Got a new website which keep my eyes glued to my monitor for hrs....hehe
Music Videos

I dun even noe whether i'm in love or whether its jus a phase i'm going thru...I'm not even sure of my feelings anymore....Maybe i yearn for the attention....and when i got it.....I'm smitten by his wittiness and down to earth character. He is my buffoon....khakhakha...

I used to haf this aversion toward guys and tot i will nvr get along with guys anymore....but never did i expect that i got along so well with him....so well dat i'm scared of falling in love with him...and i'm scared of him falling for me....

Loneliness have always been my fren since he left me......but i persevere it on my own....and of cos with the big hoo haa that happen after the break up and the 'case of the ex' thingy dat really irked me and make me so upset. And all those time which i try to pick myself up again on my own and those sleepless nites i stay up thinking of the things dat i had and lost...wat i want in my life. In the midst of my difficulty, he was there cheering me up every single day. With his annoying gd morning msgs to his silly jokes. He never failed to put a smile on my face. *grin*

I have even contemplated of jus disappeared and run away again. I know i shouldn't run away from reality and fate. I believe strongly in fate....I guess i'm jus so terrified that history will repeat again.......
I guess i'm leaving the way it is....why shd i throw away the happiness that is so sublime and feel so rite at the same time....huahha....

**Let's take each day at a time aiite**

I jump for joy last nite when they announced dat John Steven is out.....khakhakha...
Thank goodness my teebe is still there...Phew. Haha

These past few days have been really an eye opener for me......I'm really happy with how my parents brought me up.....to be what i am today...*grin*
I'm jus glad dat my mum nvr give up on me....her constant nagging and how strict she is to me....I'm jus glad she is my mum.....heheh

Someone ever told me few yrs down the road u will be married with kids...but i said no way....i can't even find the rite guy i dun tink i will ever tink of marriage....and being call spinster is better than being call widow. Right?? hahaha......

Life have been much happier....Z have been a great friend and nvr failed to make me laff with his lame jokes which sometime i dun even get the jokes...hahaha.....well he have always been my clown of the day whenever i take a break from my notes.....hehe

P/S: Thanks for the taggies my fellow bloggers.....

One thing I hate about Exam!!!

One thing i hate abt exam is I'M MISSING OUT IN EVERY ACTIVITIES DAT GOES ON!!

First, there is a Teratai BBQ pit at East coast tmr.....which i can't go cos i haven even finish rivising my other 3 subject.

Second, my family picnic at Changi on sat .....which i can't go too cos of the same reason!

Third, I can't meet Z too....cos of the same reason.....i really wish to meet him but i really dun hav d time...haiz.

I'm going crazy at home reading and writing all my notes so dat i can memorise them....shucks!!!
I can't study at nite cos my parents too busy watching the teebe which i wld join them in the end. Haha.
So i only have the whole morning and afternoon to myself to study everyday. It's not enuff.
Damn i'm getting cranky this few days.

P/S: I can't wait for today AMI result...hehe....hopefully i dun throw the teebe out of my window...haha

Harlow world!! I feel so lazy to update nowadays....well thank goodness some of the HRM thingy get into my slow brain....phew!

Juz read the paper jus now and Black eyed peas is coming to Singapore as well as D12.....Mcm siak.....I wanna go!!!!!! hhhmmm.....i dun tink any of my fren is interested. The reason is It's all about the money....Khakhakha......

Such a peaceful day today....my hp is so quiet....hehe...Thats a good sign tho....sorry all my dear girlfrens i will make sure all yr hps go beserk once i finish my exam....huahahaha......

For now ....have to hit my HRM notes again.......I better stop tinking abt wat i will do afta exam...so distracting!!!! HELP!!

When studying get so bored.....this is wat i do....


My notes....aarrgghh....

Going thru my old album and i found this...my ITE frens

And i found dis too....pic of me and my close fren Siti...

and not forgetting this too...my ex Jufri....

This is my latest pic....me and afni at POP

I'm bored of studying...somebody pls enlightened me...hehe...

I jus dun understand...some people can criticise u for days and days....as if u make one big sinful and unforgiven mistake in the world....making a small matter become so big....Oh well thanks a lot....I cant be bothered....No one is perfect in this world.....eventho sometime yr words have hurt me couple of times but i dun really take it to heart...cos its jus you....u r like dat...so anw thanks for not voicing up in front of me....I'm jus saying wat i tink....nvr meant to hurt anyone....already said sorry but was ignored....oh well cant really do anything abt it....cos maybe its really unforgiven...ok i got it....

Make a couple of new frens last weekend...huahaha....I tink i'm beginning to open up...I have been avoiding guys who wanna get to noe me...but i tink its time i stop avoiding them.....hehehe....oh well we have to move on rite.....ok have to start revising....

Good morning!! Yoohoooo!! I jus came back home....I'm jus so upset with everything dat i went out the whole day.....I felt guilty...upset...depressed...pissed...everything....but i push it aside when i'm outside....i leave my troubles at home lock it up in my drawer and wave goodbye to them....*grin*

Went to town to meet Sali and the rest...have our dinner@Pizza Hut.....have a great laffing and crapping session...haha...Oh I mish going out with them.....

While i was out with them....Ai msg me dat she gonna drink till she drunk....I was so upset...I dunno why....I was worried...cos she only 16 ...I noe she ever lead a wild life but i jus dun want her to get drunk...I noe how its like....its really awful...i dun want her to end up sleeping with some guys jus becos she is drunk...I told her nicely to go home....thank goodness she went home before 12am...Phew!. I told dat fella to persuade her to go home..but instead he shout at her....~WAT THE FISH~....Idiot! Wen a person is upset u shd not make her more upset....So pissed with this idiot....maybe he put his brain in his ass....

Went to JB with Fizil afta dat.....ride his scrambler....wee!! nice! D second time i ride a scrambler...now i feel like getting bike licence....khakhakha.....so back to the story...
we went to Singgah Selalu to have supper...ate the tom yam noodle....my god...its so damn spicy....but the best part is we have sheesha....woohoo!! Tried the apple flavour...nice nice!!I loike!! Jakun nak mampus....first time la katakan. Talk crap with him and laff and laff...siao!
Been so long since i met him......since last 2 yrs....shd do it again sometime...hehe...
Dun be jealous ok caRLita.....we will go for sheesha afta my exam ok.....

I'm still krayzie as ever.....still talkative as ever...still laff like there's no tmr.....
Dis is me....Eventho i'm going thru a bad patch in my life....I'm still happy as ever...cos Laffing is the best medicine *wink* hehehe......does it make sense to u?
No?
yes?
dunno?

Hello? you hear me? answer me leh......haha...ok i'm talking to myself...
Good nite...time to hit the sack.......zzzZZZZzzzzz

**Unlock my drawer..."yoohoo u still der troubles??"**

I make a new friend....a friend whom i ever quarrel with all the vulgarities coming out from our mouth...a friend whom i hate her but have never meet before....a friend whom i tot she is a bitch with the capital B. And now we got along like an old friend...and her name is Ai.
She's none other than Is ex-gf. I spent the whole nite talking to Ai. There are a lot of hidden stories behind my relationship with Is. Yes, I was upset..so upset. I guess thats the reason why i have been dreaming of Is....those restless nites.

Dear Is,

How could a nice person like you change to a person who is so heartless?
How could u be so heartless and lied to me when we are still attached?
How could u be with another girl when we are still attached?
How could u be so stupid as to drown your sorrow in liquour?

Do you know i hate a person who lie to me? Why do u still do it? Jus to cover your own ass and push all the blame to me? Blame me for the failed relationship? Maybe thats the right thing to do yup by breaking up with u......You have such a big ego...never admit it when u lied.....I have told u before...you can never lie to me cause u are so bad at lying.....you can hide but u cant run away from me.....Every time u lie to me.....i will noe the answer sooner or later.....becos i noe i have never lie to you before...never....

There's a lot of other stuff from the hidden stories but i shd not mention.....its better left unsaid...
Why is the past keep haunting me??
I have enuff of my past.....but it came back to me again and again....so many people passing all the information of my exs to me....wat for??!! Juz tell me when dey are dead....

Enuff said....I'm jus so upset over the things i jus get to noe....it was such a big blow to noe all that....but i pity Ai cause it seemed dat Is is making Ai as a rebound to forget me.....haiz...why are things getting complicated??

I need to get out....OUT!!! Anywhere!! Everywhere!! Goodbye!

Had a great time yesterday at CDA. Salihin, my cuzin(or is it uncle?haha) POP. I have never been to civil defence POP....only to army POP but thats donkey years ago. kudos to the fire-fighter....even tho the whole show is not the real thing but it was smth dat i will never forget....all those fires, all those explosion...simply amazing....check this out

I was so upset, devastated, brokenhearted,sad jus name it.......Its all becos of American Idol. I can't believe it!! How could Latoya, Jennifer and Fantasia at the bottom 3??!!! how??!! Americans are u deaf or are u jus plain stupid!!?? Or is it jus becos of colour?? This is getting stupid....I can't bear to watch this show anymore...my favourites are all gone!! Jus left with dearie Latoya, dearie Fantasia and dearie George...boohoo! The only talented people left.....


She my sweetheart.....my top fav.....

Goodbye Jennifer...sob sob....

This song add to my misery......sob sob

The past few days have not been good for me....i did not get a good nite sleep...I keep dreaming of my past....dreaming of my ex Is. Maybe i have been locking myself up in the house for way too long...i need to get out...need some fresh air...need my friends laffter and lame jokes...i mish dem.....

I want to cry but there are no more tears to cry ...i wanna scream but all i can do is scream silently. The only place i can pour all my sorrow is my blog. The temptation to head down to the club is so great but when i tink back of how the clubbing scene is i back out....I have spent 2 freaking yrs going clubbing....i tink dats enuff for me....and i thanks my frens for understanding me....haha....but they still persuade me to go tho....in a joking manner cos they are still eyeing my Asia Card....but HELLO!!! Still wanna go HRC huh? So lame....the stepping stone for those who jus turn 18....hahah...you guys can go...i will only show my card and once u guys are safely inside with all the lamers i will bid goodbye.....and good nite...enjoy yrself with the kiddos....huahahaha...but what shd i do with this useless Asia Card. Maybe i shd head down to K.L and stuff myself with d Halal HRC food....anyone wanna join me??

I tink i really need to get out of this house....been sleeping,blogging, eating, revising and reading....I'm bored to death....and its killing me....and the past is haunting me....going out later...meeting Afni at Boon Lay MRT for Sali POP.....gosh....I'm so lazy.....

I hate my past and it haunting me....I jus wish i'm dead.

Woke up real early today cos my driving is at 8.35am and ended at 12.05pm....gosh....I tink i better put my driving on hold for a moment....cos the funds are getting real low and my mum promise me by the end of the month...thank goodness...at least she wont keep asking me when is my next lesson...

You know smth? I really hate Sporean drivers!! So bloody impatient!! HELLO!! Cant u see there is a big L at the back of my car...I was horned nearly 5 times out of the 100 minutes....IDIOT!! I'm so pissed...So irritating...there i was trying very hard to do everything according to procedure and the lorry at the back keep horning....in the end i didnt check my blind spot at all.....thanks to all those APEKS!!

HOT NEWS
Wow! I jus received news from the bitch (sorry dun get me wrong here..I called all my girl frens bitch...haha...of cos they r not..i love them!!) Afni dat the road of the mrt side at Golden Mile collapse on nicoll highwayat 3.30pm ..There is a gas leak leads to a underground explosion...GOSH!! and Suntec having a black out!! ~wat the fish~ and 2 Thai workers missing. Stay tune for more on news 5 tonite...huahaha........ok time to hit the notes again....I HATE STUDYING!! Who does anyway.....

Good morning!! I miss my daily dose of Daniel Ong & Sheikh Haikel. They seem to brighten up my morning every day....i woke up late jus now...damn! try again tmr...

I only manage to do some revision yest...the arrival of my notty cuzin distract me. I ended up watching Gothika. Missy migraine come for a visit again last nite...and was forced to have an extra early nite...thanks a lot!!

I finish reading Can you keep a secret by Sophie Kinsella. Its not that hilarious but its quite a good book....Marian Keyes books are much more hilarious...trust me....Coming up next is Confession of a shopaholic. Gonna collect the book tmr....BUT ....this is not the rite time to read a book!!! oh shit....ok make it the last book okay...he he he....gotta go...hit my accounting notes and get ready for school.....I hate the weather today!!!

Did u grow up watching this bear??


Caring Mission: Cheers people up.
Symbol: Her rainbow symbol represents hope.
Personality: Happy and upbeat.
Character Quirk: Sometimes communicates through rhyming cheers.
Color: Pink.
Best Friend: Wish Bear
Relationship Challenge: Grumpy Bear - she's always trying to cheer him up!
Motto: When in doubt, SMILE

I simply love this bear when i was small....i have the bag with her on it...CHEER BEAR

It was such an unproductive day for me yesterday...my accounting notes are in front of me but yet i choose to read can u keep a secret. Ha ha...I simply can't stop reading the book. I better finish it soon if not i will never start my revision.

My driving really sux yesterday. I book for 2 lessons..and both lessons i got a diff instructor...And i really feel like strangling the first instructor...cos he love to give me last minute instuction...i panic the whole time with him...I make the car go over a curb...huahaha...but of cos not the curb on the road la....on the circuit.
The second instructor seem much better but i feel like i'm a taxi driver. after the junction turn left.....go straight......turn rite GOSH! I feel like laffing!! One thing i can say is I'm so tired after 4 hrs of driving non-stop....

So freon do u still want me to drive u home after i get my licence??hehe

I can't believe it JPL is out from AMI....i tot he gonna stay for another round or wat...but instead dat boring John Steven is staying!! CRAP!!

I am so sick of listening to guys who are so dumb...cant even think when a girl is taking advantage of them....can't even move on with life....its as if there are only one girl in this whole wide world....GET A LIFE...Wats the use of patching up today break up the next day for like 10 times in 3 mths..and the reason he gave me is he love that girl so much....asshole..i dun tink dat girl love him as much as he love that girl...I told him he is being stupid and to break up once and for all but he jus wont listen...gosh...i give up advising him....buatlah apa ko suka! I jus cant be bothered ....maybe some people love being sad and depressed all the time huh and cant accept opinion......oh well.....maybe i shd jus keep my mouth shut and jus said "yes u are rite...u shd go on with her....yeah she is nice....bla bla bla...." Which kind of fren want to see her fren get hurt again and again?? yeah maybe i shd jus be a hypocrite and keep my opinion to myself...maybe dat will make everyone happy huh!!

SOMETHING THAT MAKE ME HAPPY

Yippie!! I can collect the book Can you keep a secret (dat i have reserved) tmr.....whoa!! I cant wait to read the book....Okay YUL i will keep a look out for chp 25 aiite...*grinz*

Already book my driving...finally i have the time for driving....gosh cant wait for tmr...

wokay CaRLita...thanks for the cheers...I am updating my blog now..he he

The actual fact is i got nothing to say...or shd i say crap..but usually when i got nothing to say my entry seem longer than usual...dunch u tink so??

Yesterday was officially my last day at work until further notice from me....hehe...prolly will return to work after exam la...if i cant get a better offer elsewhere that is...

I woke up this morning with a warm good morning by TRINA...she finally back...welkum back trina...i guess freon wld be so happy. *wink* bila nak meet ni??hhmm

As i have expected.....my mum came up with lotsa crazy ideas. Things like brochures of private schools and even ask for my resume...gosh! My exam have not even started!!I am so pissed...she jus handed me a brochure of some stupid nursing course at some farking Nanyang Institute of management. I can't believe it!! she is like practically forcing me to take up nursing and doesnt even care about my interest, my dreams and my ambitions.....I'm so tired of querrelling with her over this. Its all because of this farking country that i live in....where all the good job are given to all those MATA SEPET out there...and people like us have to work our ass off to jobs that they are jus not interested or tink not suitable for them....and thats is the reason why my mum is acting this way....she even ask me to sign on to police....~wat the fish~!

Most probably i am taking the easier way out AGAIN......yup jus to make my mum happy...maybe i will take up nursing....haiz....i will tink abt it again...~i jus wish i'm dead~
Enuff about all the things that make me sad and depressed....

Hopefully tmr will be a better day for me.....and hopefully my mum will stay away from me for the time being....at least wait till my exam over......den i got so much time to entertain her.

I need my daily dose of Cadbury hot chocolate now and gonna continue reading my marian keyes book....good nite...

Hmm.... i dun seemed to have anything to write anymore...gosh..Let's see

First of all....the scorching weather made me stay indoor all the time...haha...I spent most of my time reading my book...
Spent time talking to Lyana on the phone last nite....we bitch and crap a lot....gonna mish her a lot....she going back to MELBOURNE uuuwweekk....eeerrkk...am i being a lachrymose here?

After talking to her..."HE" called me...and it really surprise me...oh well...he is stationed at SGH...ok so i spent time entertaining this bored guy for a while....but after a while...my words turn a bit nasty and harsh...i tink he pissed but he jus dun want to make a big fuss abt it . Well I am glad.....he been very nice lately....but i jus cant be bothered to be nice back...or maybe i jus cant....haiz...watever it is...i still can be nice sometime...depend on my mood la...haha....

This good fren of mine...SITI been trying to match make me with this guy who she said have a bike and quite good looking....she been persuading me to make frens with that guy....yeah right as if i will be smitten when she said he have a bike....so wat! I am not a materialistic girl....haha...

I tink i am such a narcissistic girl...haha...so is dat bad?well we have to love ourself first before loving someone rite?

WATEVER

Finally updating my blog...hehe....spent my sunday watching vcds....

I managed to watch:

My Prince and me is a romantic movie..i love the story..i love julia stiles...but i prefer her in 10 things i hate abt u....and the prince is cute..hehe...

Koi Mil Gaya is not so bad...something like ET kinda story...funny, sad and romantic movie..haha...

Gila Bola is another funny movie ....but i still prefer jutawan fakir...hehe.

Passion of Christ........dot dot dot...i hate this movie...kinda crappy la....all abt jesus christ being tortured....so gross....but i wonder why it took him so long to die...gosh....i kinda fall asleep watching this..BORING!

Never felt so WANTED before..hehe...lotsa my frens been asking me out but i jus refused to get out of the house...feeling like a homely gal now...haha....watever...have cut down my sms nowadays...cant be bothered....only reply to those who sms me...y shd i bother msging people if people cant be bothered to reply back....I tink i jus cant be bothered wif everything.....

In simple word

**WATEVER**
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I'm surrounded with all the vcds i jus bought...
Eenie meenie mynie moe Which one shd i watch first??

Passion of christ, The prince and me, Honey, Dirty Dancing2, Gila bola, Looney tunes
and Koi Mil Gaya

Eeerr...prolly shd involve myself in some crying session...hmmm

ok good nite ....Gonna watch Koi mil Gaya.

Psst...guess wat??
I finally deleted all of HIS mushy mushy messages....Dunno why i must keep his msgs for so long...this morning i dunno wat came over me..i jus delete and delete....I FINALLY
did it....haha....WELL dONE!!!

Spent my Good Friday shopping at Expo......yup the John little sales...hehe
I bought eerr bedsheet for my damn bed...i hate having a super single as my bed...no doubt its a little bit bigger than single but it so hard to find a bedsheet dat i really like...haiz
I bought two PINK colour bedsheet...my mum nearly give up on me...cos i choose both pink...haha...bought one bolster and 2 bras.....eh best la...so cheap!!

Went to Simpang Bedok to eat.....the service is so slow...damn...waited for more than an hour for our steak....a lot of people complain cos they took so long to prepare...according to the person who send the food....the person who do the cooking actually mix up the order....
Eh wat sia!! den still got the cheek to tell us... I swear i'm not coming back again...sux!!

Going to JB with my family today....going to buy some vcds!! Yippie!! and some chocolate....hhmm...i am getting fatter....haha

So the question is.....jeng jeng jeng

**Will i be able to love someone again??**

METEOR GARDEN2 is shown on TV!!! At last!!!
Yeah i may sound lame....but i love METEOR GARDEN k......not becos of F4 la of cos..

Had a tiff with my mum last nite....
Haiz...She love to nag abt my future....abt "Get this job"......."Get that job"
Oh watever k.....I know deep in her heart she wants me to be a nurse!! She wants me to work in the government sector...YEah i noe i noe the big pay and the benefits..yada yada yada

She jus dun understand the plight dat i am in rite now...I am confused...I dunno which path to go...I wanted to go SHATEC when i was 16 but she against the idea cos hotel industry is bad...So ended up i choose secretarial....wen i said i wanna take HR course wen i was 19 she said its hard to get job as human resource usually goes for the chinese....and so i take the easy way out...i choose business again.....and now she complained "how many people out there are taking business".....y dun u take nursing??....aaarrrggghhh.....she dun understand me at all.....its not that i dun want to take up nursing...I wld love to be a nurse.....its jus dat sometime things are jus not meant to be....and i jus not fated to be a nurse due to some reasons dat i dun want to mention....haiz....

But NURUL a nurse??? Hey apa tak bley ke?? hahaha

I need some chocolate...hhhmmm.....craving for one....all becos of FREON!!

I think i am missing someone....ssshhhh

A dramatic and chaotic scene

One minute i was talking and laffing with Gabriel behind the counter when out of sudden i heard a scream.....from a group of ladees...
My first tot was maybe one of the ladees trip and fell or smth...but i was shocked to see Paul on the floor having a fits. Gabriel, Jonathan and me was so shocked dat we suddenly became so dumb and speechless....we jus dunno wat we shd do...the ladees keep shouting at us to call the ambulance...

And so out of panic 3 peeps called the ambulance....sheesh....gabriel, de blur Jonathan and one of the ladees....and so after abt 5 minutes Paul kinda stop struggling....we gave him a spoon to bite...i am so damn bad at first aid sia....jus dunno wat to do...and d damn ambulance took a bloody long time to arrive...

By the time the ambulance arrived Paul was kinda ok but still very weak...and the lunch crowd had started....and so Choi Har accompany Paul to the hospital...the latest news was he is being warded....gosh...so serious huh?.....I hope he is okie....was told that there will be a few test done too.....

I went to ICA today to change my passport photo..yeah was warned by the immigration officer that i look diff....haha....so need to change by today....so one task is done....Phew!......tot of changing my ic photo as well....i tot its FREE but actually its not...haha....must pay 60 dollars!! Daylight robbery huh?? So expensive!!...I change my mind...i rather have my ic the way it is....

I still oh so stress.....maybe i am getting paranoid jus like inda...hehe....i am so stress being 21....how i wish i am still 18...feeling so carefree, young and innocent......enjoying my school life....bitching in the canteen with my frens....having a lot of guy frens and a few failed relationships....staying out late every sat nite.....involve myself in dikir barat...
Those are the memories dat will always stay in me....but now....things are so diff.....I learn to take things more seriously.....be serious with my school work cos my future depend on it.....be more serious in relationship...no more of those "trying out" relationship.....haiz

The whole day today i can actually counted how many peeps msg me...gosh...i guess i am lost in my own world dat i didnt realize i lost contact with the world...haha......i didnt actually msg anyone....probably jus my sista Inda.....surprisingly....2 of my ex-bf send me forward msg....yup Ismail and Ridzwan....and not suprisingly Inda....so only 3 peeps...oh yeah maybe sedah who called me to talk abt her problems....

Ain't it upsetting wen the nice guy u really like turns out to be a complete, lying, two timing bastard(wan)...but it nearly as bad wen the guy that u tot was an unreliable heartbreaker turns out to be uncomplicated and nice (Is)

I actually spent a couple of days wondering why i liked the guys who weren't nice to me?
Why couldnt i like the ones who were? I guess i am such a foolish bitch who cant differentiate between the good and bad.....
Jus like wat Sali told me....why are you going back to the peeps from yr past?? Dun u want to move on....get to noe new guys
Maybe i am fated to be with guys who dun appreciate me at all......i dun believe in love at first sight...cos the feeling wont last....Crush->Like->Infatuation...In the end there will be a breakup....eeerrkkk....hate that....

So now

**All i need in this life of sin, is me and my books**
Eh bley gitu...hehe...

Reading: Lucy Sullivan is getting married by Marian Keyes
A hilarious and entertaining book....highly recommended....by ME!! haha

I am so stress....stress with things ard me!

I wish to stop werking but they keep begging me to work......HELP!
I am tired....so tired...so many things on my mind.....

I need the time for my school work, driving practical, my religious class and school....
Hopefully next week is the last week i am gonna work.....

I simply love this song....for dos who dunno ....this is one of d song from Dirty Dancing2.

I wanna dance!

Anyone who look like diego Luna?? hehe

Tired
Sick
Stress


Need to stop working
Need to start studying

Need to stay positive
Need to stay focus

TERATAI won for the best girl group!!!!

Whoa....so happy for them...but i expect it la......I bet they expect it too...haha...I tot its Saringan but its a one day comp....selenger seh...oh watever....its already over.

tired, tired, tired and sleepy

Meet up wif them jus now... Sila , Juli and Maryani.....so happy...laff and bitch a lot....miss them so much.....i wish i am still in ITE...haiz....

*Sleeping*

haPPy lyKe a hiPPo

I have no idea why i am happy....I guess i really enjoy myself yesterday at the Pentas Pendekar....I was still having my migraine when i rij the audi and tot of sleeping....but the whole thingy was so hilarious...suddenly my migraine jus gone....hhhmm....but hey one of the guys cute la....but i am not telling who.....hehehe.....Panjy as usual very entertaining.....fun fun fun....i loike every minute of it.....

Sila is getting engaged tmr....I am so happy for her....they have been togeder for like 4 yrs wif lotsa problems along the way....so happy the relationship is going into another stage. Meeting Maryani tmr ....been a long time since i saw dem....cant wait.....

I can't sleep....every single one on my MSN is in dreamland now....sheesh...i guess i shd do the same too rite...ok gd nite

You know what??

I think i need a boo hmmmm...... eenie meenie mynie moe...
but i got none to even choose....huahaha..I am talking crap again....I tink i need a rest...Missy Migraine came for a visit....damn u Missy

*yawn*
Exhausted,Bloated,Lonely,Confused and Sleepy.....

Going to the Pentas Pendekar at Temasek Poly wif inda later today.....(i wonder is der any srikandi?haha).....stress....wat to wear? Baju kebaya?.....I seemed to drown in my baju kebaya...cos i lost a lot of wght...hhhmm.....

I will like to wish my dearest Teratai all the best for the upcoming comp which is this Sunday....You go GIRLS!

Ok time to hit the sack....zzzZZZZZ

And so i miss my class today again...haha...didnt manage to finish up my hw and reading...anw today is the last day for the module..mon will be business finance..i can choose not to come tho cos i already done dat...but i want to come...ceh eksyen rajin plak haha..Its jus becos i dun really understand the last few chp..blueek

Went for my driving today...i manage to get 2 lessons ...and i hit the road today Wee! so happy i finally drive on the actual road...i lose concentration whenever i change gear..and it makes my car move sideways..haha....but it was fun...i found out i gonna have the same instructor for the rest of my practical cos the computer automatically will book him for me...hhhmmm....i guess he not dat bad after all....

Amy Adams out.....idiot...she has a nice voice sia....she can make it big by singing country song...love her voice...dat camille real sux..maybe Americans or even Sporean like her becos of her look....look? Watever!

Fark all those homework....Have to hand in tmr...adding to the hw i have to do some reading cos my teacher gonna give a test tmr...shit la..Only turn up half the lesson today...haha...most of us kinda ran away during the half hour break..woohoo!! i dunno how many are left after the break...

Going for driving again tmr morning....I am really hoping i nvr get the same instructor again...been getting him for 3 lessons...he too impatient...half of the time i jus feel like shouting at him....idiot!

Can't wait for AMI tonite...i tink Camille will be out...i tink so...let see k...

*Wat shd i buy for someone who is getting engage huh?*