Was blog hopping when i get into someone blog by chance....link from Aed blog actually....i cant believe it.....watever she wrote there is wat i felt every time but i jus dunno how to express my feelings into words.....

I gezz i know wat i have been feeling all the while abt HIM....infatuation ( adj infatuated - having a strong but not usually lasting feeling of love or attraction for someone ) .....YES! thats the rite word...to express my true feeling for HIM.....haiz.....Whenever he call i feel like i got nothing to talk and i really feel i wanna end the conversation as soon as possible......And whenever we meet its like we got no where to go.....I have try asking for break up but it seem like i cant let him go yet......so i asked for patch up......WHY???? Why cant i do it.......everyday the conversation is the same....."wat u doing?", "have u eaten?" , "wat time u gonna sleep?".....after dat "bye"......

Gawd me so full....I actually ate jus mosque porridge at werk juz now ......jus to break my fast....I never expect there are a lot of food waiting for me at home.....

When i rij home first thing i do is on my teebee....yesh to watch ma fav 9pm chinese show.....when its time for advertisement...i made ma way to the kitchen to see wat ma mom cook for "buka" juz now.....wahhh! got ma darling grandma "roti boyan"....ma favourite.....i think she make the best "roti boyan"...I taste others one...but theirs cant win ma grandmama one.....wee!!!....and my mum cook Mee soto ... first thing i check is the chilli....and yes ma mum make the chilli....no chilli i wont eat the mee soto....wat is a mee soto w/o chilli??!!My mum sometime try not to make any chilli for watever she cook cos she said its bad for the face.....haiz......no chilli no ajinomoto......i feel like i am living inside a hospital....maybe shd move there someday....huahahahah......

My house is suddenly full of food......yeah rite only in fasting mth...other days none at all....haiz....when i open my fridge.......tot it breakdown or smth.....cos its dark....haha.....due to the content wat else......got honeydew to eat, got cocktail and "agar2" to eat....like as if there are 10 pepz in the house...haiz....so wasted....so many food but too little pepz....I find my parents waste a lot more money on fasting mth.....

I nearly fell asleep in class today.....feel like walking out of the classroom after 2 hrs rotting inside.....so boring.....i hate when my teacher explained every single details....why cant she jus give me smth to do.......and the bloody classroom was so cold.....freezing inside....can't concentrate.....

I haven been to the geylang yet.....i miss deng deng.....its smth not to be miss every yr....hehe....once in a yr only u know.......best to eat it while its hot.....finger licking good!!

Gezz wat i have been doing on the first day of Ramadhan.....i'm searching for anyone who enver fast....huahahaa.....I am happy when i cant seem to find anyone.....but when i was abt to take the escalator at the bridge near my house.....i saw this malay guy smoking away....with his two kids with him.....(with his wife too)..........haiz....I know its not ma prob but i think he shd at least respect the mth of Ramadhan.....and wat a bad example to show to his own kids.....wat will happen to the next generation??!!!!

its already the third day of the fasting mth....hhhmm still got a long way to go..heh.......I cant wait for my module to finiz....I haven even start my hw.....uwekkkk.....feel so sleepy and tired....I find it better if i dun have any frens in class so i can concentrate better....nobody to talk to....isnt that great.....I know my weakness so i gezz the best way is is to have no frens.....I really hope to do well this time....my final chance...i already done badly for my O level....and my ITE too.....I am too playful....i really cant see the importance of studies.....too much clubbing and part time werk.....all that wasted 2 farking years in ITE....But i have to thank form teacher Mrs Quek....she is the one that make accounting so simple and interesting.....and her teaching method make me realize actually accounts is not dat bad.......unlike my sec school teacher.....gawd....she is a violence teacher sia.....she spent 80% of her lesson scolding us.....we really hate her lesson....i really fear her lesson cos watever she taught it jus cant get into my head....gawd maybe she shd quit....and one more thing...she like to wear pointed shoes......and she kick one of my classmate!!!!....

As the day goes by i dunno wat happening to me......i feel like i got no life anymore....I dun feel like going out anymore.....jus feel like being at home with a book to read is better.....i am becoming a bookworm again...huhahaha........lotsa of ma fwens see the change in me.....I used to be a clubbing freak....u can find me@HRC every sat w/o fail......but now hey u cant even tempt me by using the word Jack Daniel, Absolute Vodka or even Chivas .......sorry not interested.....looks like now i can tucked away all my CHAOS clothes. Dun need them anymore.....where can i go wearing like a bitch on a normal days....Weird!But if i look at a brighter side.....i think its good for me.....so i can focus more on my schoolwork now......and my driving .....woOOhOoo.......

i think i gotta do ma hw now.......

HArlow!Slamat berpuasa!!.....Today is my first day of school......and gezz wat my first module is Business Finance....Gosh how i hate that subject cos its Account!!!......haiz wat a day....the teacher is quite okie....she go thru all the theory part....luckily i noe account if not i am a dead duck!!!.....they focus more on theory tho....i tink my ITE accounting book is much clearer than this....have to search for it later....i cant wait for next mth which Human Resource.....yippie......it will be far more interesting...hopefully.....*praying hard*

I nearly destroy my entire blog when some of my template gone missing.....fuh!Lucky me....i am fast enuff to retrieve back all the html code.............

Anyway talking abt my Seoul Garden Part 2.....actually it is okie la...my fren dun eat much...so in the end i am the only who continue eating....hehee.......i love seoul garden ice cream ....dunno y.....taste very nice....hhhmmm.....InDA we shd go again aiite....but not for now ....cos i am SICK of SEOUL GARDEN!....But i feel like eating pasta now....hhhmmm....yummy...tinking of which place to go........definitely not pasta mania....cos they sell microwave pasta....yucks.....not original....

My 3 baju kebaya nearly ready!!!But the pink one is not ready yet...boohhoo......i lurve the pink one cos its "PINK IS MA FAvourite COLOUR!!"....hehehe.....nonsense.....

FRIDAY is pay day.....cant wait for it so i can buy my digital camera.....Canon Ixus 400.......wee!!!....I got a new camera for Hari Raya.....been waiting to buy digicam for ages.....

Yeah i know it been some time since i wrote an entry here...haha...nothing much happen cos been werking thats all....so nothing to post....

I am going Seoul Garden again today....demam seoul garden kot...hehe....but this time with As....actually my used to be colleague but we became good frens.....I know her when i was werking at BAnjo's Bakehouse.....afta it closed down she get the work as an assistant manager at Delifrance.....recommendation from my ex manager...lucky her.....but it was like hell actually werking in Delifrance....yesh esp Causeway pt.....I join her when i found difficulty in finding werk.....I join her at Causeway pt Deli......haha....I joined dat time was the promotion $1 cappucino and $1 latte........Gosh like a mad house......It really test my patience werking there...cos all the customer cant WAIT!!!!......I left delifrance when i cant take it anymore...and the pay was so little....for a part timer...and not worth it ....

But now As is at Bukit Batok outlet...haha...she seemed much happy there than at causeway pt....but she leaving soon too cos she cant take it anymore as all her hard work is not recognise....afta 2 farking yrs......haiz .....i advised her to find a better job with a better pay.....
I hope she get a better job soon.....good luck gal

Still waiting for her to call.....haiz....have to accompany her to Tanglin delifrance cos she said her outlet not enuff filing.....mak oi...off day pun kena buat tu suma.....rajin betul ah ni pompuan......so maybe afta sending the filings back to bukit batok then we go Seoul Garden....

She actually ask me to go to Shanker house at JB.....Cos he invite us to go his house,,,,,Deepavali mah....den seeing that we do not have any transport we decided not to go .....I have never visit any house during deepavali cos i dun have any Indian frens.......from Primary school to ITE.....none at all......Strange.....

I simply lurve the new bachelor....gosh he is far much better than all the previous bachelor......I already knew who he is going to choose....hahaha.....that is wat internet is all about....hhhmmmm.....

Gezz wat i never go to Faizal's wedding......yeah all becos of my uncle la......he refused to go with me...and expect me to go to the wedding alone whereas i dun even noe anyone there except for faizal and his other cuzins......gosh wat will his relatives say....mepek seh.....and the best part my uncle jus tell me the block number....and told me to take a cab if i dun noe where....idiot wat kinda uncle is dat.....if i am with tonet its okie....but i am all alone.....so i told him kirim salam sudah.....haiz....

Received a few weird calls these few days......called me up but the moment i pick it up the person slam the phone....geezz wats that suppose to mean.......I can only suspect one person dat is my ex.........he used to do dat to me too......using pvt number....how i hate pvt number cos i dunno who the hell call me........I juz hope its not him or am i hoping dat its him.......After all this while i am not sure why i still have feeling for him......tried umpteen times to forget him but i juz cant......So the final call is when i received a call from a pvt number and a girl keep asking me "who are u??who are u??"....i was like "huh???"...."excuse me u called me up and asked me who am i????!!!".......and still the bitch keep asking me the same qn......I quickly slammed the phone down.....until now i still trying to figure what the hell is that???

I cant sleep!!!...gezz wat ???....I drank 3 single expresso jus now at werk.......Mickey tot i am gog crazy....haha cos i am not a coffee drinker ......and there i was drinking expresso.......i came to realize that i loike expressoo.......wooo........nice!!....i am going to try Starbucks expresso blend.....the new drink....according to my fren u can add syrup to it....like hazelnut, caramel and etc......cant wait to try.....since i cant sleep maybe i shall stay up reading my harry potter book......this the longest time i ever read a book......gosh....wonder when i am going to finiz up..........

Wee! here i am again after a few days i never update my blog or even log on to my computer...been a bz week....haiz have to go werk in a few minutes time...but i haven even ready...haha....

Hey anyway, any of u noe any good model/brand digital camera to buy...me so confused la....my fren said Fuji very gd....he said canon no good when print out its not clear....cos he got one...then he told me to buy Fuji A203 i think.....confused confused....dunno which one is gd.....nak beli camera pun susah.....

As u can see from my blog "bitching Ard"....i have another Wedding!!....the whole of saturday i'll be at his house ...with ma uncle.....most prob i'll be the only gerl there......thats the worse part......my fren Tonet, maybe will be coming quite late....but gd la at least i used my baju kebaya....cos every year my mum have been nagging at me.....all my baju kebaya is like for display purpose only ....hahaha......cos i seldom wear them...but the qn is Where and When am i gog to wear my baju kebaya???....to town????...DUH!!.....even if she nag so often she still buy for me 3 baju kebaya all chosen by me.....hehe......all i choose is Silk and need to be dry clean.......i find myself very vain when choosing my baju kebaya........

Me feeling so hungry now....but there is no food at home to eat.....I wish ma granny still live with me......mish her so much....cos wif her ard there will always be food on the table....and all the food she cook is damn nice....i loike....too bad she now live with my aunt....

I jus got back from Pasir Ris....yeh my uncle's house.....Got a tiring day today.....i have to be the kendarat.....I hate being a kendaratr actually......I tot wearing high hells is noting....boy was i wrong......my leg hurt like hell.....

Yesterday was the dinner at Pasir Ris CC.....and there ae also a dikir barat performance.....the grp is called Unik....Yucks....i dun like dem.....i prefer ulan....My cuzin went to Australia for holiday......if not for sure Ulan will perform...so dissapointed......

But aniwei....my two twin cuzin become the bridesmaid.....haha...so cute.....here they are



Have a hard time asking them to stay still.....look at them!....



At last.....there they are.....Myra Atiqah and Myra Afiqah.......I simply lurve them.....

The dj was AB sheik.....he so farnie...it is really an enjoyable nite.....the food i s delicious....and the pelamin was so damn nice......i wonder when is my turn....hehheheh...oh yeah cant captured the bride and groom...cos mine is not digicam ah...so paiseh rite take the pengantin pic with hp...so me jus take the bridesmaid pic...hehehe

For today....it was okie....bz and tired.....and happy...get to see all my little cuzins......get to see and talk with Farhati....ma so called cuzin....she now in temasek JC....asked her abt the bahas thingy that she enter last mth and all.......its a pity she didnt get to be chosen to bahas with the Bruneian.......haiz...try again gal....Yesh i managed to take pic with Danish.....



and to end it....this cutie is ma favorite....da besar mesti hensem...hhmm.....HAZIQ......I jus love kids....



I gezz my uncle and his wife have already board the plane to Swiss....aaarrrggghhh i wanna follow...ENVY ENVY!!!!....yeah FOC tix......So lucky seh.....and my uncle got a gorgeous wife..... i hope he dun go clubbing a gain and lied to his wife....hahaa...Idiot biasa lah tu GUYS...haiz....

Juz got back from work.......short hours today...so happy... .......my basic theory test is today.....yikes!....I hope i can answer all the question ...been studying real hard these few days and Mickey have been helping me a lot.....All credits should go to her......she have been giving me tips and how to ans and so on...and even go thru nearly the whole book with me.....sheesh....She look more like the person to take the test...haha.....

If i pass i have to look 4 an instructor......been looking for any recommendation from any of my frens but none....sad.....HELP!!!....sigh .....I hope when i get one dat instructor wont sleep like some of my fren's instrucot.....haha.....ok if anyone of u have any instructor to recommend to me pls tag me aiite....really looking for one rite now......

Got to go .....have to get ready and went to bbdc and have to read thru again before gog for the test......i dun want to repeat the test again.....wasting of time seh.......update later...


7.30pm

Me juz got back from BBDC....the test was okie....I think i am able to pass....i was disspointed tho....cos i never learn abt the brake thingy.....i got that wrong...haiz....hopefully can pass......i will be so happy then i can learn the practical oredi...wee.....drive a car........*dreaming away*BUT.....Still got no instructor....dumb

Aniwei have to go oredi cos ma bro wanna study...need to use the computer table....hey got Romeo and Juliet lah on TV....my fav movie......so romantic but so tragic.......

I have to thanks FREON again for teaching and giving me the html to the Archive thingy.....yeah me so slenger rite......ALWAYS....hahaha.....

Might be not blogging for the next 2 days......i got 2 full shift waiting for me.......gonna be exhausted again......till Sunday....

Wee!...I have lotsa fun today.....so happy....yeh went out with Sue and Inda.....to SEOUL GARDEN.....gosh...we spent abt 3 hrs in seoul garden....i felt like a pig....in fact we felt like a pig..kwa kwa kwa.......here is the picture of wat we ate....



This is before we start eating.........



This is afta we ate...look at that....gosh....3 young lady eating all dat.....all those food make me feel i gain weight today

As if dat ain't enuff....we went to Coffee Bean@Scotts huahaha....



This is wat i ate.....inda had the same too....while sue ate a cheesecake and Ultimate blended......look at dat....so sinful....love the brownie....yummy yummy

After a while Zaidi came......yeh first time i met Sue boo.....wow he can really pass off as a chinese.....inda told me he has a chinese blood jus like sue....hehe.....Ard 8pm we went off......But i meet up with Shida.....cos she said she is bored......when i met her...she was with 2 of her sec sch mate.....syah and Hisham......2 yrs our junior....quite cute.....hehe....After walking all ard town....we decided to go HRC.....been a long time seh....actually jus to chill out only....i treat Shida to B52...yummy so nice...better den Tequila Shot.......after listening to the live band and all.....me and shida went home around 11.45pm....syah and hisham stay till 3am......haha yelah masuk free apa....lucky them...cos i have the Asia Card.....Geesh i found HRC so boring....i prefer last 2 yrs......haiz miss those days.....those long queues.......seeing all the regulars...which i make frens with some of them ........but i cant see none of them now.....sad......

So thats how i spent my Saturday .....I loike every minute of it......Thanks inda and Sue ...maybe we shall go out again one day.......SEOUL GARDEN again????.....hehe