!....mcm siak!!! burp da mcm babi ....thats wat baby comment and i actually laff so loudly...huahaha...imagine a gurl burp like a guy....gosh!

Went to Kallang after dat...and i finally saw the bridge i have been wanting to see....wah so happy...and so romantic walking at the bridge with baby...sit near the river and talk....he explained abt yesterday....he actually woke up late for work and was in the rush and he drove to work thats y he cant sms me...luckily his explaination make sense...lurve him so much....the power of love that u learn to forgive and forget...hehe...he still sick having a fever and flu....he actually gulp down nearly half a bottle of cough syrup.....tgk la ...da lama hidup tul.....and he also swallow a flu pill.....no wonder he didnt even woke up the whole day....haiz

then went to Changi to eat our dinner....proceed to his house cos his brother ask him to buy some food....then he send me home....talk a while in the car...nearly fall asleep actually while talking...kinda sleepy...hehe...ok got to go.....wanna sleep...tmr have to work again 1-9 @ Paragon....morning everyone....hehe...good nite to me....

Kinda feeling down...kinda disappointed with baby....kinda mish baby...kinda everything....haiz....its like a mixture of feeling that i jus dunno how to describe...

its jus sad sometime that u make the effort to jus msg that person no matter how bz u are but that person jus cant make that effort at all eventho it jus take less than 1 min to type....haiz...and when he never sms u will be so worried and wonder what happen to him the whole day.....he said he is sick but he still go to work.....but i jus wonder why cant he jus spend 1 min to sms me back when he is on the way to work?? maybe i am being not understanding enuff here...jus maybe i should stop being a freak...hahaha....whatever la....Haiz....but i still love him though....

but then again i am happy when i came back home jus now my mum oredi alter my new pant that i bought at work...50% off....so cheap.....its a hipster straight cut pant.....its brown colour...i lurve it so much.....gonna wear it tmr maybe ....hehehe...
ok gonna sleep now......have to work @6.30am....tata....